freaky level 99

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Related tracks: bad impression (ft. deathwish)

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blame it on the weather

lyrics:

slit my wrists like every night
i just wanna take my life
i’m so pissed you left my side
and you’ll never make it right x3

slit my fucking wrists slit my wrists again i want so much more than just a few
slit my fucking wrists slit my wrists again cuz there’s nothing else to fucking do

laying down in bed with a mutilated wrist blood is leaking all over my sheets

wishing i was happy also wishing i was cis please fuck off and let me cut in peace

slit my wrists like every night
i just wanna take my life
i’m so pissed you left my side
and you’ll never make it right x3

slit [prod. mutru]

mr spotify xo willow archive pls upload this i dont use soundcloud anymore

xo willow - YEAHIMINLOVEWITHU

https://open.spotify.com/track/3LynbBwefcenhOnGRQJ2Nb?si=b988c7e414e54395

my phone is where she lives
i rlly like her and i think that she knows this
i know that she wont give a shit
i have no hope ya
im a pessimist 
plz save me before the razor hits my wrist 

when ur sleeping all i think about is us
wish we could be together we would have like sm fun  
a although u show me signs 
i treat them as tricks playing on my mind
         
she wishes for an affectionate man
thankfully thats all i am 
while i make her smile
988 is on the dial
if u wont pick me
im not worth ur while
im not the best at anything 
so why would i compete 
if i blow my head off
will i be complete?
i wanna be ur someone 
this summer
our gloomy lives
will see the light

i dont wanna be pessimistic anymore Prod odihu

https://open.spotify.com/album/0csHHr77GML7wexOsVd0un?si=FZe0tMm7RKyniHDBgMtjCQ
prod me
ft @bloodsekai

walking down 
on elm road street
no person here
just u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
i know you'll fucking do it
im gonna fucking lose it

ill carve my name
all on your knees
and watch u fall
and slowly bleed
i love you so
dont u love me?
if u wont fucking prove it 
ill watch u rot to ruins

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

im determind, so full of
all my macious thoughts and such
i can't bare to watch these muts
fucking running the world
im so fed up
all these people hate my guts
im not mad but its still dumb
why can't i just ever have fun
u can't do this
u can't fucking do this

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

don't do this to me

don't do this to me (ft. bloodsekai)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5QTBwgAkE6HuG3wxwe5zFt?si=320d9379b8a1403e

locked inside my room again
thinking about u again
is this really how its gonna end 
i wish u'd b my girlfriend

i trust u never once worried
thought i was rushing things i didnt wanna hurry
u wanna keep me safe i dont want u to hurt me too 
but its impossible if i just really love u 

and i do
and i do 
i rlly do 
and i do
2x

im awaiting
will this go 
how im thinking

i have faith in god 
cuz this is no mistake
almost gave up but i had to stop
cuz i know my love isnt fake
just be urself please
i'll be pleased
i'd do it all for u 
to make u happy 
im not the dirty type 
but lets get zappy
i love ur selfies
and ur body 
its not over cuz i like u 
u could reject me its ok dont be scared to 

thought i lost then, i just didnt know
its not the end yea i have hope 
so stressed im sweating bury me in snow
clipping my nails with my teeth i wanna slit my throat

waitingwaiting Prod bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/6OE7QfoV1LqH91PDEetKvm?si=f4cd93c3405b47e4

do u feel it when i kiss the phone
all the butterflies
that are in my heart when u say u love me 
i dont like when u 
distance from me
can u put ur chest
on my body 

theres no more fish inside the river 
disappointed i head back to my pond 
luckily 
i have u
u stick out like a lonely swan 
lonely swan b my pawn 
make it to the end and gain my trust 
n b my queen 
lets get out of the scene
go m.i.a.
turn on dnd

dont hit my phone im in paradise
one glance at her and i melt like ice
told her i love her so much 
i wanna suffice 
she said she wants me to stay by her side
i said gladly i'll b ur knight 
b my lantern b my light 
guide me through the darkness
lets feed on each other 
no need to harvest 

i wanna ask how u think of me 
am i the boy u rlly need 
i've been broken before girls gave up on me 
am i all that u have i wanna believe 

am i the one u need
am i the only one that you'll ever see
ur the only one that i need
just prove one thing to me 
do u feel it when i kiss u thru the phone 
all the butterflies when i say i love u 
i know i've distanced from you
but i need u to trust me the way i trust u

lonely swan Prod bloodsekai

bro @bloodsekai

im internet famous because i hurt myself
im internet famous they love when i hurt myself
2x 

they love wen i cut my wrist
they love when i starve myself
they love to see me bleed out 
they love to see me bleed out 

they love the tweets i make
like the ones where i say
im going to slit my throat 
and i want to decay
i hate when they relate 
my lifes a facade 
i jus want to
be happy 

so i say i love
boys that dont love me 
they know we'll never meet
they make me smile for a while tho 
deny reality
temporarily 
love when he says he likes me
love when he says he likes me

i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
I LOST THE TOUCH WITH MYSELF

i lost myself
idk how to get my back
i lost myself
and im stuck in here

shedtwt Prod bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/7BzfsrIM72DYfeZ45WjrLT?si=0545b042cabf4e6d
prod me

 wish that you would notice me
and i had self esteem
cos ive been struggling
so often
im alone again
wish you'd just talk to me
instead i stare so awkwardly 
gave me cold shoulder
now im holed up
in my room again

i wanna get to know u
im so sorry
im exhausting
i wanna kill myself
and have nobody
find the body
x2

exhausting

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Ghgyt3POC3FJGjzQpWkW8?si=009b70bc5b2847b4

i've tried for too long with this 
i'm sick of being patient 

i "made up with her"
the void in my chest grew how's it gotten worse? 
i know that she's no good for me but i still want 
on purpose i stalk her looking for things that'll haunt 

hope is a hoax
hope is a curse 
n i shoulda known 

whatd u text me this time
whatd u text me this time
dont ask whats on my mind 
dont ask if i've been fine 
i dont wanna spill the truth 
cuz after all these desperate attempts i still miss u

i cant tell this to anyone Prod bloodsekai

me
feeling sober
weight on my shoulders
feeling like a boulder 
i always fall
im nauseous in the hallway
no matter what i cant escape
wanna see better days 
but everythings the same
wanna be in paradise
i just wanna feel alive
the future doesnt seem bright
oh well i might as well die
my friends start to disappear
it feels just like hell is near
but i just stop and i stare
theres no more that i can bare

i dont wanna do anything
i wanna forever fall asleep
fuck life id rather rot instead
my lifes so much better when im not inside of my head

bloodsekai
u make me feel like something's wrong
i try my best to play along
i step outside outside
it's been like this for too long
send me off to another world
i wanna sleep like a fucking squirrel
in winter
i'm bitter
i'm a sore loser, yeah a quitter

i hurt all the time
my brain will be my killer

my killer
my killer
i fucking love my killer
my killer
my killer
my killer, killer, killer

same chords as 2 songs ago on acc

forever asleep ft bloodsekai

can u see my face am i okay?
im scared of everything i think that im in the way
it feels like mission impossible
i cant do anything (i forgot)
im scared of my future
im such a stupid loser
i think that im so scared
nothing i can run to
all i know is that im weak on the inside
my true emotions wont show and just hide
casue im so vulnerable
im a let down my head is dull
im so weak i think that its killing me
desperate ugly one hug is all i need
one day in hell me and the devil will met
ill write him a note then ill hang it from a tree



mission impossible

egirl195

bloodsekai + deathwish - im thankful for you (og pitch)

prod me

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

i dont know what to do
go and cry in my room
block my friends on discord too
cuz they dont even have a clue
what im going thru
and neither do u
so ill scream this tune
till my face turns blue

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

nothing works

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

p bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough sped upp

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Yod5zUEZ5SyNe0LTqbhVu?si=f91fced6fb2c4d31

w the boat @yukisasayaki prod me

i can't get out 
I've been feeling so fucking down
no one hears me 
when i'm clearly screaming loud
every chance i get
i mess it up without a doubt
put me in a crown
when im the worst like all around
benefit from the misery that i feel
cuz i know no one wants me around anymore
there's no mistake, i'm a waste
i'm not real
cuz that's the sense i get
i'm played with like i'm fake

im drowning in my sorrow
about tomorrow but also yesterday
i don't think i remember
it's been like this forever
I've never gotten better
at least that's on my record..
my hearts buried down
cuz no one sticks around
I've wrote my vows
to never open up
to anyone
i dont need new friends
im better off alone and dead

i cant do it
wont make it thru the day
yea ill prove it
slit my throat n decay
u want what i want
n i rlly want me dead
it mightve been from
all of the things u said
n i cant take it
the words infecting my head
i guess no one would care if i bled out in my bed
im such a loser n im always such a fucking burden
i try n socialize but i can never get a word in
n u look in my eyes n tell me that im fucking worthless
u leave me paralysed oh pls just finish me for certain

and worst of all, it's me

and worst of all, it's me (ft. yuki)

prod @humanendeavour

nights like this
i dont want to exist
id rather rest in piss
im just a failure kid
2x

slit my wrist up
i miss ur kisses
and i miss ur wishes
need ur forgiveness
be my business
i'll add the mrs.
i guess satan listens
i wish god would fix this

morning noon and night
i just want to die
hit 17 real soon
i just hope i can bloom

nights like this

old song prod @bloodsekai

wish i knew what to say
u could b mines today
nothing comes to me
i must be dumb truly
my brain doesnt work
i question my worth
why do things just get worse
am i living with a curse

i feel so clueless
dont know how to live
im starting to drown
need therapy now
dreams of me put down
theres no joy in bound
i hate my sound
hate going out
i let love down
it took three rounds

im not good enough sped upp

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