prod jav guru

i have our pictures on the wall
from when u cared abt me still
and i guess what rises must fall
swear this love is for the thrill
but i swear nothing else matters
when im with you it feels real
im beaten, hurt, and battered
but i guess thats apart of the deal

you hate my guts well i love you more
cant waste my time on a stupid whore
your in my face, your in my way
i cant replace u no i cant afford it

hate when im around your friends
they’re always laughing at me
hate when i sit alone
everyones staring at me
putting on a smile for pictures
they know im not happy
hate when i talk to you
tired of always acting

i have our pictures on the wall
from when u cared abt me still
and i guess what rises must fall
swear this love is for the thrill
but i swear nothing else matters
when im with you it feels real
im beaten, hurt, and battered
but i guess thats apart of the deal

what rises must fall

Sorrows (prod sickboi)

If we could only be more imaginative

scarface

she never liked the outdoors.

is it november yet?

what am i meant to do 
man i wanna see it through 
but idk what to do

keeper of my vein
i wont feel again 
i cant heal my hands
but ill figure it out 
there goes the lump in mouth 
i cant say it outloud cuz huuurts

what am i meant to do 
man i wanna see it through 
but idk what to do

keeper of my vein

scars

peace of the tree

i don't matter

what we should of been

ima end up dead

glass

HAPPY BDAY LIST (ft. karphloz)

#GOTHCANNIBALS

gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
wish that you never left that day,
i been stalking since and i aint goin away
so dont look around the corner, no not my way
im always hiding in the shadows just to see your face
i wanna carve off your expressions just to wear them myself,
and ive been waiting ever since the day you told me "oh well"
id take a hacksaw, to your throat and take your corpse as a grail
and then ill cherish the fact, i heard your last exhale
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed

i stalk babysitters and kill them

Hold my heart in your hands, let’s have this dance.
Brag about me to all of your friends, ’cause you ain’t have this with no other man.
And I’ll be happy to sing it for you — you know I’d get homicidal for you.

Terryn, oh Terryn,
You invaded my heart like a terrorist.
I was drunk as fuck, I told Cupid to, “Shoot you,” guess he fucking missed.
Swear I feel it in my veins like every time you slit your fucking wrist.

And I’ll hold your heart in my hands,
If not, it’ll be a gun in my hands.
Cock it back and aim for my head —
Mm, oh, in 1, 2, 3 I’m... in 1, 2, 3 I’m... in 1, 2, 3 I’m dead!

Mama caught me taking all these pills in my bed,
But I can’t help it, Mama, I’m so sad — she left me on read.
Now I’m just stuck here looking at the last text that she sent.
I’m high as fuck, I’m starting to think that I’ll be better off dead.

Yeah, tell me you care for me.
Yeah, you’re not where you wanna be, girl, are you?
Fucked with me so bad I had to physically harm you,
But you’re not really going anywhere, girl, are you?

Paint your blood across the walls so you can call me an artist.
You say you love when we get down because I fuck you the hardest.
I say I’m leaving you, you’re telling me that I must be retarded.
Can we get back to the chorus? I’m really feeling bombarded.

Hold my heart in your hands, let’s have this dance.
Brag about me to all of your friends, ’cause you ain’t have this with no other man.
And I’ll be happy to sing it for you — you know I’d get homicidal for you.

Terryn, oh Terryn,
You invaded my heart like a terrorist.
I was drunk as fuck, I told Cupidto , “Shoot you,” guess he fucking missed.
Swear I feel it in my veins like every time you slit your fucking wrist.

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