prod. @metlast
lyrics + performance. @bella-blind + @suicidalloser
featuring. @suicidalloser
mixing. @djflutterhigh

**lyrics**
@suicidalloser
bitch really left
yeah it was  april first 
i thought it was all joke
till you faded to a blur
crying for your help 
but my voice was unheard 
saw you in the halls
now i’m slurring all my words  
swear to god it fucking hurts
did you really have to leave me in the dirt?
take ten pills till my brain don’t work 
 got shotgun in back 
in case the buzzing gets worse 
man i swear i hate my life 
tied that noose like 20 times
clorox bleach just to wash out my eyes 
months in the cut
and we fucking up our lives 
hey dead girl won’t u be my bride 
 i was 16 when i lost my pride 
when im in my grave 
hope you’ll still get me high 
 take a look into your soul
see it when you lie

@bella-blind
knock knock on the front doe im comin in
months in the cut and yk we gettin lit
say i ain’t real emo bitch check my wrist
i still cut it up everyday a new slit
ion even got a bank account im still hittin licks
she think im gay i cant ever fuck yo bitch
what i can do tho is slice her pretty shins
make my way up the body till there’s nothing in

eyeblind - blurryface (feat. scabs)

islurwhenitalk - always something wrong

dragd her by her hair

threw her on my floor

trace my razor through her neck and watch her poor blood pour

I watched her slowly die
she said her final goodbye
then I closed her eyes
              (I slid my hand)
    right down her thigh-
           (right down her thigh-)

how_yu_gon_act??😵🩸 ##coward

yeah i knew this was happening

@uncensorable
shawty come here crying she dont know i'll make it worse
u say im not a bad person... have you listened to my words?
and i never wanna live, i just got put on this earth
my eyes dried out, when i cry it always hurts
girl i dont want your love, thats shit i dont deserve
and i know i had enough, just bury me in the dirt
ima make thsi fucking call, put assasins on my head
i know the world is better if im in a coffin dead
when im in my box ill make a spot for you
we can cuddle forever, sit tight like a screw
you'll never get bored, this is all you can do
even though im dead ill still be wearing trues

cens - tight like a screw <3

mixed by me
shout out to @sleepcndy we was up all night wit tis
bby (baby) do it (do it) more
bby (baby) do it (do it) more
bby (baby) do it-
they gon fck wit me 
she dnt fck wimmie now
ache gon make her #blush
now im dickin yo btch down
fckin on dis fine btch she in highskkool
yuh im smokin dis blunt so dnt ruin my mood
bby keep it kool x2
off all dis adderall trina keep it kool
tell me tht you love me ima use u like a tool
luv is so cruel x2
if she gon hurt me leave her makeup in da shower
she dnt got no power x2
i might go n drown her x2
flesh so soft i cnt get enough
she gon kut me open eat it up raw
bby fck my life up do it real wrng
bby (baby) do it (do it) more x4

my luv is 4 uu.. 😵‍💫️💘 **prod me** #blush

she gon keep her luv fo me
fuckn on dis hoe she a freak
freak show killer underneath my sheets
think im inluv cause she trina murder me
poppin all dees percs woke up inna tree
woke up bad went n caught a 3rd degree
all thes percs n my stomach why not pop a lsd
doin so much yuh im trippin in my sleep
btch i feel like shi when u talkn to me dat way
fine crazyy hoez nd they hittn me on my space
bullets hit yo dome my sht writn down a essay
spinnin on dat money like a mufuckn ballet
i control yo btch yuh she kno where i stay
i was off da pills yuh im srry for da delay
almost od yuh i really needa relay yuh
i wasn't gon kill yuu baby grl it was a pump fake

i <3 ffr33k showz (ˆ⌣ˆ)ε｀●) **prod gxxfy** #blush

(DJ KEWLBOYZ) #FREE2SHANEZ MiXX !!

mixed by @petergriffin12190

@uncensorable
i hate this place i just wanna fucking die
like 8 days a week is how much i fucking cry 
i wanna leave this earth so i guess im gonna get high
lsd in my mouth swallow down say goodbye
this shit aint kicking i think i need some datura
shawty think im going crazy baby this is natural
i dont think that i am human bitch im not terrestrial
ugly face ugly everything im not admirable
"god doesnt make mistakes" but apparently he made me?
im either an exception or youre lying through your teeth
but im not going to heaven cuz im taking LSD
and i think i like hell better cuz its warm just like some tea

@backw666s
u look so damn pretty when your body’s underneath 
take u to the damn back, will you have your way with me?
u can use me like a toy I will do as you please
if you promise not to leave baby I’ll do anything
I’m still lurking in the night I can never go to sleep
Every day is the same I be thinking it’s a dream 
Drop a note, call a call, I’ll be dead in like a week
Nathan tried to play with me and now I’m ripping out his teeth