if birds were real - get loud, lash out

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Cy5eaxqudU2RKaOK5BHzk?si=d8be1a56f6394410

stop now
rebuke
leave me alone
i know
you're right
but i do it alone

its hard for you
you wish that anything would change
remember you
repent now
you taught me how to throw myself away
where'd you go
where are you

sappy sins I've lost you

Another day
where you can feel fine
sell your soul to the people online
cut yourself forever offline
i'll never make it out of this tide 

forever offline (demo)

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
(Loser64)
I'm sick of lying awake
I'm sick of lying awake at night just
thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I'm sick of falling in love
I'm sick of falling in love 'cause I know that
I'm not what you want
I can't believe I thought I could be

[Verse:]
(blehh)
I'm always overthinking every word I say to you
No matter what comes out my mouth, it's pushing me away from you
And I cant take this anymore (you know you're all I need)
Dealing with me is such a chore (and I hate to see you leave)

[Bridge:]
(blehh)
I never understood how, I was supposed to make you feel
I had another dream where you took my hand, it felt so real
its too late now to get up, I'm sleeping in another day
I hope I never wake up, I hope that I just fade away
(Loser64)
Just snap me out of this
I've never felt so bad
You're not the one for me
but you're the closest that I've had

can't believe (ft. blehh)

dark black hair, you got me where u want me to be
your green eyes in the night remind me of the evergreens
i'd see back home, oh how i'd love to take you there 
It's all i know, and with you by my side nothing compares

a step outside the city

@retardead69
lyrics:
why'd you go and stab my back
if love is real then what was that
i've known u long enough in fact
i'd never thought u'd hurt me like that

what's a friend that doesn't last
or a friend who's fake like that
i've heard u talk a lot of crap
i just wish we never met

my doctor tells me im just crazy
my parents say thats no one hates me
and i can hear them whispering 
all these things, behind, my back

i know it happened in the past
but you left me so fucked up
you raped my soul, and broke my heart
and it left me so scarred

now i know to save myself from shit
like this
remind me when we talk again
to never be ur friend
i've boarded up the doors that i held open way back when
i thought u and i were friends


what are friends for anyways

you make me blush for real
stupid jerk* i love you for real
i have to go meow
i hope you know how
to reach me if you ever need a
i love you with all of my heart
i love you with all of mine
i would heart your message but his name is in vain
im sorry to say sorry im so far from saint

will i die before i know your touch
will i get to kiss you like oh so much
well i have some issues that i wont blow up
but at the end of the day well i hope its still us

its still us

the love i lost(cover)

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

This is not a song. It's a breakdown. Enjoy the sound of decay.
Thank you for listening.

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I've lost my sense, my touch
The art to write my words
Forget my dreams, my hope
They're crashing with a burn
I've lost my soul, my mind
The way I see my life
Forget my time, my fate
I'll never find what's right

This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change

I've lost my strength, my will
That falls with every frown
Forget my hope, my pride
Another dream gone down
I've lost my touch, my hold
On every dream in life
Forget my thoughts, my goals
I'll never find what's right

This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change

I've lost my sense
My touch
The art to write my words
Forget my dreams
My hope

They're crashing!

Nothing's gonna change!
Nothing's gonna change!

This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change
This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change

Another Way of Looking

to spend one night with you

ts pmoing me off
i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all