@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

i forget u im so sorry that i do that i dont tend to
know that we been cold alot baby i just want u
didnt wanna stay we can get another place
know that u dont like it when shit stay the same

i forget u im so sorry that i do that i dont tend to
know that we been cold alot baby i just want u
nothing to get laughed at baby i just want u

i dont wanna wake up like this anymore i dont
and everytime u call me i dont pick up my phone
i wanna be alone

i forget u im so sorry that i do that i dont tend to
know that we been cold alot baby i just want u
didnt wanna stay we can get another place
know that u dont like it when shit stay the same

i met her at the club i met her rolling
i dont even live here yea ima tourist
didnt have to say a word to me
she whisper in my ear say i make her complete

i forget u im so sorry that i do that i dont tend to
know that we been cold alot baby i just want u
didnt wanna stay we can get another place
know that u dont like it when shit stay the same

one last try and i will go
one last wish n i will know
know thats a twist 
how did u know
i will fall down deep in this hole
can u calm down we will meet at the show
i dont lie i dont want u to go
as i know ur alone
idk why im alone

i forget u im so sorry that i do that i dont tend to
know that we been cold alot baby i just want u
didnt wanna stay we can get another place
know that u dont like it when shit stay the same

tend to (eera+opal)

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

vanish + mayh3mp & dreamcache (michaelwarren)

mixed by @buffalobang

it’s on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0zhtH5YbaewmOw0zfVvK1A?si=gZ6hlS_JTcWTBAZQll7Jyw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A03L52hpWBDRLkp1Wy9gLIK

imfine

prod.(silverxfilip) 

I don't know what im doing
stuck inside a dream
got my bros
right beside me
so im staying clean
did some ketamine
3 strikes
feel it the most
baby im a fiend 
then i go 2 sleep
2 many drugs
hearing voices
2 many drugs
ya its poison
2 many drugs
i got choices

if i let you in 
just dont
close that door

and u h8 ur life
but i h8 mine
more

iwakeup&goback2sleep

don't talk to me

TELL ME WHY

Jetstream Silk

prod @eera0
featuring @spira_me

I need daycare so take care of me
yea im sick give me something like a remedy
i cant sleep gotta know if youll remember me
i might be wierd but i swear u got a friend in me
yea ill care for you if you care for me
I dont wanna be a dick cus being nice is free
i cant sleep gotta know if youll remember me
just let me know if you ever need some help from me

(Hook)
its what im used to
its kinda normal to me
i understand that you dont mean it but its hurting me
i know how you feel, im tired and ill
I know you think that everything i do is so wierd
X2

Dont tell me im distant 
I dont see the difference
Yeah when u are texting
I dont know how to feel
Buy u a jacket from Ssense
Still i dont feel no presence
Get no love in ur message
I can tell that its real

And All i care bout is her but she dont care at all
Got bno round my neck at night it keep me warm
I swear they all gonna hate they wanna see us fall
Im making moves with my bros ill see u at the top
 
And All i care bout is her i wish she cared at all
Got bno round ur neck i swear ill keep u warm
I swear they all wanna play they wanna catch the ball
Im making moves with my bros ill see u at the top

friend + spira me (prod eera)

https://soundcloud.com/d1vwv + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy + https://soundcloud.com/buffalobang
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

d1v:
alone for some days now i feel like im okay
bottle full couple flats
molly in her face
u say that i hate but its you thats out of place
throw the cash im in illum throw it all away
she always stick to us cuz she think that were famous
but they dont come to us everybody just hate us
just tell me if u like my company i give i to you give it all
call me on the phone and just tell me
we need a new start

swoopy:
Belt is rare like a black belt
her fatass made me lose myself
& Molly beans make me overwhelmed
I’m bringing girls to the hotel

Made alotta money me & BNO
They think it’s Pink Floyd when we throw a a show
Once upon a time, U & me were goals
when you change ur mind, don’t let me know

buffalobang:
I don't know it has never been apart of the plan
5 bands and I swear I feel like I am the man
The higher you get, The harder the fall is
I stay at the bottom, I stay out of problems
I'm off a monster out in DK 
And i'm with d1v he getting shitfaced

imfine

bliiiss

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