prod. @ihatejesse

all she do is make me hurt im just really tired oh
and you know for what its worth i dont really buy it all
is she one i should of curved? yeah i guess ill never know
way too late my heart is cursed says shell never let me go

when they kicked me out
put some better on my own
took a different route
now theres feathers on my clothes
sippin in a drought
but theres water round my boat
got no one around
except this fuckin selfish rose

holding on
to nothing think its somethin
target lost
you know i dont worry bout it
scarlet rot
and my flesh turns to acid
think im god
cuz i do nothin bout it

Let Me Go (jxssx)

numb @diegointhedark

Took Me A Minute (prod. egrax)

we made this in my room >:) love my bros from @angels-from-the-south <33
Mixed and mastered by meee
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik

lyrics:

@Liljoge:
I’m in Dallas with my bros
I’m getting scared of the hoes
And I miss @boyywassabi but he already knows 
And I miss her too but she already knows 
That I miss her 
I don’t even know what to say 
Cause she’s so fucked up, but
It’s okay imma try again 
another day, yea

@Yungkrypto:
It’s okay and u know 
Where ever u are I’ll go
U took my heart 
And now my world is so cold
Like the winter 
U said u love me last December 
Ur voice is stuck in my head
I’ll do anything to not remember

@Bloodl3ak:
What’d you say, the last thing?
I can’t remember..
Pain is drastic, 
Take my heart out it’s severed 
I just want you to get better 
I make mistakes that last forever 
Why don’t you go away 
I don’t wanna fight anymore
You’re only here to play 
You just wanna kick me to the door 
And now I’m always feeling sore 
Steal my heart, take some more

@Omgfohe:
And we’re running out of time 
But we still got tonight, but we still got tonight 
Spread my angel wings and fly away
Be by my side for one last day 
In the depths of my mind I can still feel your touch
I just can’t get enough

Can't get enough w/ joge, yung krypto, fohe (melik)

@Neito1
Finally bringing this out the archive!!!!
Cover art by prdsjas
prod. @Pw4prez x @Han2k15

Lyrics:

@Neito1:
if u run i cant catch up
this time think i messed up
beat me down i swear ill get up
my chest bumping like i got the hickups

@Bloodl3ak:
Smoking strong, I can’t sit up 
Tired of wanting, but I guess I’ll wait up
But I guess this time I’ll just drink all the time 
Losing my mind 
I write these songs, you have the time of your life
I was on my knees for you
Planning everything we‘d do
I believed in you
But now I’m leaving you, oh
And every time you pace back I lose control 
Can you return the heart that you stole?
I watch your stories losing hope

@Neito1:
uh posted up with Bloodl3ak
bitch watch my  blood leak
you always make the fun leave
show me that you love me

put this gun to my neck
halo above my head
please just hold my hand
right before that im dead
guess its tough love
when you run out of juice 
and you grab my gun
right before you point it at you
attempted suicide
baby swear im tired too

finally think that ive fucked
if you run i cant catch up

@Bloodl3ak:
if u run i cant catch up
this time think i messed up
beat me down i swear ill get up
my chest bumping like i got the hickups

I feel like a waste of life 
Things things that I can’t describe 
Just running through my mind
I’m never safe at night 
So come and save me 
When you’re around it’s never feeling rainy
Think about you all the time 
I think I’m crazy

Uh, hiding in the shadows 
I’m always feeling hallow 
Can I get your hand?, reach out
Uh, siempre te espero
No se lo que quiero
Solo quiero tu calor

@Neito1:
uh posted up with Bloodl3ak
bitch watch my  blood leak
you always make the fun leave
show me that you love me

Catch up w/ neito (sochi x han2k15)

Mixed by @yungkrypto
Master by @bloodl3ak
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. @pw4prez

@bloodl3ak
Running out of time, I can’t tell if you’re waiting
Are you waiting?
And everyday just feels the same, and

@yungkrypto
Breathe me back to life
When I die right by your side
Hold me close and hold me tight
Baby bring me back to life 
What’s the use of this, there’s no point in lying
I’m so tired of this, why we keep on fighting?
Don’t you know I’m trying?
Don’t you know I’m trying?

@bloodl3ak: 
And I don’t wanna wait 
Space out, I blank
And I’m stuck in your maze
Leave me by myself, I’m defeated 
Am I your hero or the villain?
Don’t you know it’s hard, don’t you see it?
Looking for your help, I need heath when I’m bleeding 
Locked out, I’m screaming 
Can’t find a reason 
You’re the one I needed

We’re going on and on
I write another song
What I feel is wrong
You changed me I can’t move on
But I can’t help it 
I’m really selfish 
Stuck with a cold heart
You’re the one to melt it

It’s so hard to stay in focus 
Backdown, hopeless
Really thought that I was chosen 
Block out emotions

Breathe me back w/ yung krypto (sochi)

shawty think its funny when im suicidal
cut me in the eyelids stab me in the vitals
thought she the one thought she my bridal
lets take a pic bb i wont smile
i wont smile i wont smile
she the one to lie she wont stay 4 awhile
im not the one to talk bout my issues
i wont stay around yea yea fuck u

me and yo manz go band 4 band
bitch how am i broke and he cant stand
bitch im laggin off a pill im not connected
text me in the mornin im not sextin
lets talk about the time i got robbed
met a furry off discord then i nodded off
bitch i popped a fuckin edible it tasted kinda funny
woke up the next day wheres my money?

mobbin wit my boyz and we run around his block
pack a punch my ar i shot him in the cock
yea if ur the one to talk to cops
then ima beat ur ass and clean u wit a mop
margiela on wy wrist tho i just fucked u bitch no
when i stand up she suckin on my dick tho
hit the race like tay-k yea they on my ass
rollin up ur homie il smoke him to the ash


shawty think its funny when im suicidal
cut me in the eyelids stab me in the vitals
thought she the one thought she my bridal
lets take a pic bb i wont smile
i wont smile i wont smile
she the one to lie she wont stay 4 awhile
im not the one to talk bout my issues
i wont stay around yea yea fuck u
shawty think its funny when im suicidal
cut me in the eyelids stab me in the vitals
thought she the one thought she my bridal
lets take a pic bb i wont smile
i wont smile i wont smile
she the one to lie she wont stay 4 awhile
im not the one to talk bout my issues
i wont stay around yea yea fuck u

SUICIDAL(xani)

Released March 15th, 2024
Authored March 10th, 2023
Produced by courtega

Write for the sake of writing (Yeah)
Lost in my thoughts and somehow they still dick-riding
(Don't think that I'll forget, yeah)
Did what I could and I tried not to be a burden
Oh I did wrong by you (All you did to me, all you did to me)
Oh I wish I could've known I'd become my own monster
I hate getting praise 'cause I feel like an imposter, oh
Anyways (Just want to be back to what I used to be)
Dark continues so I let go

Yeah, yeah, tell me I'm fucked up-up
Reading my thoughts, huh-huh
Tell me what cloth are you cut from?
Like good night, like goodbye
I'm done, done
I'm done-done-done-done
Oh lassitude, I'm done with you
You broke me apart just like you said you wouldn't do
Oh-oh, tell me I'm fucked up (I'm fucked up)

Now I'm drinking away my haunts
And I've stopped from seeing clear, oh
Hindsight's 20/20
Wish my past would disappear, oh
It ain't that easy to let it go
My blood is leaking thickly just like my vocal flows
And nobody cares, they think this is a joke
I want to fucking die, I want to fucking choke
I lost like everything and yet
They'll say that I'm making a scene

(It don't do me no good to believe it)
(It don't do me no good to believe it, oh)

Yeah, yeah, tell me I'm fucked up-up
Reading my thoughts, huh-huh
Tell me what cloth are you cut from?
Like good night, like goodbye
I'm done, done
I'm done-done-done-done
Oh lassitude, I'm done with you
You broke me apart just like you said you wouldn't do
Oh-oh, tell me I'm fucked up (I'm fucked up)

Catch up w/ neito (sochi x han2k15)

bloodl3ak

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