calendar girl

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Ill shoot it
ill kill it
Im in my room reelin
cuz i have a noose thats hanging off my ceiling

a stupor
a boozer
A god damned loser
a disgusting gooner
who wants to abuse her

American dream white trash and two kids.
Your eldest son has slits on his wrists.
American dream white trash and two kids.
Your eldest son has slits on his wrists.

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Face to the grindstone

Ex From '22 Cover (Remastered)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3rzYb5mzy1mDV2d9NPmVkj?si=gogAxFR1SQmGSrcverUTgQ

i know what you are
your words blow over me like a cold winter breeze
too much hate in your heart
i know theres nothing left but rage and broken dreams

youre stuck in a pit and you wont get out
will be dying alone i have no doubt
theres nothing to say that i think youll hear
so ill shut my mouth and watch the tears

just one more tweet where i state my hatred
of others losers in my spaces
were just the same but i cant take it
and i can only make things worse

youre falling apart
cant stand the thought of being anything but you
just remain where you are
why would your change ever be something to pursue?

youre stuck in a rut and you wont get out
always way too scared to just be yourself
maybe one day itll all be clear
but i think for now ill just watch the tears

just one more tweet where i state my hatred
of others losers in my spaces
youre all the same and i cant take it
but i can only make things worse

make things worse

unfinished song from late december '24 that i lost the project file for

lyrics:
i can't not think about you
how you talk
the way your mouth moves
when you speak, it's like you're calling for me
when you speak, i want you only for me 
my heart breaks when he's around you 
the way you smile 
the way he holds you
when he speaks, it's like he's laughing at me
when he speaks, he's surely laughing at me

i cannot be without you
your black dress, shitty tattoos
in my dreams you wear it only for me
in my dreams i have you only for me
no one else could ever love you
like i do
no one's above you
all i want is to make you happy
all i want is you to be with me

i want you

https://open.spotify.com/album/4XIxvp8SB7lXzl8KWDuCec?si=u786T1vaSdy4CywIYlboww

lyrics:
long walks in the park
initials we'd carve
into trees or anything that we'd see
our hands interlocked
just like our hearts
now you're gone
but you're here in my dreams
girl i

i miss you more than anything
i haven't slept a day in weeks
a word from you is all i need
to get me back up on my feet

i miss you more when autumn comes

and so i'll be another face in the crowd ( i know now)
and so i'll say the quiet part out loud (ah ah ah)
that i hate your friends
i hate the way you talk to them
i hate the way that you will bend
the agenda till it fits
forevers time forever ends
feelings that wont make amends
i dont care if i will spend eternity in hell again with you

saying the quiet part out loud

lyrics:

(ms. double R diner what would you do to bring about world peace?)

i don't care about the words you say
i know they're all worthless anyway
(hey hey)
you don't tell the truth any day
you wanna lie that's okay

and i moved from my parents house
and i cried cause i dont know how
to run my life without any help
i cant escape the constant hell
you always end up telling on yourself
one white lie brings the whole place down
i cant afford to make mistakes now
i cant escape the pain just make out

i don't care about the words you say
i know they're all worthless anyway
(hey hey)
you don't tell the truth any day
you wanna lie that's okay

( i was wondering if i might trouble you for a cup of strong black coffee and in the process engage you with an anecdote of no small amusement, you dont have to shout i can hear you )

wrldpeace222

didn't mean to break us up
i thought we'd work it out
you know i'm bad at talking 
but i guess that's no excuse around you
you said you wouldn't move on
but then i saw you did
i saw that you were gone 
i realized how much you meant

and now my legs covered in blood
but you're still gone
and when you say you love me does it not feel wrong
cause you're still with him or at least pretending to be 
if you meant what you said, why don't you choose me 

and now my body feels tainted
my minds unclean
i havent felt this shitty since i was fourteen
i know we're not together so ur not a cheat
but this really fucking hurts feels same damn thing

untitled 5

lyrics:
i'm so damn bored
have nothing to sing about or do
why'd i choose to isolate myself for you

i'm looking through rose tinted glasses
i'm passing up all red flags for you
no matter how bad my life gets
i'll deal with it all to be with you

for you

"Wonderwheel (Instrumentals)" are 13 new, reinvisioned and refreshed songs taken from the  20-song debut album with a lo-fi, alternative-country, and folk-tinged sound. The original album "Wonderwheel is characterized by a seductive, wistful mood and a hypnotic quality, with intimate vocal harmonies and a carnivalesque tapestry of sounds.  "Wonderwheel (Instrumentals)" will bring you back to the whimsical carnival ride of summers past. It was recorded entirely by the duo in their west-side Chicago apartment.

Critical Reception: In 1999, named "Americana Album of the Month" by Mojo Magazine (UK) and "Americana Album of the Year" by Amazon.com

Scattered (Instrumental)

i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all

i miss you more when autumn comes

blehh