This song is amazing it changed my life it is beautiful

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

prod me

i wake up early in the morning
and i hope on roblox
cause i dont have any parents
and i dont have a job

i could atleast go play
any regular game
instead im hopping on
dollhouse rp
and grooming all day

im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
grooming kids online
is all i do

i met a girl online last night
i thought she was just so fine
she said she was into ageplay
i said that was just okay

we broke up the very next day
i think ima go insane
i think ima blow my brain
i think ima blow my brains

im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
im playing dollhouse rp
grooming kids online
is all i do

day in the life of a dollhouse rp clone

prod me ft @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick
suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick

can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

@bloodsekai:
blood is pouring 
off of my neck
u rly should've died 
when she stabbed u in the eyes
all these bad thoughts clouding my head
i cant even think i just want u dead
knifes are laying down on the floor
its always so silent after war
i rly thought u said i was urs
but  i guess all roses are covered in
are covered in thorns

brought this on myself
and i know it cant be helped
i fell in love with hell
cuz i fell in love with hell
i rly loved ur hair
and i rly wish u cared
now im staring at the end
at the end i just stare

can you see my lies w/ bloodsekai

lyrics

why does everyone around me feel okay?
why am i getting even worse everyday?
why does everyone i talk to seem so fake?
and why is it so hard to make somebody stay?

monday again
just another week
cant do this anymore
im to weak
im going inside of the bathroom just so i can eat
cause when they see me all alone they wanna bully me

everything cools down when im in my bed
in a place called home where i can rest my head
but this cycle just repeats itself over again
if nothing ever changes i might end up dead

why does everyone around me feel okay?
why am i getting even worse everyday?
why does everyone i talk to seem so fake?
and why is it so hard to make somebody stay?
x2

its monday again...

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

monster

monster (ft. bloodsekai & odihu)

everything by meeee, kinda old style tbh. sorry for less music, the past few weeks hav been rly shitty lolll

https://open.spotify.com/track/6uPWypnH7UxjkhBGl59iwH?si=ec3a529e86ec4e6c

do u even wanna talk 2 me
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

i've been watching higurashi
i don't leave my house
i'm scared to go to school
ik how it sounds
don't kno what to do
i sound like a fool
just so uncool

idk anymore
im such a
such a bore
i want to try
try new things
but it's such a fucking chore

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

do u even wanna talk 2 me?
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

what am i to ever do?

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=ff63f972d4e94eec

treat me like the rest do 
i dont even get to 
say that i like you
my message goes right thru
i see ur online too 
why cant i attract u 
why cant i attract u
why cant i attract u

im stuck in a loop 
can someone please shoot
or say that they love me

when will my life shift
how long it will b like this 

treat me like the rest do
i dont even get to
say that i like you
before u make me feel all alone
all alone

in a loop Prod bloodsekai

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ShXLKNqm0ohUzuZpxxCi4?si=30b35d76a8794142

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

in a loop Prod bloodsekai

lifeless

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