WATCH: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJ797OyFaIs

prod @1ello5k
[@kidarjuna]
no breakfast, no food, damn my legs are weak
pushed you to the side, when you kissed my cheek
do i have a problem, been like this for weeks
bury me a hole, hide me in the sheets
when are things gonna change, i just wanna get out
if there is an easy way, then imma find out
i’ve been at the cave, i’ve been at the hideout
slip me in my grave, put me in the dugout

holding on, i’m holding on, don’t lose your grip
hangin on, on i’m hangin on, don’t let it slip
holdin on, i’m holdin on, do you need a kick
nah this ain’t handsome, what’s going

[@1sloan]
I am not gon listen to a single fuckin thing you tell me
Cuz i know that when im down you is not gon fuckin help me
Girl whats wrong?
Lets just get along
Why you still tellin me lies?
That shit gon come with a price 
Why u still rolling the dice?
Let me tell u sumn… im at the top of the hill and im rollin down
Me and arjuna gon run this fuckin town
I dont wana hear a word if you talkin down 
You be draining my stamina
We at the corner of 4th and pico
You a sucker you a full a mosquito 
Got a bad ass bitch she boost my ego
Am i still gon make it?? I dont know

[@kidarjuna]
no breakfast, no food, damn my legs are weak
pushed you to the side, when you kissed my cheek
do i have a problem, been like this for weeks
bury me a hole, hide me in the sheets
when are things gonna change, i just wanna get out
if there is an easy way, then imma find out
i’ve been at the cave, i’ve been at the hideout
slip me in my grave, put me in the dugout

holding on, i’m holding on, don’t lose your grip
hangin on, on i’m hangin on, don’t let it slip
holdin on, i’m holdin on, do you need a kick
nah this ain’t handsome, what’s going

dugout

MUSIC VIDEO

dugout w/ 1sloan (ello) [MUSIC VIDEO]

"walk with me" produced by @ogbrayam & @2variant

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @kirenoomstar

walk with me

walk with me w/ simon grace (brayam + variant)

i dont wanna try anymore i dont
bloody nose when i wake up
reach for the pills on the shelf i know
i cant do it alone
wish for a castle on the hills
where i am unknown
visions of death when i sleep
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
again again
im on my own
again again 
cant do it alone
no one there for me when i wake
is this all a waste
when will i be saved
im out of time
im out of life
when will i be saved
in the end i hate
what ive become

spotify ^-^

i cant do it alone.. (syringeangel unnholy)

for it has been declared... the war starts now
some old some new

✦☆u wont see it coming vol 1 ☆✦

first song i made while being 15 :D

pre chorus: ive been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 
a-a a-a a-a 

chorus:  idk what to do will i ever change?
i aint feeling different im stuck up in my ways 
she dont really love me im feeling all the pain 
i dont really know if itll it ever go away

will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away

i dont really know if itll it ever go away
will it ever go away 
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away

bridge thing: 
it wont ever go away 
look to god i pray 
 ever go away 
will it ever go away 
will it ever go away 
will it ever go away 
will it ever go 

 pre pre chorus: ive been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 

ive been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 

pre chorus: 
ive been feeling different ive been feeling differentttt 
ive been feeling different ive been feeling differentttt 

break:ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 

will i ever change?

shoutout @shittergxng 
inspired by @kmoethekid and @janeremover
Also inspired by valetical


this has been a long time in the coming this is my first song ive made since January i know it isnt digicore but im too burnt out of that thank you 4/28

Will I Ever Change?

@krmeee
drums + drop are me

playing pretend in the back yrd
hoping the story nvr ends
but she has to be inside at 9

now u go home n tell ur dad
tht boys just arent ur style
he says..
"honey ur just in denial"
u cant go back home
ur mothers words were final
go upstairs pack ur shit
or look down the end of a rifle

sending old love letters
hoping one day it reaches her
cus u were in love with the neighbor girl
when u were dumb and 17
but she never writes u back
maybe shes dead and gone
does any of it matter
when lifes still moving on

spotify ^w^

lifes still moving on (kuromee lilith)

@framtid2 @tzunahmie @domerrz @recyclexbin


@framtid2
(taking drugs everyday, that's alright i'm okay
yea cuz i know that you love me, i know that you love me)

it's like everyday, i've been feeling perfect
i'm not okay, but i think it's worth it
taking drugs everyday, that's alright i'm okay
yea cuz i know that you love me, i know that you love me

@tzunahmie
i love you
and i want u
yea i see u
i want u
i need u

@framtid2
all eyes on me
i'm a prophet can't you see
we so awful you and me
i'm an angel in the street

@tzunahmie
take my hand run away with me
cameras flashing duck the paparazzi 
line the pieces up girl u and me
everythings better when ur right beside me

(2x)

@domerrz
everything was better
before it started to change
i cant escape this weather 
cant get you out my brain
where its raining everyday
causing rust and i might decay
but its really not that way 
yea my life it never changed

its 2am and i cannot move
cry in my bed when i be thinkin bout u
dont wanna let u get past and find someone new
i never win i might be destined to lose

prophet ft. nami & dom (prod. me + recycleBin)

"matters to me" produced by @prodsoma

Performed/Written by @counterxo

matters to me

matters to me (soma)

High School Interlude

Bufo Spinosus

1st 3 and beat 7 with sophita

Last with Angel Starbath

Hmu on insta to buy @Deflexin

2025 September  Beat Clips

top of suzuran
@jichuuu @shatter3d @yuzue @1kizuu @m2monroe

you dare to challenge?

✦☆u wont see it coming vol 1 ☆✦

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