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bling

lyrics: 

swear that im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

they love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane
i know theyre mortified, i wanna blow out my brain
treat me like coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay
im feeling more alive
i swear to god that im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen
no, i cant sleep at all
i dream of you when i wake
i let you keep it all
you planted it in my brain
i scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
so if you see me, call
but i wont answer

im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
no, i cant keep standing when im bleeding in the kitchen
one more day is all i need
just to make me through the week
its the same, it all repeats
say a prayer before i leave

she told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start
say you love me up and down but you dont treat me like you are

said her favorite song of mine is probably galore
cause when the metals on my wrist it doesnt leave it sore
you said i was the only one, ive heard that one before
you dont gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

thats the thing i hate
i cant break away
cause, damn it, im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop, they love it
seee the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

when they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision
ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how ive been living
love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning
i know your home is just a house to me so, baby, whats the difference
ill communicate at the best of my ability 
i was way too late, now youre hiding what u feel of me
so ill play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
so i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

___ i just wanted to be yours w/ bunii

lucille - problem

lucille - fear

pride

0:00 - 1:15 fate

1:15 - 3:08 tabs

3:08 - 3:52 ghost/fool

3:52 - 6:29 asterisk

6:29 - 6:52 scrapped peace you idiot song

6:52 - 7:19 hat trick 

7:19 - 7:46 one last call

a long farewell

lucille - one missed call (blood) (leak)

lucille, bunii - i feel everything (leak)

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

it's a fake out
tryna trash this party
doing lines in the bathroom
do you wanna makeout?
we could probably find a spot on the hills if we had to, i know

even if you could apologize
they'd find the wrongs inside your rights

no matter what you do
they'll always be after you
until i walk alone
on misery avenue 

all fall down
under the surface
i might drown

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

hat trick

lyrics;

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I'm shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

(fuck you, you creep)

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser that's in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I am shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

drown

goth girl

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