prod @weejk

@weejk 
my bleached skin on your lipstick  black hair girl im goin ballistic  girl you dont know what ive been through  ive done so much jsut to be with you  i love u cant u see  we can go out together on a killing spree i need u here with me  if u want you can even wear my hoodie   cause im your jeff and ur my jane  when ur not here  i swear i go insane   u can wear my blood stained clothes ill give u a blood red rosee go to sleep while ur in pain im ur jeff and ur my janeee

me
im jack but ur still my jane
it was love at first sight when i saw u thru the pane
you were stalkin someone then i yelled out ur name
recognized u from another spot.... i believe we're the same
when we met i just latched onto u
not in a literal sense i just thought that u were cool
so bb tell me why its so hard to talk to u
i dont think i have an answer but i'll tell u wahts true
im ur jeeefff and urrrr my janeee 
i thoguth u loved me but ur making me go insane
becuz im ur jefff and urrr my janeee
i wooonder whyyy it always plays out the same <:(

ur my jane [+ wujek]

one take ill step on the gas
im going way too fast
hoping that i dont crash
hoping that my life lasts
im feeling way to horrible
my mind is feeling really dull
ive been out of it lately
i think everyone hates me
feels like its constant raining
and that theres no escaping
ive been getting thoughts in my head 
text her phone dont leave me on read
i dont even know what you said
i look like such a fucking mess
spin out of control and idk what to do
if i was to rot today i would still think about you

ive been out of it lately :(

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

bloodsekai - i suck at games so dont ask me 2 play

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

p bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough sped upp

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

im waiting for my friends
to wake up, until then
i'll be crying in my bed
don't know why i'm so upset
everyday it just gets worse
but i act like i'm not cursed
can't feel my face, i'm not immersed
I've been lying, everything hurts

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

i jus wanna feel something
razor to my wrist i cant feel it sting
cut my circuit off with string
ur the one behind everything

im not good enough
always 1 above me 
im not good enough
im not good enough
always fuckin up
they've always had enough
i dont wanna love
i dont wanna love

its been too much
n i keep it to myself 
but these scars on my body 
rlly say i need help
but im too far gone,
ive got no one to tell
cant stand another day
in this permeating hell

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

prod @bloodsekai ft @foreverstained

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

@foreverstained:
i just cant do nothing by myself
i need u here to keep me well
i feel like i dont belong
i'll never get what i want
what i want is u
i wish ud want me to
my aggression grows
why would i let go

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

i kno u dont feel the same
but its racking up in my brain
n its causin all sorts of pain 
crack the picture n the frame
it wont ever be the same
what else have u got to gain?
i dont wanna play this game
i dont wanna play this game

right my wrongs w/ lifeless

my brain feels like its turned into mush
maybe im on the internet too much
i love candy i got a sugar rush
fill me up

my nintendos my only friend
and when it dies ill cry again
mario carts my medicine
until the end

(mikus part)
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happy
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happyyyyyyy

my nintendo makes me happy its all i ever need
i feel fine as long as im in front of my screen


im not good enough sped upp

moxi dump

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