ive waken up 
i feel so alone
im not thinking much
ive been giving up
oh no
got nowhere to go
even in my home 
i shouldnt be alone
in my head im not
in my bed im always stuck
so stuck
such a lazy fuck
ive been giving up
oh no
you cant even tell
im so overwhelmed
oh im out my mind
im waking up
im feeling so alone
im not thinking much
ive been giving up
oh no
i feel super stuck
ive got no luck no hope

june 1st 9:30 PM

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

https://open.spotify.com/track/74vYLYcbbyHkpx5MrkS0OD?si=e0848f6f1c3c4752

lyrics:

now i know i've gone too far
i'd rather me die than fall apart
you left me here with this broken heart
i'll keep on wishing on these shooting stars
cause maybe one day my wish comes true
and i can live happily with you
baby tell me what else can i do
baby tell me what else can i do

i'll write another song that you won't hear
it's only been a month but feels like years
can you please pick up my call, cause i'm in tears
you don't even need to talk, just want you here
if that's too much for me to ask then it's okay
it's not the choice for me to make, we'll have your way
but if you ever wanna call, i'm yours all day
there's so many different things i want to say

baby tell me what else can i do

dear president and the rulers of the internet 
when will i have my own girl to give me kisses
tryna figure out how to get out of my room but
im so stressed
im so stressed!!!!
i dont think that im ready for the world
cause im stuck inside and my minds in a curl
maybe if i had someone to stick by
then i wouldnt always be so shy
wish i had emergency contact
wish i had someone to help me stay on track
if only you could see (xo willow reference)
i really wanted you here with meeeeeeeeee

im so stressed!!!

desmi helped me mix since im a noob


while its spooky season 
i just wanna be a scarecrow 
and watch u in the distance
ooo yaaaaa
its the spirit of halloween
knock at your door want all the sweets
will u go trick or treating with me?

ill carry round a pumpkin basket
basket
watch out for the clowns it could get tragic
i really love how u look like a ghost
and im dressed up as a big scarecrow
since its the spirit of halloween 
will u got trick or treating with me?
and all the good candy we can eat
while we run around and play in the street :3

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
lalaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaaaaa
lalaaaaalaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaa
laaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaaa
laaaaaaalaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thats it bai bai
happy halloweeen

will u go trick or treating with me?

lyrics:
someone get me offline, i can't take this anymore
got this girl on my line, but i think she's just a whore
i can't buy anything, don't have games because i'm poor
i'm a mess, i'm a loser, i'm just so fucking bored

and i dropped out of college before i even went
cause i just want to rot in my room with all my friends 
but they got up and left me, before i had the chance
and now i'm alone, without a single fucking plan
so i'll get on my laptop, i'll go on 4chan
i'll browse all the boards with all this time on my hands
until there's nothing left, i think it's time to go to bed
and i'll wake up in the morning, just to live this day again

i wish i wasn't a neet

https://open.spotify.com/album/0D7YVHIbvZPC0HEQ5goXHH?si=4pag8q6rSWultNwhelfDfg

lyrics:
I've tried dating apps along with /soc/
I've been going out to different shows
I've tried so many things but nothing works
And I just can't find a girl as good as you

A girl as good as you

The last time, we talked you
Said you were never coming back
But girl you, know that I
I just can't help but be attached
The way you'd call my name
The way we'd lay in bed all day
I just wish you'd have stayed
I don't want it any other

It's so hard to do
To find a girl like you

girl like you

Lyrics:
I'm sorry I'm not good at talking I don't know what to say
I'm sorry I can't take the pressure and I just look away.
I'm sorry I don't have more songs out
my life is boring and I don't have much to talk about
(to talk about)

I can't say something stupid 
I know I'd sound out of touch
And I can't be too honest
it'd just mess everything up
Ill just take my time
Ill just stay inside
I'm not cut out for this

Cause I think you're cool
And I know I'm not
You could be my girl
Only if you want
I could write a song
Include your name
Anything you want 
We could find something to talk about
(to talk about)

I'm just a little tired 
I'm just a little burnt out
just don't know what to do
Nothing worth worrying about
Because everyday 
It all feels the same
but I'll be okay



sorry idk

new album out on spotify tomorrow :oooooo

i wanna date her

Lyrics:
I can't take another day
just hoping things will go my way
You laugh at me I don't know why
I'm so retarded all the time
I'm gonna punch my wall and break my hand
I'll sleep until I understand
I'll wrap my car around a tree
I've never really been that happy

I'm feeling sad
I feel so blue
I'm just a stranger in the room
There's nothing left for me to do
There's nothing left for me to lose

shootercore

ur beautiful

ts pmoing me off
i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all

baby tell me what else can i do

blehh