headgear anna

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ar2DYjDAxkMZKGCWOnRb1?si=89aa99485f2c425f

lyrics:
you say you love me
now how long until you're taking it back
you promise never
but you're lying
that's a matter of fact
i know for certain 
there's someone else
you want in you're bed
why can't it be me
why can't it be

i'm runnin circles
jumping hurdles 
tryna make it make sense
am i the one for you 
or am i just really good friend
you're all the matters 
in my life
that's why i wish this would end
why can't it be me
why can't it be

so tell me stories
about the guys you know
and how you're just friends
i'll promise not to blow my head off 
till i hear how it ends
i just can't stand the thought of 
you talking with other men
i'm super jealous and insecure
that's how i've always been

why can't it be me

Life is an RPG and I fucked up my build

tumblr blogs and phone calls

prod. @1zakuro for helping <3

hello hello are you there?
i see your face and i just stare 
hello hello hello again

ignoring me again
would you rather be just friends
i get its manic and i dont even have to pretend
about it
that the silence hurts
and when we text i cant even think of the words

20-20-2025 and ill be all alone
20-20-2026 and ill be a headstone
and if you listen to this song i hope you're at my home
if i write a couple more would it help flatter you
if i said that we're forever would you say that too
ill be swinging from the ceiling turning black and blue

my love my love my love would you help carry me
my love my love my love my love would you help bury me
and if i did a couple shows would you be there for me
and ima tell you all the secrets i can hope you keep
and ima sit outside your window while you fucking sleep
and one day hope ill hear the words" baby please marry me"

I Think My Boyfriend Hates Me

this will probably be my last cover for a bit, or for forever, idk
new ep coming out soon, i think

lyrics:
i wanna be famous
before i turn 29
it's too bad
i've wasted my life
on computer time
and all the friends i could've had
if i tried
i'm so freaking shy
hope that i'll start to try

it's not your fault
it's not your fault
whoa oh oh ooh

if only you could see
i like the things that you do with your hair
maybe you'd still be by my side
i'll pray for your dead body

i wanna be famous
before i turn 29
it's too bad
i've wasted my life
on computer time
all the friends i could've had
had i tried
i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try

computer shy(cover)

OKAY I LIED ABT COMPUTER SHY BEING MY LAST COVER

og by @momjeansca

lyrics:
You told me it was just a kiss. You never meant for things to end up like this
For me to fall down the stairs after walking you home
Your lips on my cheek
And your voice on my phone
I'm drunk and all alone....
You told me it was just one time
That you don't need me - and alone you're just fine. 'Cause the summer's so long that you'll probably be gone. You think you knew me, but you got it all wrong

So if you need me, I'll be sleeping, hardly eating, 'cause it's easier than being sad and wishing that you'd love me back
If you change your mind don't call me, i'm not sorry, cause I've learned to love myself, more than you ever could
I don't need you anymore
You told me that you want me back, You made a big mistake, and now you're all sad
But I know that you'll just bide your time, until you find another guy
I fell for it once, but I sure as hell won't twice

So if you need me, I'll be sleeping, hardly eating, 'cause it's easier than being sad and wishing that you'd love me back. If you change your mind, don't call me, I'm not sorry 'cause I've learned to love myself more than you ever could. I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore. x2

So if you need me, I'll be sleeping, hardly eating, 'cause it's easier than being sad and wishing that you'd love me back! If you change your mind don't call me, I'm not sorry, 'cause I've learned to love myself, more than you ever could
I don't need you anymore!
I don't need you anymore! I don't need you any more
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore

birks in stock(mom jeans. cover)

I'm on the pavement
she walked away man
i should've stayed in
are you okay man

he drives a white van
he broke my teeth and
he calls her babe man
I've been betrayed by anne

I'm not a loser
(I've been betrayed by anne)
my girlfriend she ruined my life
(I've been betrayed by anne)
i fuckin hate her
(I've been betrayed by anne)
now she's getting hitched while i cry
(i fuckin hate dianne)

I'm on the pavement
she walked away man
i should've stayed in
are you okay man

he drives a white van
he broke my teeth and
he calls her babe man
I've been betrayed by anne

I'm not a loser
(I've been betrayed by anne)
my girlfriend she ruined my life
(I've been betrayed by anne)
i fuckin hate her
(I've been betrayed by anne)
now she's getting hitched while i cry
(i fuckin hate dianne)

fuck you

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

its my birthday
im on the edge of my seat
im waiting 
nobodys comin for me

am i ugly 
why dont you miss me
why wont you kiss me
why wont you love me anymore

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool


this is what you are untitled

SSRIs in your mind
your eyes look side to side
looking for someone to 
latch onto cuz
ur floating away
Looking to numb the pain
the scars are adding up lately
and now 
I'm trying to remember

only girl I wanted
died now Im haunted
saw her seizing on the floor
I don't want to see anymore

Only girl I asked for 
died on the computer lab floor 
she couldnt of
she shouldt of
but sure enough
her her life was snuffed

and I wont lie 
cuz I have tried
to join her
In the afterlife

but its been so long
since that day

and I cant remember her face

so I'll go on 
and live my life
I'll keep her memories
In the back of my mind 

SSR Eyes

lyrics:
someone get me offline, i can't take this anymore
got this girl on my line, but i think she's just a whore
i can't buy anything, don't have games because i'm poor
i'm a mess, i'm a loser, i'm just so fucking bored

and i dropped out of college before i even went
cause i just want to rot in my room with all my friends 
but they got up and left me, before i had the chance
and now i'm alone, without a single fucking plan
so i'll get on my laptop, i'll go on 4chan
i'll browse all the boards with all this time on my hands
until there's nothing left, i think it's time to go to bed
and i'll wake up in the morning, just to live this day again

i wish i wasn't a neet

blehh