@vai5000
track 3/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ERKbZ99pYU5HKFJHPiH5R?si=3b494c7f28d54f03
https://youtu.be/QoYO2o2Qc3s

blissom:

im dreaming about rats and bugs
im dreaming about blood and guts
im counting every passing second adding tallies to my arm

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

and ill wait my turn until the dust swallows me whole
pretend that its a blanket keeping me from cold
and ill wait my turn until the bugs will call me home
the color starts to fade the moss crawls down my bones

vai5000:

try to keep my head high
wind pushing close my own eyes now
leaves blowing in the breeze I 
can't hold back from what I feel
turn into something new
I watch as the seasons strip away from me just
piece by piece I
decay from the very core I'm made of
don't hold me close - just let me go
Time we spent they don't feel like memories

Take my arms and just slowly dance
The night won't go if you're here so
just make time slow tears fall no more
sit by me
hold tightly 
You know it's okay to cry - sometimes you just might
Tears from all the things I hoped
Everything just always goes wrong
You don't need to say goodbye - I'll be there in your head
My wood decays but my heart wont

blissom:

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

the wind is whi
ping past my face
the tide is ri
sing to my waist
im left without
a single sound
to keep me an
chored to the ground

sticks and rocks +vai5000

@leytonmode @starsbeforesunrise
track 6/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/7ExxY1alzE1JyHeuPPM8NF?si=39459f84c2c542c9
https://youtu.be/Glnx8f_ZOWE

blissom:

you never said it once
its never coming out

im falling thru the floor again and again
the trees are losing touch with all thats been
and if the bark peels off
the moss grows up
the leaves fall off
the birds dont talk

leyton:

you were every fallen tree
tried to warn me ahead what my fall could be
grew through the mess of your canopy
now im throwing stones
growing moss
falling down 
getting lost
i guess ill sit and wait till its over
just to remind me of that day in october
i grit my teeth for you
now theres pain in my molar
guess ill decay while you grow older
called you last night didnt go through
what id go through just to hold you one more time
i gotta find a pastime 
need a hobby
fuck my life no one wants me
just staring at a cold sky

starsbeforesunrise:

and as the sunlight dims
and night is closing in
the moon lights up the lake
with blinding reflection
the last of the pink cuts the clouds imperfections
the cracks of the sticks says exterior movement
the bridge on the water is smashed up and ruined
and just when i thought that u couldnt stain beauty
the sun will rise and leave the night empty

moss +leyton +starsbeforesunrise

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/just-out-of-reach

and itll never get old
itll never stop repeating in my head
the way the tips of your skin heat up whenever the sun touches it
the way a raindrop touching your forehead sends a chill down your spine
the way the wind pulls your body with it just a touch
these things never change, they only grow on you
and they've been growing for a while now
ive spent the last 5 years learning things i already know
things everyone already knows
things that never change, they only grow on you
and i hate getting sunburnt every time i relearn but its the only thing that works
the only thing that leaves a scar
whats keeping me going is knowing ill never relearn everything but one day ill know enough to get by
scars covering my body like stomata
opening and closing with the rising and setting sun
each one helping me breathe a just a little bit better
i heard it in a dream
i dont believe in dreams but
this one felt different

M2U00131 / M2U00259

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line/tailspin

and even if the rest of my life is lived in silence

i find the mapquest in the glovebox
and im reminded when my life was so much worse
the forecasts clear today
but i can see rain from the clouds in the distance
and i could tell something was wrong
cuz everything felt right
and i dont think thats how it works
if you gave directions to the nearest corner store
id have no idea what im doing
and ive been here my whole life

im perfectly still with a hose at my feet
waiting for an ocean to form beneath me
thought millions of times i could fly if i want to
but the laws of nature wont change that easily

hometown 2k

the bite marks on your face arent hidden very well
i havent heard from u in a while
and as if the time has caused my throat to swell
u havent heard from me in a while

its getting lonlier the longer that i wait
its posted on the tattered walls
and i can feel the paint start peeling as i wait
how much longer can i fall

im happier when theres no air for me to breathe
im choking on my own tongue
and as the walls press up closer to my cheeks
my bones are breaking one by one

you couldnt tell but i was crying behind the screen
you couldnt hear it if you tried
and all the bugs whisper softly as you speak
you couldnt hear them if you tried

i forgot what you look like

and all the worries fade away
on the impression on your face
tell me it wasnt always this way
im getting jealous of what you say

worries

@d4niboi

blissom:

let me ride
in the backseat of your car
close my eyes
so i dont know where we are
i dont mind
where were going 
where were headed
cuz if its right
we'll end up there

take me down
to the coffee shop you like
sit me down
tell me whatever you like
i dont mind
if we end up here all night
cuz if its right
we'll end up lost 

fuck me up
make me dance and make me cry 
shut me up
i dont need to know why
i dont mind
if im in the dark all night
cuz if its right
we'll end up dead

daniboi:

i'll take your hand
i'll take the fall again
my only friend

you're all i need
if youre gonna make me bleed
what a fitting end

dont take me home
dont leave me all alone
nowhere to go

and when the walls start closing in
i'll just have to let you win
a crooked smile on my face
no matter what, i'll still miss you anyway

blissom:

let me ride
in the backseat of your car
close my eyes
so i dont know where we are
i dont mind
where were going 
where were headed
cuz if its right
we'll end up there

throw me out
hide me in between the lines
cover up
anything that reaches eyes
i dont mind
if i make it out alive
cuz if its right
the moss wont mind

fallen tower, rotting wood +daniboi

@wood_lands @46b

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/pat00000/07-swallow-pride

blissom:
as all the sound fades away
i let the moss guide my way
they pull me along gently
my eyes are closed my ears empty

KaiAspen:
I dont really wanna slide, turn right
outta left field, she wanna stay up all night
outta left field she want all the lime light
outta left field, outta left field

And my days have gotten shorter
Picked up some paranoia 
Arms outstretched to the sun cuz I need more than California 

We're singin the one lyric we know
to your new favorite song
dont tell me nothins wrong

wisp:
it wasn't meant to be
it wasn't meant for me
escape from everything
no need to try to plead

i tried to fix it up
everyone thinks i made it up
they beat me down, i can't get up
they stomp my face into the mud

blissom:
as all the sound fades away
i let the moss guide my way
they pull me along gently
my eyes are closed my ears empty

i open my eyes gently
but all i see it brown and gray
my ears are ringing sharply
oblivious to every word you say

doesnt mean that im scared
i just dont know where ill end up tonight
but if youre guiding me there
ill smother my doubts and hold on tight
ill hold on tight
ill hold on tight
ill hold on tight
ill hold on tight

oblivious +KaiAspen +wisp

noche de invierno sin estrellas

8 of 9
~
the pasture's only down the block
it was so many miles away
used to be stuck at the fencepost
we couldn't get our hands away
I think that I saw something else
I couldn't get my eyes off it
but I think it's over for us now
cause soon I will be nothing more

it's only a walk from sudbury
as long as I can stay under the trees
as soon as you ran from somebody
you stopped running away from me
it's only a walk from sudbury
as long as I can stay under the trees
as soon as you ran from somebody
you stopped running away from me

I lost something, and I'm never finding it
am I supposed to move on? out of the woods that were beside me
and I don't think I could see you under the clouds that started moving
and the grass got all brown, I know that you'd just think it's stupid
and I don't think I could feel you, watching snow turn into water
all that I could do was watch, or maybe look for what I lost
but I know that was always useless, or maybe it was punishment
cause I never even heard you, until I fell into the lawn

I thought you were real for my entire life
but the things that I love are the ones I can't spite
cause they're gone before I know that I just can't live without them
is it too late to ask if I loved you at all?
ever since I was there I can't see anything
and you ask where I am, but all I hear is the scream
or the piece of my life that's stuck between my teeth
after 16 whole years, I finally can't breathe

sudbury (the pasture song)

go ahead. get comfortable.
http://sleepy.zone
@sleepyzone
@godsticky

i forgot what you look like

blissom

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