glass fort

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[verse 1]
haunted, regret, a world so cold
i sought escape, a story untold
a lost sense of self, a stranger so frail
i gave up and lost, a spirit so pale

[verse 2]
i know that i hurt you
it felt like all i could do
no matter what i tried
i couldn't break through

i wanted to take my last breath
and let my heart beat one last time
i wanted everything to end
to fall asleep and soar the skies

but your tears told me stories
that i couldn't ignore
the lessons they had taught me
the pain i caused and who i'd torn

[chorus]
i was scared it was too late
i'd never hear your voice again
regrets like a storm, crashing in waves
i'd die and cause you endless pain

[bridge]
you mean so much, it's in you i'll live
for you there's so much i would give

[verse 5]
when darkness had consumed me
in shadows i withdrew
i truly am sorry
for everything i'd caused you

i tried to let breath become air
but you never let me fall
i'll always be there
i promise i'll never let you go
i promise i'll never let you go

[chorus]
i was scared it was too late
i'd never hear your voice again
regrets like a storm, crashing in waves
i'd die and cause you endless pain

[verse 7]
i tried to let breath become air
but you never let me fall
i'll always be there
i promise i'll never let you go

[outro]
i love you, i'll never leave
one day we will be at peace
i love you, i'll never leave
one day we will be at, be at, peace


i promise i'll never leave
one day we will be at peace

if only you knew how i felt

'i love you and i'll never leave'

download

defsharp.ffm.to/fakedit

Slow down
you’re making it harder to know how
Do you see right through me?
You’re out of patience, I know that
I know now, now

But you’d get intimate
and you’d go through with it
what do you get from this
if it doesn’t feel like anything?
why do you drag all this shit out
when you know you’re gonna leave?
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me?

if you really wanted me
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me?
if you really wanted me
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me

you could’ve had me, i swear
you had me wrapped around your finger
and you didn’t even care
this keep-away shit that you do
just doesn’t feel like you’re being fair
but what would i know?
(it was never my fault)

and you’d get intimate
and you’d go through with it
what do you get from this
if it doesn’t feel like anything?
why do you drag all this shit out
when you know you’re gonna leave?
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me?

(if you really wanted me)
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me?
if you really wanted me
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me

I know you can walk me through it
But let go of my hand
It’s over and you don’t have to talk
I know how this ends

(Good enough)

would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me?
if you really wanted me
would you have faked it this much
if you really wanted me

BUY / STREAM

Faked it this much

Lyrics:

Sleepwalk through this ordinary life
Only artificial highs but I know
All these dew drops on my cemetery mind
Never shimmer never shine when I'm low

So let me go
Is it me or just my shadow?

Everything I've wanted is in front of me
So why can't I be, I be happy?
The butterflies around me should be comforting
So why can't I be, I be happy?
Oh

I'm tongue tied my emotions paralyzed
Have I lost the will to fight at all?
So I sleepwalk
Through this ordinary life

Everything I've wanted is in front of me
So why can't I be, I be happy?
The butterflies around me should be comforting
So why can't I be, I be happy?
Oh

Bloomer - Why Can't I Be Happy?

Bones

the second single from my 3rd album

am I cursed to fail?

lyrics:

tired of tempting fate
been at it
again and again and again

pressed hard
to play the cards
the devil made

losing sanity
played out
it bled and it bled and it bled

short straws
mean longer falls
onto the blade

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

reputation
traded in for
mistakes that I take pride in

If theres a key I’ve tried it
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

built through tragedy
walls high
I ran and I ran and I ran

can’t hide in a castle made of dirt
can’t hide a self made failure’s worth

(well fed)
here it comes
(regret)
on the run from judgement
superstitions grow
(reset)
til they become
(forget)
all I know

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

relief became reality
slowly pulled it out of me
this key was always hiding
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

write until the final page
my ink runs red
I’m cursed to bleed

the scars that faded
I’ve chosen to see
mistakes that made
the best out of me

this stories not to read
all I’ve done
history

the blade you gave me
is facing both ways
I’m not the same
I’m not the same

Cursed

Cover of Russian Roulette by Porter Robinson

Russian Roulette

"Californian dream that is not my own, trapped in flesh that don't feel like home"

I wrote this song during my military service. I hope you like it.

Udantha really killed the vocals in this one, go check him out!

Stream/Download: 

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SOCIALS

Udantha Devindu: 
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/dragonis_music


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CREDITS

Big thanks to Vidura N. for editing the video

Shout-out to Red Melody for helping me with the composition 

Artwork of the song on Spotify was a photo taken during my military service.

Lyrics:

She's been 
Calling me up all day
Asking me if Id come and stay
I'm on my bed 
Staring at the ceiling because
Lately I've been feeling like

This ain’t me, not myself
Can’t wake up from the state i’m in
Californian dream that aint my own
Trapped in a flesh that don’t feel like home
Not my flesh, I don't know
Who's in my skin, who's in my bones
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home

I’m lost inside, been stuck in my head
Each day I wake, still feelin’ half-dead
Reaching for a reason why 
I fell into a place that feels like hell

Mind on spin, I been zoned for a minute
Walk in the room but I don’t really get it
No grip, no ground
They don’t hear when I’m in it 
Fake that smile just to fit in
Nod my head like ive listened
New face, same blur in the mirror
Whole vibe off, can’t get any different
Feel too deep in a place I’m missin’ 
My flesh, my self, my soul won't listen

She's been 
Calling me up all day
Asking me if Id come and stay
I'm on my bed 
Staring at the ceiling because
Lately I've been feeling like

This ain’t me, not myself
Can’t wake up from the state i’m in
Californian dream that aint my own
Trapped in a flesh that don’t feel like home
Not my flesh, I don't know
Who's in my skin, who's in my bones
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home

Staring at my ceiling
Wondering what I'm feeling
Ooh

not my flesh w/udantha devindu

kill me for always (feat. porter robinson)

Luke John Ingram, Luke Ingram, 2025, rock

Lonely

Alternative  Rock Electronic Slow Motion Anthem  for 80s -90s lovers,  in new dress

Intro – dark ambient, slow build, distant echoes]
In the dark, an island rises,
you walk toward the lighthouse flame.
But the light has drowned in shadows,
[Bridge ]
it no longer calls your name.

[Verse – cinematic, hypnotic groove]
The sky is heavy, filled with stars,
they lead you where no path remains.
Branches reach like ancient fingers,
[Bridge ]
whispering leaves remember pain.

[Chorus – strong, melodic, deep voice with reverb]
Echoes of the island,
footsteps fading slow.
The further that you’re walking,
the less you seem to know.
[Mantra – repeated softly, layered voices]
All around… all around… all around…

[Bridge – spoken/half-sung, long poetic line, atmospheric]
And you believe it’s not the ending, but the silence stretches wider than the sea, wider than the night, wider than the memory of everything you tried to hold.

[Chorus – darker, heavier instruments, deep male vocal]
Echoes of the island,
nothing left to shout.
The more you try to follow,
the less you work it out.
[Mantra – whispered and echoing in background]
No way out… no way out… no way out…

[Instrumental intermezzo – guitars with reverb, dark synth layers]

[Chorus – final, layered vocals, emotional climax]
Echoes of the island,
shadows twist and drown.
Your voice returns in silence,
your body’s sinking down.
[Dual mantra – layered, call and response]
All around… [main vocal]
No way out… [echo vocal]
[Bridge ]
All around… [main vocal]
[Bridge ]
No way out… [echo vocal fading]

[Outro – slow fade, ambient, distant reverb]
No lighthouse in the silence,
no shoreline to defend.
The night repeats forever…
[Bridge ]
and still it never ends.

echoes in the dark

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