Blospar Never give up, stay a close eye -- servifusion com

prod. heyzbee & dexter yu

where are you, it’s dark as hell 
missing something, i dunno well 
when you come by, i know that smell 
the warmth it brought, came with a yell

sun burned me so many times
turned to the moon for a different light
it hurt the way that i viewed guys 
still understand what he provides
stole every tear that i ever shed
always got the feeling of utter dread
at one point i thought you were dead
so much that has gone unsaid 

overthinking everything 
how am i supposed to be
what’s it mean to be a man 
when i just wanna be seen 
i’m not sure i am me 
or who i’m supposed to crown queen 
i put my head inside the sand 
and find someone like a king 

got a pill problem honestly i probably got it from you 
got a lot of problems honestly, i got a lot of issues 
every time i speak got a problem i wish i could undo 
i been screaming into a mic every since my debut 

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no 

why'd i feel so anonymous everywhere | go
the elephant in every room so l stay on my lone
why is there no help?
when i'm obviously asking do l talk in riddles
cus nobody understanding.
sas a standing
i can barely sit straight seayingnside to side
debating whether im jus insane
is this hell that i reside
do i confide in the little things
where are you now where are you now

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no

Kronos (feat. vails)

(prod. cxrter x wisssery)

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here 

(brecken)
it dont mean too much to let go
but it means a lot to come near
i hate the fact that you dont even understand all of the stuff that i fear
i hate to see all of the contributions that you have made while i been here
gets harder to understand how you been feelin
but i cant go back

but i fear that i wont go back to the place that i was
but i hope that thats not a fact
it wasnt bad there
for once i was glad
i know its better off if i dont go there
but part of me dont make it too clear
its hard enough to have a good year
got a hunnid reasons not to trust peers

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here 

(brecken)
i cant expect you to be here
everytime that it goes wrong
i dont exceed everything going on
i tnink of the nights that we went to the pond
i could try hard but cant fake this
everything i feel is honestly fond
its been so hard on my day shift
struggling making it up to the top

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here

reels (feat. brecken)

(prod. cxrter & cloud)

all plats: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SwPsBeWDFXDN01t5zTuaZ?si=v1EmVxGGSbiYrsgt-L8o8w&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A6KWKuveJNK8ye86Po1YBTA

swimming around me, i’m in love again
but the difference honestly i don’t want it to end
let me have you, not just your hand
i just want you where i’m at so hope you understand

(2x)
we’re pisces doing circles
around each other what a miracle
what i see, is not just any girl
but she’s beautiful, and she means the world

i wanna hold you till we fall asleep
and we wake up with crossed feet
then we tell each other about our dreams
and how we seen each other what a way to meet

we’re pisces doing circles
around each other what a miracle
what i see, is not just any girl
but she’s beautiful, and she means the world

notcursed:

don’t let go of this feeling
hold on to the believing
stop the picture from peeling
if we’re apart, i’m not healing

wrap up warm in the evening
the warmth that you give is what i’m needing
sing to me softly i could do this every night
hold me tight, hold me tight

we’re pisces doing circles
around each other what a miracle
what i see, is not just any girl
but she’s beautiful, and she means the world

pisces (feat. notcursed)

sewerperson - IN ICE (SORROWBRINGER) [COVER]

@bedroom_noise :P
i’m catching ur disease
ur begging for attention
you wont get any from me

put your face down while you bleed
stop running round in circles
and get back to your lead

i get angry and nauscious when you speak
i think it’s time to end it
you really look demented

you can’t reach out to me
cus i can’t talk to you
i couldn’t even talk to you

you’re twisting all my words
now i’m still useless
im climbing up your walls
watch me abuse this
you barley let me in
well i’m out
so pathetic and loud
act ur age and spit it out
don’t pretend u don’t know
who i’m talking about

don’t wanna talk to you now
your spit on my tongue, i’m leaking sludge from my mouth
i pick up the bottle and wash the thought of you down
sweat is pouring out my face, i’m doing fine though
i’m great, yeah i’m great

i turn to the door and then all of a sudden you’re better at listening now
i shovel you out of the dirt that you live in, the walls pushing mold through the house
i’m tired of holding you down
it’s crazy you feel bad now
i’m holding out for your honesty
but i cannot tell what you want from me

yeah i’m cold, but is this not what you wanted?
i watched you raise your knife and turn my back into target
maybe i’m exhausted, i don’t have the time to sit around and wait for you to tell me something i’ve already figured out

i could write a book about our memories
401 pages of us but now you’re dead to me
i’ll cover it in dust and hope inside that it is damaging
thought u were someone to trust
but my secrets are vanishing

pathetic (ft. bedroom noise) [prod.gxm]

prod @yunnygoldz
Bat wings, baby why u summon me
Matching, lead me on killing spree
Ashes, spread em out and cover me
balance, spare me some civility

Look into my heart no hope in it,
Smoking backwoods got me choking spit
Vampire baby no reflection in the mirror when i spoke in it
Lemme toke the hit, 

Draw in, another journey for the backroads
Blospar bible empire to the castle
Tryna get a lot from me im not that slow
Own the monopoly no hasbro

We gon kick the curb to the nightstand
Pick ur parachute cause idk where i might land
Baby watch ur back, evil always in disguise
shawty lemme kiss ur neck dont even question why

Back home, in a rickshaw
I dont know what i'd do without you, suffer withdraw
My own confidence isnt without insecurity
Baby whats the reason im devil of impurity
 
Paint me up a picture, before i succumb and forfeit
Pour some blood into the mixture, splatter to the portrait


bat wings [prod. yunny goldz]

Isolation - by Sleepwater & Speedlmt
Metal / Rock Cover by Vails (prod. iOF)
RIP to this talented legend, I do not own rights to this song just merely a cover and appreciation of this masterpiece.

Original:

https://on.soundcloud.com/Yf5RkacS32JnCNKD6

lyrics:
before i found u i was going through hell oh do you miss me im still going through hell i still cant even tell what its like to be me she doesent miss me she doesent miss me
i vanish i go into hibernation crucify me its isolation no one will find me lost in the pine trees walk right by me hallucinations i vanish i go into hibernation crucify me its isolation no one will find me lost in the pine trees walk right by me hallucinations
she my bandage
walking through the forest empty handed blood on my screen with dirt on my shoes where have you been i sorta miss you well no defiently do im shaking in my room i really hate this house im shaking in my room i need a way out im shaking in my room im shaking in my room shaking in my room

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Isolation (sleepwater cover)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

Found you 

Hope u enjoy x

Shout out // notcursed yungcray sound clown 5head

i found you. w/ yungcray, notcursed (prod. the sound clown, 5head)

[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

Villain of My Own

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bat wings [prod. yunny goldz]

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