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Best Selflove hits 3

july 2022

lyrics

Let’s go back to the start 
Didn’t know where we goin 
But Plz believe me when I say I loved you with all my heart 
And even if we’re apart 
I just hope you just know that 
I’d do anything that I could to get the life we dreamed that was ours 

And if I sail away 
I’m going 
To a place that I just know that I can restart 
And if waste away 
Just knowing 
I fucked it up so
Imma just drink until I forget who u r 

Plz don’t waste away your life with me 
I wanna see you live out all your dreams 
And just know that 
Your better off with me far away 
Plz don’t waste your time thinking caught up on me 
Your worth so much more then this world can see 
I know your going 
Going so very far 

 I know that all wounds heal in due time 
And that I gotta just let go 
But lord knows I’d do anything to just go back to the start 
And I know our life now feels like it was a   A lifetime ago 
But no matter what I do I can’t forget 
Forget who u r 

So Run away 
Plz Run away with me 
There’s nothing more that I want then to reclaim your heart 
But I know you’ll say 
Know you’ll say I’m crazy 
But    I’ll never forget 
Forget who u r 
miss you forever


:(

forgetting

sped up version
-_-v

Seep inside of me
Your shade of violet
Colourize my roll of
Black and white

Cover up the wound
U know I have it
Purple tinted glasses
For my eyes

Guess they won’t understand
What’s going on inside my head
I chose him to stay on his side
Forever by choice

Time for me to take his hand
Never wanna leave my bed
Put your hands over my ears
And block the noise

Music notes everywhere
I’ll take u anywhere
Everybody stops and stares
Wake up from my nightmares

You make me fall in love again
I’m with you until the end
The only colour I can see
Hazy purple like a dream
Please come out and hold me
Take me inside your screen

You make me fall in love again
I’m with you until the end
The only colour I can see
Hazy purple like a dream
Please come out and hold me
Take me inside your screen

Cyber lover
Please be my valentine

Wake up you’re late for tomorrow
Please don’t leave me here all alone
But I’m not going back I’m never going back

And you won’t know u’ll never know where I’m at
Hollow voices and empty echoes
I’ll follow my choices wherever he goes
A place where we only know
A place where we only know

You make me fall in love again
I’m with you until the end
The only colour I can see
Hazy purple like a dream
Please come out and save me
Take me inside your screen

Cyber lover
Please be my valentine

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Love no matter what it takes
Ever since that day you came
Think about you everyday
There is just no other way
Love no matter what it takes
Love no matter what it takes

cyber lover 2.0

@evertheghost

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half 

You try to invite him over 
Got 3 screenshots from last October 
Don’t lie to my face 

you know you ain’t right
You know you ain’t right

I exercise my full right 
To keep on dying inside 

Please take your stupid thoughts
And shove them right up your ass 

Your always so full of shit 
I tried my best to make things right 

You fill my head with harmful thoughts 
And act so innocent in the dark 

I’m so tired of falling 
I’m so damn exhausted 

I cry so damn often 
My life keeps on falling 

(Ever The Ghost)
no peace
no remorse
only a flame to devour a forest
no remnants of life
captivate me on a fast decline
opening portals
unlocking powers
restless souls
all figure out after hours
lost and searching for my soul as it roams
got me backed in a corner
I just want to be alone

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half

Captivate [+ sogimura]

I Hate The Internet (prod. Living Puff)

This song is about the world being your canvas, meaning a true artist never limits themselves.

-- lyrics --
Canvas

I sacrificed my life and gave it everything I got…

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

The world is my canvas
Cuz I’m a true artist
The picture I paint it
I go in the hardest 
give a fuck what you say
Imma do me regardless
It‘s more than my ex girl
That’s left me so heartless

And I don’t even fucking want her back
I just wanna keep on making stacks 
I just wanna keep on spitting facts
What’s your problem that’s no way to react

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

I copped a goyard bag 
to put my heart in
I don’t beg for shit
So Fuck your pardon
I earned every lick
Life got me hardened
I don’t ever quit
I hunt like I’m starvin

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

Canvas

Canvas (Prod. STARINTHESKY)

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

Lyrics:

you cant match my flow if you wanted to
labels hit my phone on the low im not in the booth
sippin on patron all alone while im on the move
gettin to the bag on my own like i oughta do

but yall dont even know so its lonely
do it by myself on my own G
fuck everyone else im a lone G
always try to drown but it wont leave

like fuck it ill just live with this sickness
like fuck it it aint none of your business
i swear that i get pushed to my limit
i hate it but i dont wanna give in

if only sorrow could build a staircase
or tears could show the way (shoutout BMTH)
you know id take it all right back
so we could see some better days
i know its really not worth leaving
they say goodbye anyway
i know that life can get real fucked
but im just hoping that you stay

Sickness

sickness

all platforms

I_tried_to_make_it_right [feat. sorisu]

elliot smith cover but i changed the lyrics

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time 
I better stop now before I start crying 
Keep you up talking till the sun rise 
Stayed up all week both feel like we’re dying 
Your a sight to see 
Your good to me 
But I'm already somebody's baby
Your a pretty thing 
And you know everything
But your already somebody's baby
You don't deserve to be lonely 
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better 
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only 
Little part of your life you're keeping together
Soon you’ll have to leave 
Till then we could make believe 
But I’m already somebody's baby 
And I could make you smile 
If you stayed a while 
But your already somebody’s baby 
Because your candle burns too bright 
The feeling your chasing won’t last forever 
And you gotta leave London tonight 
So this might b our last time together 
Just know your wonderful 
No1 is as beautiful 
But your already somebody's baby 
And if I went with you 
I'd disappoint you too 
Well, I'm already somebody's baby 
Already somebody's baby

somebody's baby

The Flag Is Raised (Bladee & Ecco2k cover)

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

capoxxo - in my dreams「5v, karasu」

Prod by irby

A song i made watching episode 31 of nana

Lyrics:

I’m dead now
Just wake up
A corpse with
No make up
We fucked up
They see us
Control me
Control us
I see thru
They hate us
They walk in 
Degrade us
They run in
They shoot us
The darkness 
Consumes us

Cuz I know
Tomorrow Means Better
Cuz i know
That we’ll see each other 
Cuz I know 
that we’ll be together 
They’ll rip us apart
And hide us in the sewer 

It’s fucked 
Up 
I 
Know

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

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