my walls my canvas
my guns my brush
if i knew, itd come to this
i wouldve stayed of touch

i mustve said
about a thousand times
i still need you
but you, cut my throat

i thought itd be easy
just give my love
i never expected 
you to strike that low

I
Hate
that you torture me
i 
hate
the things youve done

i bought some flowers
but theyre not for you
ill make sure
ill get a gift
up on my headstone
to make it look
like youre there for me
it cant
be that hard
to stop hurting me

and when its said and done
you wont hear from me again
ill buy a shotgun
with 1 shell
and put it to good use

the 
sheets
are stained, with regrets
cant
forgive
what you have 

my head is boiling
got wire round my neck
and everynight
im still dreaming 
about the past
i wanna love you
youll have to love me too
is that a promise you can keep
or will you break that too


big flats community park and my ability to love

my voice hurts lol

verse
i fell in love with a screen
you always come back right to me
i wake up and i daydream 
i see ur face and i still scream
im so obsessed you possessed 
my mind and everything i think
its been a year i still send text
and still get left on seen

chourus
i fell in love with a screen
the only love so real to me
i read old text smoke ciggerates
and then i cry myself to sleep
and everyday i lie awake and 
think of times where we  would speak
so far away and yet so near
youve gone away and im still here

verse
 Still stalk ur page on instagram 
I see you moved on way to fast
I hate that I have been erased 
U left me in the past
And everyday I dream ur face 
And want you to text back
500 miles away I’m still sad ohhh


chorus
i fell in love with a screen
the only love so real to me          (i fell in love with a screen)
i read old text smoke ciggerates     (i fell in love with a screen)
and then i cry myself to sleep       (the only love so real to me)
and everyday i lie awake and         (i fell in love with a screen)
think of times where we  would speak (i fell in love with a screen)
so far away and yet so near          (i fell in love with a screen)
youve gone away      and im still here    (the only love so real to me)

girl behind my screen

please be patient i have autism (cover)

i think i'm leaving soon

spooky song :p @gjallarhornit

these sick ideas i got on the radio
i called the doctor and he gave me oxyco
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

i said oh baby dont u think im a pretty doll
just spill my guts out while im chained against the wall
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

so pretty i feel so good im losin all control
take my limbs and cut incisions in my skull
then stab my skin and fuck me in the hole
just cut me up and fuck me in the holes

sprite

my best track by a landslide, check reject out
https://on.soundcloud.com/avvQcodB0KyxqFi6hp

( verse 1 - me )

Day and night I always think about you
You said you'd stay with me, but that wasn't true
I drive under the lights and through the night
Just to pass the time

You left me out in the cold
It sucks to be me, I'm on my own
Everything you said were lies oh 
So tonight I'll leave you behind oh no

( verse 2 - reject )

I try to move on but you keep me hangin on by a thread 
(Hanging on by a thread) 
I try to get over you but I can’t see myself in anyone else’s bed 

Sometimes I wish I was dead 
So I wouldn’t be scared 
To confront it
But you never cared 
You just pretended 
But it wasn’t fair 
The way it ended 

(The way it ended)

I’ll keep pretending 
That you are still there 
Our happy ending 

(Our happy ending) 

leave u behind w/ reject

i really fucking hate you
i wanna fucking rape you
ill slit your throat
as you choke on my cock

you wanted this
you piece of shit
you fucking begged for this
you fucking piece of shit
if you didnt want it
then you shouldve fucked off

Fuck Off

lyrics:
spends her life online all day
surfing /b/ and /r9k/
no i wouldn't want to change her
even if i had a say
let me hear about your theories
let me pick apart your brain
did the jet fuel melt the steel beams
were there bombs inside the trade

spends her life online all day
surfing /b/ and /r9k/
no i wouldn't want to change her
even if i had a say
let me hear about your theories
let me pick apart your brain
there's too much to like about you
girl you're driving me insane

girl you're driving me insane

she'll drink her life away
it's okay i'll do the same
does it really fucking matter
if we're dying anyway
another pint'll be okay
a couple more we're feeling great
the night's not over yet
let's take some shots round out the day

hop online let's play some games
dbd or risk of rain
if you only wanna chill
we'll play some vrc all day
if you're feeling none of that
it's okay we'll rot away
we always have tomorrow or like
any other day

let's stay online forever :)

blehh