this was supposed to be punk but i made it acoustic for some reason


i saw ur text said i never was enough
i really hate how u treat me like a dog ooooo
make me feel worthless im really really stuck
might kms casue my life is getting rough
tear me down break me to ashes
i dont even know what happened
theyre all staring theyre all laughing
really soon ill end up passing 
oooo
oooooooooo
hoe
oooooooo
oyaoyaooyaoyayoy
thats it okaia bye

my life is getting rough

FESLSGDHJSDG,JHBVSDKRJHBJK 
this was kinda a test since i got a new bass guitar


fell on my face
im feelin tipsy
i really wonder if she really likes me
gonna go hard
see me on tv
getting drugged up of all of this caffene

i wanna be a rockstar
rocking out with my guitar
i wanna be a star 
i wanna be a star
i wanna find a girl
to travel corss the world
then maybe buy her some pearls
and a brand new purse

i drunk way too much now im filled with energy
gonna go inside my car and crash into a tree


hey hey lets have a good time 
hey hey lets have a good time

lets have a good time!!!

didn't pitch this 1 / ft @deadcouple prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6T2wkGV98v0KXctqXdckM7?si=690dba1d0d074ea2

ran into a wall
ive been stuck ever since
i know goodness comes from fortune
but my luck is a bitch
i waste my days
till my vision goes away
and even in my dreams
i can never change my fate

don't know what to do
i don't have a clue
stuck inside my room
and i'm feeling really blue
my eyes are blurring out
i really wanna shout
my head is getting dizzy
and i can't stand my ground

commit suicide
think abt it everynight
don't have any reason live
if ur not by my side
dont even wanna try
i'll sit in my room and cry
yeah my life is such a bitch
of course u picked that other guy
im not fine
i wanna fucking die
dont ask why
commiting suicide
u know why
cuz u picked that other guy
hes gonna die
hes gonna die

life's a bitch

life's a bitch (ft. deadcouple)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0csHHr77GML7wexOsVd0un?si=FZe0tMm7RKyniHDBgMtjCQ
prod me
ft @bloodsekai

walking down 
on elm road street
no person here
just u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
i know you'll fucking do it
im gonna fucking lose it

ill carve my name
all on your knees
and watch u fall
and slowly bleed
i love you so
dont u love me?
if u wont fucking prove it 
ill watch u rot to ruins

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

im determind, so full of
all my macious thoughts and such
i can't bare to watch these muts
fucking running the world
im so fed up
all these people hate my guts
im not mad but its still dumb
why can't i just ever have fun
u can't do this
u can't fucking do this

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

don't do this to me

don't do this to me (ft. bloodsekai)

lyrics

why does everyone around me feel okay?
why am i getting even worse everyday?
why does everyone i talk to seem so fake?
and why is it so hard to make somebody stay?

monday again
just another week
cant do this anymore
im to weak
im going inside of the bathroom just so i can eat
cause when they see me all alone they wanna bully me

everything cools down when im in my bed
in a place called home where i can rest my head
but this cycle just repeats itself over again
if nothing ever changes i might end up dead

why does everyone around me feel okay?
why am i getting even worse everyday?
why does everyone i talk to seem so fake?
and why is it so hard to make somebody stay?
x2

its monday again...

everything by meeee, kinda old style tbh. sorry for less music, the past few weeks hav been rly shitty lolll

https://open.spotify.com/track/6uPWypnH7UxjkhBGl59iwH?si=ec3a529e86ec4e6c

do u even wanna talk 2 me
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

i've been watching higurashi
i don't leave my house
i'm scared to go to school
ik how it sounds
don't kno what to do
i sound like a fool
just so uncool

idk anymore
im such a
such a bore
i want to try
try new things
but it's such a fucking chore

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

do u even wanna talk 2 me?
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

what am i to ever do?

@bloodsekai

im scared at nite
i need sum light
i made new friends
and theyre alright
take my time
dont go ahead
if i do
i'll lose my head (like mami)
whats the point of life
if i dont care?
& what do i get
if ppl dont share?
besides myself
the worlds just fine
i hurt myself
it doesn't matter
nothing matters
blood just splatters
on the pavement
filled with lies
sympathy
im alone
empathy
the world doesn't know

im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along
im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along

idk anymore
& i tried to make some sense
no one understands
but no one understands
hands behind ur back
theres a gun in ur hands
if i tried to guess which one
i dont think that i can
my heads empty
i dont have no thoughts
maybe one day
we can get along
but until then
i think that im lost
im a burden
a problem to a lot
flowers wilt and my head clears
everything hurts idk how im here
scythe from a reaper
pls come near
take me down ur stairs
i'll wipe my own tears

wipe my own tears
i'll wipe my own tears
pls dont cry
i'll be just fine
idk how long
it will take
but i'll let u know

bloodsekai - lykwhenimfine

@bloodsekai

i feel so mad
u hurt me bad
i want u dead
just die and rot

bleeding out ur torso
i thought u had it figured out
i shot down ur options
its jus me and you now
lying out ur foul words
poisned  all by ur curse
if u die then im first
if u die then im first

bleeding on the floor hall
ashes at the door crawl
all the roses thorns fall
be in time for role call

bloodsekai - if u die, then i’m first *demo*

p bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough sped upp

Kingdom Hearts


"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
2 Timothy 1:7 KJV

im not good enough sped upp

moxi dump