2edgy4u

i cant think
anymore 
im gonna
sleep away 
this chore 
of a life 
theres not much left
its all a bore
i cant see
let me be
i just wanna be free

breaking down 
all the time
it leaves me so 
weak
coughing blood
its a flood
i swallowed too many pills
on the floor
overdosed
i think i over did it

i just wanna have fun

remake of an old song abt a girl that blocked me months ago
https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
m-m-m-m-m-m-m-madeline
is it too much if I want u to only want me?
we'll go to house shows, watch ur favorite bands
that make you dance
cause I want u to want me

I'm doing things that don't come naturally
I'm getting better at trying to be me
I'm watching movies that i'd never see
I'm singing songs that I would never sing
and no matter how my day has been
I know you'll always be there in the end
every day I'm feeling better and
it's cause I love you madeline

Madeline

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
i need to take my life but i'm just way too scared to die
you ask me if i love you too, and all i do is lie
your love's a drug, and i can't get enough
but i can't give it back, cause i'm scared i can't trust

the way you talk to me
you're running in circles
and i can't keep up with ur speed
and everything you say
cause ur words don't make sense
they're just jumbled in my head
as big blob a nonsense
meant to fill me with dread
and i can't i find the courage just to muster up a word
i need to leave ur life or mine
before i go and make it worse

Make It Worse

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
if u could fix me
why haven't u done it yet
we talk for hours every day
u say u understand
what i'm going through
but u don't have a clue
u just keep texting
texting texting saying "i love u"

i could be dying on the floor
u'll say i'm here for you
but you would never take the time
to mend up my old wounds
so when i'm taking my last breath
i hope u know the truth
that when u thought u stopped the knife
u went and pushed it through

You Can Try, But You'll Never Succeed

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
i begged for u to stay
you couldn't take it
you left me anyway
im going apeshit
you wont accept my calls
or countless friend requests 
im giving it my all
just for u to be my ex

im giving it my all 
just for u to be my ex
i know that u don't like it 
when i send a double text
or when i try and tell you bout
how much u mean to me
oh how much u mean to me
oh you make me wanna scream

yeah ur pictures on my wall
cause i love you
i havent took em down just incase you love me too
but even if you tell me no
im not sure u can trust urself 
so ill keep on asking the same thing
until u tell me yeah

and i won't change 
for worse or better
i'll stay this way
and i wont let ya
go today or maybe ever
im never giving up
not until we're together

You're The Only One I Need

cry 4 help

Missing Person

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

Song I wrote a long time ago was able to finish :)

Verse 
I hate to see you smile
You drive me fucking wild
You’re such a huge disgrace 
You give me so much pain
I wanna drink away my paranoia and ignore ya 
But you give me so much rage 

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Never texted me now I want 2 fucking kill her

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Verse 
It’s been a while and I’m still broken
I’m so obsessed with u I haven’t gotten over it
Stuck in my head like glue I never thought that we’d be through
So I’ll choose your fate but I still love you 

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Fucking tested me now I want 2 fucking kill her

iw2fkh

Shooter cover

[Verse 1]
I stay up late thinking of you
And I hope you're hurting too
All my feelings deep inside
I'm really fucking up my mind

[Verse 2]
I feel so bad I feel abused
And I don't know what to do
One more dose for the pain
Makes these feelings go away

[Chorus]
Harm reduction
Harm reduction
Harm reduction

Harm Reduction

ts pmoing me off
i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all

You're The Only One I Need

blehh