"ive been watching higurashi" beautiful writing sister 🥺🥹

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

prod @weejk

@weejk 
my bleached skin on your lipstick  black hair girl im goin ballistic  girl you dont know what ive been through  ive done so much jsut to be with you  i love u cant u see  we can go out together on a killing spree i need u here with me  if u want you can even wear my hoodie   cause im your jeff and ur my jane  when ur not here  i swear i go insane   u can wear my blood stained clothes ill give u a blood red rosee go to sleep while ur in pain im ur jeff and ur my janeee

me
im jack but ur still my jane
it was love at first sight when i saw u thru the pane
you were stalkin someone then i yelled out ur name
recognized u from another spot.... i believe we're the same
when we met i just latched onto u
not in a literal sense i just thought that u were cool
so bb tell me why its so hard to talk to u
i dont think i have an answer but i'll tell u wahts true
im ur jeeefff and urrrr my janeee 
i thoguth u loved me but ur making me go insane
becuz im ur jefff and urrr my janeee
i wooonder whyyy it always plays out the same <:(

ur my jane [+ wujek]

made a discord server: https://discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG 

beat by me ft. @foreverstained

https://open.spotify.com/track/4skgFHBOKqyP9w2J8t6jaA?si=0501a0178ba949e0

playing on my wii
yea cuz i love Nintendo
when i wanna eat
i vomit out my window
cancel all my shows
cuz im too freakin shy oh
can't go outside
i'm so pale like i saw a ghost
sitting on the stairs
i always feel so alone
i dont have no friends
when i do they always go
they go away
i feel betrayed
i get so sad
no one wants to stay

i dont wanna die no
i dont wanna die
razor's on my wrist
im too scared to push the knife
pls don't take my life
no pls don't take my life
begging on my knees
all i need is one more try

idont wanna die
idon t wanna die 
I DONT WANNA DIEE
i dont wanntnee die
i dont wnanane die
ID ONT wanna die 
i dont wanna die
i dont wnan die

why am i crying?
nothing in life seems fair
everyones lying
saying they rly care
my life's a cliche
i'm the one getting played
i cant control it
cant control it

cant control when i cut
airs filled with love nd blood
im missing my insides
i miss being alive
be away from u i wish for it 
whats love it sounds foreign 
scene slut n she's whorin 

yea she makes my wrist cry
she made all my blades blunt 
drop the fucking gimmick 
ur life's good u stupid runt
so lame nd im to blame
all alone, i take the blame
loveless im the one to blame 
lifeless (@foreverstained) i'll remain
in my world like im lain 
all i can do is degrade 
im watching my life fade 
i'll be gone one day 
i'll be far from u 
i'll forget ur face 
ur nothing but a waste 
u make me feel displaced

just one more try

just one more try (w/ lifeless)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
prod me

god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

prod desmi

theres this girl
shes online
i want her to be mine
long black hair
and pretty
i think that
she'll kjill me
why does she stare at me
gave her a note
that she didn't read

femcels demo

everything by meeee, kinda old style tbh. sorry for less music, the past few weeks hav been rly shitty lolll

https://open.spotify.com/track/6uPWypnH7UxjkhBGl59iwH?si=ec3a529e86ec4e6c

do u even wanna talk 2 me
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

i've been watching higurashi
i don't leave my house
i'm scared to go to school
ik how it sounds
don't kno what to do
i sound like a fool
just so uncool

idk anymore
im such a
such a bore
i want to try
try new things
but it's such a fucking chore

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

do u even wanna talk 2 me?
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

what am i to ever do?

@bloodsekai

treat me like the rest do 
i dont even get to 
say that i like you
my message goes right thru
i see ur online too 
why cant i attract u 
why cant i attract u
why cant i attract u

im stuck in a loop 
can someone please shoot
or say that they love me

when will my life shift
how long it will b like this 

treat me like the rest do
i dont even get to
say that i like you
before u make me feel all alone
all alone

in a loop Prod bloodsekai

everything in this song was made with ai. REPLACE ALL MUSICIANS WITH AI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AI IS THE FUTEUREEEE

text my phone 
"emergency!!!"
i ask u where u are
n what u need
u said u lost ur cat
"pls come to me"
and a picture of him 
stuck in a tree..

drop all my things
i'm on my way now!!!! 
since u can't reach
well, i'll help u out

ur okay
you can count on me
jump in my arms when i count to 3
come here kitty kitty
i know you cant speak
but ur litte meows are everything to me
i will give you lots of treats
and a special place where you can sleep
but whatever u do 
dont jump out of that treeeeeeeee!!!

text my phone 
"emergency!!!"
i ask u where u are
n what u need
u said u lost ur cat
"pls come to me"
and a picture of him 
stuck in a tree..

drop all my things
i'm on my way now!!!! 
since u can't reach
well, i'll help u out

im so stuck up inside this tree
wont u come and please save me
send out all those
lost cat signs
they wont ever
come in time
all they have to do
is look up
and they'll see where im stuck

kmk song generator, generate a kmk song about a lost cat. [[NOW AI-GENERATING A KMK CAT SONG]]

@weejk cover!!!! prod me

anyone can see that ur outta my league
i wish that i could be a perfect man for thee
the way u tie up ur hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot
i wish u stared at me
the way u stared at him
think im going crazy the lights are dim
the way u tie up your hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot

ur outta my league (cover)

8:36-AM

kiss, marry, kill.

[alt: @umustbemistaken]

what am i to ever do?

bloodsekai

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