coffee and candy houses
just bury me I know i'm unwanted 
the snow melts every summer
but i’ll be gone come december 

kill me come december 
i know this can’t go on forever
so i'll bury myself in your backyard 
and tear out my heart 
to put it back together

Come December

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
why don't u
wanna be
with a guy
like me
i could give u
everything you need 
if u would date guy like me

but you're a whore
you're probably used
to talking to guys like me
i'm delusional
why'd you choose a fucking
guy like me
i could fix you 
i know i could
i'm the best 
so i know i would
lay your past to rest
like you know you should
and trust a guy like me  

you say ur last man was 
was probably ur best man
but now he's gone cause
you were flirting with your best friend 
and i'm naive to think that u would change
you'll probably stay the same, you'll probably just-

cause you're a whore
you're probably used
to talking to guys like me
i'm delusional
why'd you choose a fucking
guy like me
i could fix you 
i know i could
i'm the best 
so i know i would
lay your past to rest
like you know you should
and trust a guy like me

Guy Like Me

Lyrics:
I can't take another day
just hoping things will go my way
You laugh at me I don't know why
I'm so retarded all the time
I'm gonna punch my wall and break my hand
I'll sleep until I understand
I'll wrap my car around a tree
I've never really been that happy

I'm feeling sad
I feel so blue
I'm just a stranger in the room
There's nothing left for me to do
There's nothing left for me to lose

shootercore

things are finally looking up for me
so i don't know
why im drowning in my misery
all my life 
i thought things could change
but now it seems
i will always feel this way

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

if it doesn't get better what's the point
living a life i can't rejoice
always pissed off or annoyed
now my life is so destroyed
it's ok though
but it's really not
lost my mind and
i lost the plot 

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

it'll never end

i don't think i can ever heal myself

amber scent with u  
its so memorable.
i want to be like you
i love your hair
i love your beautiful blue eyes   
and your brain too

amber scent

https://soundcloud.com/youlooksodivinetonight goated

i dont know how to say goodbye to you
cause im just too afraid of losing you
and i dont wanna cry
but in my life its all been fucked
and its all so fucked up
 that i cant be with you
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
cause i know you dont want me too
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
cause i know you dont want me too

and ill never fucking change
ill always be the same
im stuck here being afraid tonight
baby wont you free my mind
and i ask myself everyday
why do things have to be this way
im starting to gain weight alright
i keep fucking up my life
you say that you dont want me
im tired of it all
im tired its all my fault

its all my fault w/ graves

reupload :)

i fucked everything
i ruined it all
and everything sucks
here i go again

don't make this hard for me 
its what i gotta do theres no other choice
i tried be someone 
i envied oh i envied oh

no hope for me
this wont be easy
soon i'll be dead
lets not pretend

no hope with me
i just wanted to be
loved by someone
whys that so hard 

it's a matter of time
i do not know when or why
but i'll surely die
i'll leave this behind

don't make this hard for me 
its what i gotta do theres no other choice
i tried to hurt someone 
that i loved oh that i loved oh 

no hope for me
this wont be easy
soon i'll be dead
lets not pretend

no hope with me
i just wanted to be
loved by someone
whys that so hard 

no hope for me
i can't cope with it 
the pain's all the same
why am i so lame

no hope
can't cope
no hope
must rope
no hope
can't cope
no hope

no hope

ur beautiful

i told you im sorry
why wont you forgive me
was it all just a dream
please save me from my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

wake me up from my sleep
please dont make me have to think
 so far away to see
the end of my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

i don't think i can ever heal myself

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