Kidd Fylu & Kidd Neri - Episode (Bonus Track)

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slow dancing prod w0kki&imani

you could try reaching out but there ain't no helping me
take a drug, try to forget for a second
you could try killing me but there ain't no killing me
cause i'm already dead and i'm less than
say i'm the winner but i feel like i'm losing
happiness is just something i'm not using
there's no feeling in the life that i'm doing
leaving it because i'm not the one for choosing

leaving it because i'm tired
listen to my songs, shawty saying that it's fire
she just kicked me out because she thought i was a liar
blow up like a bomb cause the connection is wired
love notes like xo, i just wanted peace
but i'm never getting that, your love surrounds me like the trees
and the hate comes through, and it never wants to leave
i make music just to hear the problem i don't wanna see

i make music just to fight the problem, i don't ever see it clear
you just wanna fight Nears, my girl wanna kill Nears
you just wanna fight near me cause i'm right here
got a smith & wesson i might shoot it up right here

you want me to die, really thought you were my best friend
i got hella problems, you'd consider me a dead end
it feels like a trap, how i got lured and led in
take all of your time, let the anarchy set in

you could try reaching out but there ain't no helping me
take a drug, try to forget for a second
you could try killing me but there ain't no killing me
cause i'm already dead and i'm less than
say i'm the winner but i feel like i'm losing
happiness is just something i'm not using
there's no feeling in the life that i'm doing
leaving it because i'm not the one for choosing (near it all)

near it all prod. beetle + xoarwhy

Prod. @ev333 x @tsurugiblu

Lyrics:

@Zixdown
It’s not gonna work,
How you want it to go
Bleeding in snow I can’t take it no more
You leave me again 
It feels like before
You were my best friend
I can’t speak to whores 

Yea I try my best
It’s never enough 
And I did what I can 
To get hold of ya
You can lend me your hand,
If that’s what you want 
I do it all for you,
I do it for your love 

@Bloodl3ak
And I can see the truth,
It’s hurting me not you
Waiting for the day that you can see me through
Can I have your heart,
Or is it hurting too?
Trapped in words I can’t escape you

And I keep taking all these things to run away from my emotions 
Running around the world, feeling hopeless
Rip out my heart, I feel no emotion
When I step inside the room I hope that I’m in focus 

I know my heart can never fight back
Running round, playing games, while I write back
Push away, feel the pain, never liked that
But I gave you the all of me 
I don’t know what you want from me 
Have me hanging I don’t wanna leave 
Yea I can’t fuck with you
I don’t want you anymore

Hold ya w/ zixdown (ev333 x tsurugiblu)

Prod. @prodmelik

Lyrics:

@Bloodl3ak
Im so burnt out, 
Im falling apart 
Never heard out, I reach for the stars
Yea I know where we are
We’re miles apart

Everyday we’re growing older
Learned my lesson, never sober now
Now I’ll never get to hold her,
Got me sentenced to the lost and found

@Zixdown
I can’t find a way out 
In my room can’t stay out 
I been fighting all these problems 
I can’t help but lay down
Just tell me what you say now
You say that I’m insane now 
And I can’t feel a thing bullet in my brain now

I can’t catch up I’m too weakened
I can’t talk to no one
Change up like the seasons 
Left me by myself on the weekend
I can’t see a thing 
I’m too deep in

@Bloodl3ak
I’m too weakened,
You change up like the seasons 
Feelings leaving,
I’m fucked up like I’m geeking
Ignore me,
Say you can’t adore me
I’m lonely, 
Come back and hold me

Miles apart w/ zixdown (melik)

Prod. @blxty x @xora09

Lryics:

@Bloodl3ak
Running, I can’t escape it
Falling, inside the matrix 
I can’t seem to take this 
You left me so face less

@Zixdown
What else can I do 
Do it all for you
I still go insane guess ill break myself in 2

@Bloodl3ak
Yea you left me all alone with no warning
Stab my back 
Tear drops they be pouring

Now I had to change my flow up
Cried so much overflow ugh

@Zixdown
And you left me on my own
So don’t text me on my phone

I can’t sleep, see you in my dreams
Truey jeans, when I go to sleep
Truey fiend, watch me hit the scene 
No one left,
No one left for me

Falling w/ zixdown (blxty x xora)

I almost cried during the chorus 
Prod. @prodmelik

Lyrics: 

@Bloodl3ak
It’s so hard to let you go
I never wanna hurt you, no
I just had to let you know,
That I miss you so

And I know that I fucked up
By letting you down this road 
I just thought it could save us both 
From all the heart ache 
Now I see it’s just a mistake 

@Zixdown
Too much going on,
Too much going on
And my shoulders aren’t that strong
I don’t think I’ll carry on,
When I’m gone
Then I’m gone like forever
I’m holding on
I don’t think it’ll get better
I got your letter 
Hold onto my sweater
We did what we could 
I don’t think it’s forever
I could go get her 
Or I could get several 
Don’t wanna let you go cause you shine like a metal 

@Bloodl3ak
I don’t want you to go away
Grab my hand, we can make it just run away 
It’s like time and time again,
You’re running through my head 
I know I left you on read,
I think I’m better off dead

Save us both w/ zixdown (melik)

Prod. @prodjayysoul

Lyrics:

@Zixdown
Told me I would lose it all, that’s the issue
I can’t lie, I can’t deny, that I miss you
Think about you all the time I don’t diss you
I get high all the time, can’t forget you

And I get it, forget it
You’re forgetting, that there’s limits
And I swear that I’m trying my best
Lay me down you can put me down to rest 

@Bloodl3ak
At a red light and we’re arguing
Get your shit right,
Yea you’re more than this
You don’t want me,
Yet you’re calling 

Keep me sitting I’ll be waiting, yea that’s all I know 
All I know is how I’ll fold
I don’t know where to go 
With my bros, it’s how I roll
I don’t know how to cope

I’m a loner,
I thought I told her,, I need closure 
Now I wish I never known her
I’ll be sitting in my sorrow 
Got me tripping off a tight rope

Forget it w/ zixdown (jayysoul)

This is the most venerable I’ve been on a song.
Prod. @zixdown x @april211k

Lyrics:

“Find a way” 
So easy to say
Everything we had it just fades away
And when you said you wouldn’t leave you were just joking
Now I’m sitting here alone, heart’s broken

Now it’s so clear to me,
I was so blind to see, 
What was in front of me 
Everyone said to leave 
But I just beg and plead
And I know I couldn’t fix it,
Worth a try but I miss it,

Never together,
You took all my sweaters,
People turn away I feel like a displeasure 
Heart full of embers 
Meeting her was an error 
I take what I can, I just wanna forget her

But now I know who you are,
You cut so many scars,
You wanna take me apart 
It’s been a year of falling apart

But I can never forget her
I try all I can, it don’t matter the effort 
People always say “it will only get better”
Everything’s a lie, i’m still under the weather

Hold ya w/ zixdown (ev333 x tsurugiblu)

bloodl3ak

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