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sad shit

FUCK SOUNDCLOUD

My circuits are friend and my battery's drained
the error codes flashing burn a hole in my brain
who knew that humans could be so inhumane
sometimes I cant tell if I'm I'm Abel or Cain

all my anxieties eviscerate me
I'm not the person they told me I could be
underachiever to the finest degree 
My friends are fading further away
But I'm far too conceited to beg them to stay
even if they leave I know I will be ok

cause my imageboard friends 
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least were all stuck here together

scrolling through threads
I feel accompanied 
but its all in my head
yeah its all in my head
night after night
reply after reply
man I'm so tired
Always so tired

but my imageboard friends
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody who gets me
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least I'm stuck in here together with my imageboard friends

Imageboard Friends

every path you take 
every cake that you made
i ate it everywhere
that you always wanted to go
take me to California
shes never there though
shes the only woman that i love

Only Woman I Love

Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

say a prayer for me
i got my finger on the trigger and it's ready to squeeze
say a prayer for me
i got involved with someone who feels no empathy
say a prayer for me
i'm sick of letting God down habitually
say a prayer for me
i don't want to spend more time in purgatory
cuz when you're on my mind you make me wanna die (x4)
say a prayer for me
my fingers tremble while holding my rosary beads
say a prayer for me
mortal sins are the only gifts you've given to me
say a prayer for me
i know the only thing you love is your twitter feed
say a prayer for me
i'll never fit into your communist fantasy

Say A Prayer For Me

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics:

I’ve been thinking
About the things you say
Every morning when we awake

You act like he’s still near
You act like you need here
I wish you would make it clear
told me he disappeared 
I just can’t trust you dear
my eyes fill up with tears
You're lying to me I fear
It’s his name I hear

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
About the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name

I woke up alone today
on the ground my cold feet weigh
take a shower, clean my face
go to work from 3 to 8
cover shifts, jim's got a date
so burnt out, and I get home late
feed the dog, and clean the plates
eat alone, then I hit the hay 

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
about the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name (x2)

I've Been Thinking

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

this girl is a bitch and i fucking hate her
we go to school and i wanna date her
her face is cute but shes so obnoxious
i still wanna put my fucking cock in

oooooooooo

i follow her inside the hallways
i dont wanna part ways
i just wanna stand here and stare at you
i dont think shell ever see me
why cant this be easy
i just wanna stand here and stare at you

someday ill make you mine
ill just take it one day at a time
someday ill make you mine
i dont care if youre dead or alive

I Wanna Date Her

Theres a hole that i cant fill
And nothing will fix whats in my head
I wish i was dead 
When will it just end

ooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

Everything now looks so fake
And i cant explain why im so freaked out
I let you down
Now i cant leave the couch

Oooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

None Of This Matters

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

the cranberries more like the uhhh

I love you, Sarah. For all eternity, I love you

the tortured look of a captured suffering immortalized into wood

told bro we geek hard

youre so nice i dont know why you would ever talk to me
im nothing special im a loser and im fucking ugly
shes so pretty shes the girl that i- girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try she'll never notice me

im writing songs in my room
im writing songs about you
cus i dont know what to do
i want this one to come true

so lets make this one a two
i never wanna be through
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love with you

youre so pretty and ive seen all of star trek the original series

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

lyrics: 

one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, everybody mad at me
everybody mad at me
why is everybody mad at me? (fuckkk)
guess i'm bad at me
i guess i'm bad at me

i'm bad at me
i'm bad at me
one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, guess i'm bad at me

one more day

My song for the Domestic Terrorism tape

Nobody likes you
Cause you don't know how to write good songs
And nobody wants to
Be friends with
Someone who is always wrong

Nobodies laughing
Except at you, when you turn your back
And the time is passing
It's not ok to cut yourself some slack

I think I'm out of time
Suicide by wasted time

I never learnt how to sing
The reality still stings
Oh God, I've fallen back into sin
Please free me from these things

I haven't learnt anything
I'm stuck just as I've been
Maybe my problems aren't that big
You're still a fucking prick

I don't care about compliments
Cause they never feel genuine
The depth is always paper thin
And nothing ever breaks the skin

So give up, maybe try again
Say something that'll stick in my head
I don't really have anyone
That I'd consider as a friend

ready or not

blehh