FESLSGDHJSDG,JHBVSDKRJHBJK 
this was kinda a test since i got a new bass guitar


fell on my face
im feelin tipsy
i really wonder if she really likes me
gonna go hard
see me on tv
getting drugged up of all of this caffene

i wanna be a rockstar
rocking out with my guitar
i wanna be a star 
i wanna be a star
i wanna find a girl
to travel corss the world
then maybe buy her some pearls
and a brand new purse

i drunk way too much now im filled with energy
gonna go inside my car and crash into a tree


hey hey lets have a good time 
hey hey lets have a good time

lets have a good time!!!

@bloodsekai @foreverstained

sitting in the back of class
why do i feel so attached?
i dont wanna ever go back
to the way it was cuz it was sad
everyone sits and stares
i look around like i don't care
it's so mundane
like everyday
it's so mundane 
like everyday

i always feel excluded
i wanna be included
why's everyone so ruthless?
good thoughts been so elusive  
walking around with no change of face
i wanna be like u so bad
joking & laughing everyday
inconvenient, my heart lacks 
i wanna be like u so bad

sitting in the back of class
why do i feel so attached?
i dont wanna ever go back
to the way it was cuz it was sad
everyone sits and stares
i look around like i don't care
it's so mundane
like everyday
it's so mundane 
like everyday

i miss when i could jus smile it off
recently i've been finding myself pissed off
scrolling on twitter, it feels like tinder
every girl's in love, i wanna wither
it forces me to always remember 
what i once had yea i miss her
seems like i just want attention 
but i promise i have good intentions
disconnected from my friendships 
broke my antennas i have no reception 
every girl hates loverboys they just want manipulators 
i dont wanna be that guy but i could really treat u greater
every nights the same thing im begging someone saves me
why does it feel like everyone hates me?

sitting in the back of class
why do i feel so attached?
i dont wanna ever go back
to the way it was cuz it was sad
everyone sits and stares
i look around like i don't care
it's so mundane
like everyday
it's so mundane 
like everyday

bloodsekai & lifeless - i can't find joy in anything anymore

@weejk cover ft @bloodsekai
prodme (lot ofjhelp from sekai!!!)

@yukisasayaki:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

@bloodsekai:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

rain w/ bloodsekai (cover)

prod lovecupid

i watch you run
do i look like saint to you 
your skin is pretty i just want to touch it
ouuuuuuu
i think girl im in love she in the church screaming top of her lungs
dear god pray for her for the sins she committed
but ig i did it 2x
i think i did it agin 2x
 i think i killed her agin2x
why is she here agin?
i think i scared her agin
i think im scared of her 2x 
i dont want to go home
i think im in love but i got no hope
i think i did it agin 4x

I'm not as much of a saint as you thought i was

You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

p bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough sped upp

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

DIE OR LIVE (LUNT) #R34L3M😢

walking through the forest im all alone
running away from what i call home
but im so scared of the dark
im crying so hard as i walk

i hear a loud voice scream but it sounded near
so i dropped my bags and checked everywhere
but theres nothing here im so scared 
im so scared
im so scared!!!

someone help please
im yelling loudly 
im being chased by a shadow
im going crazy
i tripped right over a rock and then he caught me
he carries me into the air i started shouting

please dont hurt me
ill do anything
it stares right into my soul and started laughing
he grabs my throat and squeezes me i started choking
smiling and grinning while im in the air dying

at my rescue 
is a girl
with a light so bright
that i just might turn blind

she picks me up off the ground
and hugs me tight
and for the very first time
i felt alright




















romantic nightmare

[letra]
yo no voy a caer denuevo
puta no voy a car en tu juego, no va a pasar denuevo, no no..
no te escucho bae y me hace mal, no te voy a mentir.
eso es mucho hoe, mucho y mucho mal, tome rivotril
tome rivotril, estoy haciendolo todos los dias.
gano mas de 100 cien mil todo en mi wallet y me lo gasto en un dia
(no voy a volver denuevo, ella tiene otro nuevo, me dejaste solo y mal)
(no quiero nunca más sentirme mal, ya no voy a verte)
no soy yo, es el dextro q me cambia el animo
estoy haciendo money para que todo sea rapido
yo no espero tu vuelta pero es lo que yo siempre sueño..
no lo voy a pasar bien con ninguna más
cuando asi me siento me fijo donde estas
y estas con otro gil, no te pienso buscar más..
no te pienso buscas jamás..
(jamas)


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