Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal

staying in my bed all day
dont wanna do anything
schools been on my ass
its just too rough

ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do

i do this way too much
cant get anything done
im such a lazy fuck
i should give up

ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do

too much to do

i don't think i can ever heal myself

idc what u say

ready or not

my walls my canvas
my guns my brush
if i knew, itd come to this
i wouldve stayed of touch

i mustve said
about a thousand times
i still need you
but you, cut my throat

i thought itd be easy
just give my love
i never expected 
you to strike that low

I
Hate
that you torture me
i 
hate
the things youve done

i bought some flowers
but theyre not for you
ill make sure
ill get a gift
up on my headstone
to make it look
like youre there for me
it cant
be that hard
to stop hurting me

and when its said and done
you wont hear from me again
ill buy a shotgun
with 1 shell
and put it to good use

the 
sheets
are stained, with regrets
cant
forgive
what you have 

my head is boiling
got wire round my neck
and everynight
im still dreaming 
about the past
i wanna love you
youll have to love me too
is that a promise you can keep
or will you break that too


big flats community park and my ability to love

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

w/ my friend @roadkill777

shes always online
cause shes so fucking stupid
says she likes anime
but she cant fucking prove it
i dont wanna know 
what youve got going for you
cause you got nothing
you are nothing
and i hope you die

you buy some new clothes
and think youre beautiful 
but you are not
you will always be a fucking troll

but its alright
just lay down
chug down the whole bottle
and take some pills now

shes a jirai
nothing behind her eyes
shes a jirai
fucked over a hundred guys
she always cuts herself
and posts that shit on twitter
but no one fucking cares
i love to watch her wither

(roadkill)

twisted perversions
of something 
once beautiful
i dont know
what the hell is
wrong with your soul

its in your eyes
you cant hide the lies
your a washed up whore
who cant have fun no more
seeking validation from losers
piece of shit, abuser

Jirai (ft Roadkill)

my voice hurts lol

verse
i fell in love with a screen
you always come back right to me
i wake up and i daydream 
i see ur face and i still scream
im so obsessed you possessed 
my mind and everything i think
its been a year i still send text
and still get left on seen

chourus
i fell in love with a screen
the only love so real to me
i read old text smoke ciggerates
and then i cry myself to sleep
and everyday i lie awake and 
think of times where we  would speak
so far away and yet so near
youve gone away and im still here

verse
 Still stalk ur page on instagram 
I see you moved on way to fast
I hate that I have been erased 
U left me in the past
And everyday I dream ur face 
And want you to text back
500 miles away I’m still sad ohhh


chorus
i fell in love with a screen
the only love so real to me          (i fell in love with a screen)
i read old text smoke ciggerates     (i fell in love with a screen)
and then i cry myself to sleep       (the only love so real to me)
and everyday i lie awake and         (i fell in love with a screen)
think of times where we  would speak (i fell in love with a screen)
so far away and yet so near          (i fell in love with a screen)
youve gone away      and im still here    (the only love so real to me)

girl behind my screen

old song i never finished
s/o @retardead69 for writing the verse


chorus:
cut cut cut cut slit slit slit
i hope you die, ur full of shit
you fu- fu- fucking bitch bitch bitch
just die die die die end it quick
cause i i i don't wanna see you
breathing the same air as me
a waste of space and everything
i just wanna watch you bleed

verse:
yk ur really fucking annoying 
and i think you should shut up 
you never stop shit-talking 
and i hate you so damn much
its makes me so damn angry 
when you're acting like a bitch 
so grab a razor blade
and cut deep down into your wrists


i don't think i can ever heal myself

blehh archive

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