[BTD SPECTRE]
stuck up, need my next fix 
this weed i smoke is breakfast 
fuck living, i just wreck shit 
in head i feel depressed
around a crowd I know dejected 
these bitches make your head spin
show no love interested 
keep around a glock, my bestfriend 

i live for own so prone to be alone yet in the nexus 
i piece together what it means to be instead of dead bitch 
but never the less 
improper, you tell me to live for the betterment handing me drugs knowing head is a mess 
i stay anyways always catching a buzz 
soon be catching my breath 

for whatever’s left 
is hung by a thread as the razors undress me left and right 
a martyr in sight of the light no more fright 
in eyes alike blackened my soul is deprived 
who am I to lye here 
only pass with the mirror 
motherfucker steer clear 
drive off the pier it’s okay no one knew you were here

[RO$ETTA]
feel like i’m losing my mind, can’t think 
delirious mind, no sleep
cuz all that i see is abyss and depression
and weakened minds round me
i need to change the life i’m living 
i need to find some peace
otherwise living is nothing but a nuisance 
for my mind to feed

been living destructive 
emotions? got nothing
been patient, been pacing 
back and forth
around in my room 
looking for ways out
a moment to pray now
i hope that all is good 
lay back in my tomb
hung up on my problems
been looking solve em
they say it’ll go away with time
but fuck all the waiting 
shi i be impatient 
i’m looking to get mine
so get high 

blaze up in the smoke 
and forget about all my problems mane 
cuz where we going the smoke is in motion 
all problems will leave your brain
head empty, no vessel, no thoughts, or no mental
i’m one with the shotty, my head against barrel
one pull and i’m done with my problems at once
with my brains on the walls and my wrists full of cuts

shoutout @lokrypt for the cover

NEXUS

NEXUS x BTD SPECTRE

All the lonely nights I screamed your name for help 
While these voices in my head screamed & shout 
But I knew that you never cared about my mental health 
I might just blow my brains like Kurt cobain cause these voices in my head are so loud 
Cause that what these bitches do, they make you feel compelled 
Never thought you'd stab me in the back, knife impaled 
Heartbroken piece of shit with his heart swelled 
With his heart swelled 



And all that motha fucking pain and misery that I feel 
Drugs and alcohol are the only thang that heals
And that motha fuckn happiness I used to feel is all killed 
it's all killed
Yeah you know it's all killed   
Yeah

Mixed emotions in my head yeah they get the best of me 
Thought you were real promised me I was your everything 
Now I don't fuck with you, bitch you're just another enemy 
Took away my happiness sucked out all my energy

HEARTBROKEN PROD. PLAINFACE

LYRICS: 

DON’T FORGET

Mane this world so damn cold 
But I think that you should know that you’ll be workin till your old 
Then you work you until die 
Now you’re turnin 45 
Damn years go by 
While ya sittin gettin high 
Now you’re questioning your life 
What the fuck is goin on and why am I so full of hate 
I feel so sick and feel so dead mane I just hope I suffocate 
Now this shit got me trippin thinkin bout the fuckin past
While I smoke away my feelings and I  drown inside a flask 


Mane I hope you don’t forget all shit I ever Said 
Never trust a mother fucker everybody wants you dead
Mane keep feigning for a reason to keep reaching for the bread 
Keep on grinding get in charge get them voices out yo head 
Get a life, and get up off ya motherfuckin ass 
Know that no one’s ever solid and that shit will never last 
Mane these never people cared and they never Fuckin will
So just keep ya fuckin distance and just keep it Fuckin real

LYRICS:

I NEVER FEEL FINE

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

I don’t like to think about the shit goin on 
Got some things up in my head that’s why smoking out the bong 
So I take another rip and then chief another j 
Got some pains up in my chest that’s steady hurting everyday 
I can’t even cope with all this shit that’s in my brain 
I don’t really understand it but it always feels same 
So I guess that imma panic and i’ll smoke another roach
Got me feeling manic mane trippin seein ghost 

(x2)

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

LYRICS: 

I’M NOT OKAY

I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

Feeling like I got issues that’s why I’m all alone 
I hate myself and got no friends mane I’m always seen as a ghost 
And I got some voices in my head that say they can’t let me go 
Now I’m feeling so stuck inside my mind and hope that I can just change 
But I feel so wasted and faded my life is always this way 
And I got no reason for livin this shit is always insane 
So I guess I’ll sit back and smoke and hope that’s I’ll just die some day
And if I do then you should know I’m the only one to blame

(x2)
I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

UGLY MIX VOL.1 [PROD. ENVIOUS̸] (FULL TAPE)

RO$ETTA X LOKRYPT - CASKET (INTRO)

Lyrics:

(Chorus) 
I don’t really know, I don’t really care, I don’t even mind, cause I ain’t ever there.

(Verse 1)
There’s something something bout your face that I can’t let go
And I know that you’re too perfect and I’ve lost my hope 
In so many ways as the time goes by 
But I’m just another fuck up and I don’t know why
So don’t tell yourself that you understand 
Cause you know that you don’t and you can’t pretend 
That everything’s okay cause everything is not 
Now you’re stuck inside you’re bed and feeling like you’re gonna rot 

(Chorus x2)
I don’t really know, I don’t really care, I don’t even mind, cause I ain’t ever there.

L$D PANDA- I AIN’T EVER THERE (UGLY MIX) [Prod. ENVIOUS̸]

Fantastic (Feat. IDY Wavey) [Prod. NFTR]

dagger v2

2023

[Intro]
(Uh, hold up, I got the pistol tuck)
(This choppa gon’ eat you up)

[Chorus]
I ain't eat in 24 hours, but it's alright (yes we up)
She keeps the pistol in her Louis bag, I might have to wife her up
But I feel like she will slime me out
I wear cartier lens
My lil' bitch a model, your bitch look like crimson chin
I wear cartier lens
I might buy the Santos, just to match the drip too
I done spent a lot of money on some fuckin' chains
I don't spend a lot of money on this fuckin' fashion
My brother say he wanna go Richard Millie, have ‘em
What I’m smelling like huh, bitch you gotta guess it
I ain't never givin' out my secrets feelin’ ratchet
I got a new chain, yeah, it's blitzin', got a cross on it
Made that lil' boy disappear
Shoutout Slattydon
I just be speakin' my truth
(Last time, this hoe promised me something, she was straight lyin' to my face)

[Verse]
Bitch, get out the way
I don't wanna talk to you
You should really mind your business
It'd be better for your health (It'd be better for your health)

[Chorus]
(Uh, hold up, I got the pistol tuck)
(This choppa gon’ eat you up)
I ain't eat in 24 hours, but it's alright (yes we up)
She keeps the pistol in her Louis bag, I might have to wife her up
But I feel like she will slime me out
I wear cartier lens
My lil' bitch a model, your bitch look like crimson chin
I wear cartier lens
I might buy the Santos, just to match the drip too
I done spent a lot of money on some fuckin' chains
I don't spend a lot of money on this fuckin' fashion
My brother say he wanna go Richard Millie, have ‘em
What I’m smelling like huh, bitch you gotta guess it
I ain't never givin' out my secrets feelin’ ratchet
I got a new chain, yeah, it's blitzin', got a cross on it
Made that lil' boy disappear
Shoutout Slattydon
I just be speakin' my truth
(Last time, this hoe promised me something, she was straight lyin' to my face)

[Outro]
Bitch, get out the way
I don't wanna talk to you
You should really mind your business
It'd be better for your health
(It'd be better for your health)

Trvie! - recorded in wrong bpm lol (prod. cozy)

Graphic Artist: Yung Chxppa 
@yung_chxppa602 

This Marks The 100th Song, I've dropped 
Bitch!!!! 
💯🔥💨🎙🌐™️🍻🥃💪🏾🫗

DEMONS IN YO BRAIN  ( Prod. Leilo Beats )

recorded june 2025

(Hey kudo)

Ha
Yes, I just caught a buzz
I pop pills, all that stuff
Fuck lil shawty, till she bust
Me and Lil J in the cut
Me and Lil O sippin' syrup
We in the city not no lil birds
Bitch, I'm standin' on that business
You should know that you can't play me
I done lost my katie
She done lost her katie
Been losin' trust lately
I don't feel appreciation from you, baby

Nothing like it used to
Lose connection, Bluetooth
Fell off like a loose tooth
Yo ass got a loose screw
Get punched in his shit
Yeah, get shot in his shit
Yeah, got on a tuff fit
Yeah, make room like a blizzard
Shawty in my mentions say I'm abysmal
Oh, u cannot be serious
You just talkin' to chat
I hate talkin' behind back
This shit so weird
Oh, shawty look so good
I mean, shawty is so bad
I mean shawty shaped like a bear
I mean, I mean, shawty shaped like a pear oh yeah

Yes, I just caught a buzz
I pop pills, all that stuff
Fuck lil shawty, till she bust
Me and Lil J in the cut
Me and Lil O sippin' syrup
We in the city not no lil birds
Bitch, I'm standin' on that business
You should know that you can't play me
I done lost my katie
She done lost her katie
Been losin' trust lately
I don't feel appreciation from you, baby

(let's go, let's go, let's go)

3. buzz (prod. kudo)

Rebirth Khimera 2

ig : bloomninetyseven
817MADHOUSE RECORDS

dagger v2

bloom97