The Upload Godnota

I dream of birds, and mostly of you; my love.

Birds

The floodgates opened 
and i fell in love
with every drop 
That fell from above

But i made the mistake of falling 
Falling
Falling down

Who am I to tell you
That the flowers in your heart 
Aren't growing thicker
'Cause in mine they aren't 

But I made the mistake of telling
telling
telling you im yours 

You're inching closer 
I can feel it in my bones 
When you are near me
I lose control 

But I made the mistake of letting 
Letting
Letting you go 

Like a Bird in a cage 
I can never be free 
Maybe one day 
I'll save me 

But I made the mistake of growing 
Growing 
Growing up

Mistakes

We love you all sm!!

New music is on the way! We're trying to get things out sooner for all of you <3

Hope you like this little emo/lullaby phase!

ẉ̸̣̳͚̻̙ ̳̻̯̹̼̽̒a͕̣͍͝ ̙̼̱̰͍̌̄̌̒͛s̪̥̗̐͞ ̞̲̳͖͈͑̔́t̻͉̘̥͔̗ͮ̍͛̓͊͆͌͘ ͙̮͙̰̯̭e͌͘

Needle (prod. Empty)

Honestimated

N'aie Pas Peur (Do Not Fear)

Didnt Matter - The G/Olden Days

vocals by danger! demolition 
written and performed by nathan keightley (https://goo.gl/zZPakB)
artwork by madisun (https://goo.gl/DqWWSE)

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 lyrics
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we talked about all the times we used to fall out
and all the places we used to shout and scream at stars
until we fall down

and ive been bleeding so blue for you baby
the way you smoke my cigarettes drive me crazy
and i can never seem to keep up with you lately
so baby tell me why you always acting shady

and we could on top 
but we talking about all the things that i did
and we could be so hot
but we freezing out all the words that bleed from our cold wondering lips 

so let me talk about about
all the reasons that we had
all your treasons hurt me bad
and the seasons changing fast

and you always see me sad
but you only seeming glad
baby i am just a man
i am doing what i can

what did you expect
what did you expect
what did you expect

we talked about everything under the sun
i really thought you were the one
and i regret everything i said

and i always thought that you were really cool
the way you used to always skip out from our school
but now i realise that you are a fool
and i would be way better off sticking to rules

and we could on top 
but we talking about all the things that i did
and we could be so hot
but we freezing out all the words that bleed from our cold wondering lips 

so let me talk about about
all the reasons that we had
all your treasons hurt me bad
and the seasons changing fast

and you always see me sad
but you only seeming glad
baby i am just a man
i am doing what i can

what did you expect 
what did you expect

and now that im gaining some traction ahead
i dont care if you miss me im already dead
you left me in pieces i had to repair
so dont try to kiss me im immune to your stare

and we could on top 
but we talking about all the things that i did
and we could be so hot
but we freezing out all the words that bleed from our cold wondering lips 

so let me talk about about
all the reasons that we had
all your treasons hurt me bad
and the seasons changing fast

and you always see me sad
but you only seeming glad
baby i am just a man
i am doing what i can

and we could on top 
but we talking about all the things that i did
and we could be so hot
but we freezing out all the words that bleed from our cold wondering lips 

so let me talk about about
all the reasons that we had
all your treasons hurt me bad
and the seasons changing fast

and you always see me sad
but you only seeming glad
baby i am just a man
i am doing what i can

what did you expect

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

thanks to @fcj_ph for letting me sample him

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endless promises

ttyl

hostage (cover) - plants & planets

produced by twohead. Written by twohead, Owen Nester, and Lucas Lex. 
Vocals by twohead and Lucas Lex.

Lonely (feat. Lucas Lex)

Fun track

Prod https://soundcloud.com/nat3333

Confusion

blendtastic

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