Name: dagger v2 by bloom97
Duration: 1 min 34 s
Description: ig : bloomninetyseven

[BTD SPECTRE]
stuck up, need my next fix 
this weed i smoke is breakfast 
fuck living, i just wreck shit 
in head i feel depressed
around a crowd I know dejected 
these bitches make your head spin
show no love interested 
keep around a glock, my bestfriend 

i live for own so prone to be alone yet in the nexus 
i piece together what it means to be instead of dead bitch 
but never the less 
improper, you tell me to live for the betterment handing me drugs knowing head is a mess 
i stay anyways always catching a buzz 
soon be catching my breath 

for whatever’s left 
is hung by a thread as the razors undress me left and right 
a martyr in sight of the light no more fright 
in eyes alike blackened my soul is deprived 
who am I to lye here 
only pass with the mirror 
motherfucker steer clear 
drive off the pier it’s okay no one knew you were here

[RO$ETTA]
feel like i’m losing my mind, can’t think 
delirious mind, no sleep
cuz all that i see is abyss and depression
and weakened minds round me
i need to change the life i’m living 
i need to find some peace
otherwise living is nothing but a nuisance 
for my mind to feed

been living destructive 
emotions? got nothing
been patient, been pacing 
back and forth
around in my room 
looking for ways out
a moment to pray now
i hope that all is good 
lay back in my tomb
hung up on my problems
been looking solve em
they say it’ll go away with time
but fuck all the waiting 
shi i be impatient 
i’m looking to get mine
so get high 

blaze up in the smoke 
and forget about all my problems mane 
cuz where we going the smoke is in motion 
all problems will leave your brain
head empty, no vessel, no thoughts, or no mental
i’m one with the shotty, my head against barrel
one pull and i’m done with my problems at once
with my brains on the walls and my wrists full of cuts

shoutout @lokrypt for the cover

NEXUS

NEXUS x BTD SPECTRE

All the lonely nights I screamed your name for help 
While these voices in my head screamed & shout 
But I knew that you never cared about my mental health 
I might just blow my brains like Kurt cobain cause these voices in my head are so loud 
Cause that what these bitches do, they make you feel compelled 
Never thought you'd stab me in the back, knife impaled 
Heartbroken piece of shit with his heart swelled 
With his heart swelled 



And all that motha fucking pain and misery that I feel 
Drugs and alcohol are the only thang that heals
And that motha fuckn happiness I used to feel is all killed 
it's all killed
Yeah you know it's all killed   
Yeah

Mixed emotions in my head yeah they get the best of me 
Thought you were real promised me I was your everything 
Now I don't fuck with you, bitch you're just another enemy 
Took away my happiness sucked out all my energy

HEARTBROKEN PROD. PLAINFACE

LYRICS: 

DON’T FORGET

Mane this world so damn cold 
But I think that you should know that you’ll be workin till your old 
Then you work you until die 
Now you’re turnin 45 
Damn years go by 
While ya sittin gettin high 
Now you’re questioning your life 
What the fuck is goin on and why am I so full of hate 
I feel so sick and feel so dead mane I just hope I suffocate 
Now this shit got me trippin thinkin bout the fuckin past
While I smoke away my feelings and I  drown inside a flask 


Mane I hope you don’t forget all shit I ever Said 
Never trust a mother fucker everybody wants you dead
Mane keep feigning for a reason to keep reaching for the bread 
Keep on grinding get in charge get them voices out yo head 
Get a life, and get up off ya motherfuckin ass 
Know that no one’s ever solid and that shit will never last 
Mane these never people cared and they never Fuckin will
So just keep ya fuckin distance and just keep it Fuckin real

LYRICS:

I NEVER FEEL FINE

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

I don’t like to think about the shit goin on 
Got some things up in my head that’s why smoking out the bong 
So I take another rip and then chief another j 
Got some pains up in my chest that’s steady hurting everyday 
I can’t even cope with all this shit that’s in my brain 
I don’t really understand it but it always feels same 
So I guess that imma panic and i’ll smoke another roach
Got me feeling manic mane trippin seein ghost 

(x2)

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

LYRICS: 

I’M NOT OKAY

I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

Feeling like I got issues that’s why I’m all alone 
I hate myself and got no friends mane I’m always seen as a ghost 
And I got some voices in my head that say they can’t let me go 
Now I’m feeling so stuck inside my mind and hope that I can just change 
But I feel so wasted and faded my life is always this way 
And I got no reason for livin this shit is always insane 
So I guess I’ll sit back and smoke and hope that’s I’ll just die some day
And if I do then you should know I’m the only one to blame

(x2)
I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

UGLY MIX VOL.1 [PROD. ENVIOUS̸] (FULL TAPE)

RO$ETTA X LOKRYPT - CASKET (INTRO)

Lyrics:

(Chorus) 
I don’t really know, I don’t really care, I don’t even mind, cause I ain’t ever there.

(Verse 1)
There’s something something bout your face that I can’t let go
And I know that you’re too perfect and I’ve lost my hope 
In so many ways as the time goes by 
But I’m just another fuck up and I don’t know why
So don’t tell yourself that you understand 
Cause you know that you don’t and you can’t pretend 
That everything’s okay cause everything is not 
Now you’re stuck inside you’re bed and feeling like you’re gonna rot 

(Chorus x2)
I don’t really know, I don’t really care, I don’t even mind, cause I ain’t ever there.

L$D PANDA- I AIN’T EVER THERE (UGLY MIX) [Prod. ENVIOUS̸]

Fantastic (Feat. IDY Wavey) [Prod. NFTR]

dagger v2

Trvie! - DEDICATION! (prod. placerstar + wayflame & wh0eskeit)

Graphic Artist: Yung Chxppa 
@yung_chxppa602 

This Marks The 100th Song, I've dropped 
Bitch!!!! 
💯🔥💨🎙🌐™️🍻🥃💪🏾🫗

DEMONS IN YO BRAIN  ( Prod. Leilo Beats )

recorded january 2024

Bitch think I’m a meal thicket, hell nah
I got shooters in the cut that do anything I want 
Ooh, and I got the swag, you know it's all on ten 
And I got some bitches that are ready to shake that ass for the free 
Yeah, that mean I got bitches that are just waiting to link with Lil Tro 
And I never got shit from anybody, so I do everything for myself 
But no, I'm not Mr. Miyagi, bitch, we can't kick shit 
And I try to visit my granny every day, ‘cause I love her, yeah, to death
And my mama and I be arguing sometimes, but I swear we gon' fix that 
And sometimes I feel like falling back on drugs, ‘cause I don't see no other way out
And I see myself dying up in my dreams, so I don't sleep 
Ha, that mean I don't close my eyes until the sun go up 
Ha, lately I've been seeing who is real and who is fake 
And I swear that shit is scary cause at one point we was all the same
And I notice myself changing everyday
And it's scary cause I don't know if it's for the better or for the worse 
I've been dapping people up that I don't even know the names of
But somebody said he knew me since I was a little kid 
Like what the fuck hold, hold on, hold on
I don't think I recognize your face (face)
But I don't remember shit anyway, think the drugs was laced 
I think I've been gaining a big ego, feel like Ye 
No, I can't take no shit from nobody, no more bitch I’m not faced
But the last time I cried was like an hour ago, man 
I'm just keeping it real 
Man, I've been going through it for like two years, I'm just keeping it real 
And sometimes I wanna kill myself, but I don't got the guts to pull it 
And I swear that it's a good thing, haha 
I will never kill myself just because of my fam 
I know everybody been going through it all on their own 
We've been suffering enough losses 
I can't inflict that type of damage upon them 
Not on my parents, not on my grandparents, not on my mud brothers that I call my fam 
I would roll over in my grave if I do that

**
Those 3 songs are my most personal songs ever made, and made in the worst time of my life.
I never had the heart to actually put them out tho.
I planned to  maybe put them on an Album called "As Real As It Gets", which i still want to make one day, but probably without putting them songs on there.

aight I'm gon' be yapping a bit now

Track 1 was recorded on the 19th of January 2024 starts of me just saying sum bullshit but gets personal very fast. What makes this song so special to me is that there are no adlibs on this & i think what inspired me to do that was Yung PG's song Sosa flow ( i think I'm not sure no more since its been a while).
Anyways, this is just me straight pouring my heart out.

Track 2 is one  of my favorite tracks I ever made because it's like a time capsule to me. I recorded it on the 8th of February 2024 & I was a little bit over a year sober when i made it, but what makes the song special is the lines about my grandpa & how I felt in that moment, because by now I forgot some of those memories by now, and its because of this song that I now can still have them.
My grandpa died in October 2023 and it didn't actually click for me for a while that he's actually gone, but around that time in winter 2024 i was really going thru it and experiencing all the grief, and feeling myself changing because of it.
Aaand to address the title of the track, i obviously thought if i could just drink my problems away everything would be better. That's why i said it. I was stupid & stuck in depression
R.I.P Fränz, miss u

Track 3 is mostly about fights with my momma & my own character changes at that time. Especially the first line about my momma. I will obviously not put my mommas business out here in public but we was fighting a lot during that time, mostly what i believe now was due to the grief of me losing my grandpa, and her obviously losing her father. 
That being said, I'm sorry for all the petty fights mama, love u

thank y'all for reading <3
#StayCosy OTW

17. Killing Myself (prod. mioyos)

ANOTHER bunii cover, hope yall enjoy this!!
art credits: bunii

GOOD RIDDANE (cover)

ig : bloomninetyseven
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