Adrift The Seasons

Shoutout to @blospar for the fire feature on this new style I went for. Definitely turned out amazing!

Legend feat. Blospar (prod. Rama Low)

The dragon within the Grotto has awoken. His heart pure mind strong, and growth apparent; we see what he has become. Frozen but powerful, his mind, body, heart, and soul are seen throughout this mixtape. We are one with the Grotto and one with the dragon and his heart.

Heart of a Dragon (prod. Nxnelives)

Tokyo (prod. Young Taylor)

One Day at a Time feat. AutumnIsEnding (prod. Gh0stb0y & Cxrter)

Don't Deserve Love (prod. The Sound Clown & Everythingmackk)

Fiery Spirit feat. Vails (prod. The Optimist)

prod by mackk
Featuring Vails
written by wes & Vails
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[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight

[Vails]
Really hoping that you’d call
Winter is approaching from fall
tried to stand up, stand tall
never saw the other side of the wall
Yeah
Is the grass greener on the other side 
are you laying in the fields, with no worries right?
is everything good with you this time
Tried to call you no less than a thousand times
never picked up
The only thing I got from you was this fake love
And now I’m broken
I need fixing 
Wanna past time
Cause it’s crippling

[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight
x2

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Thank you to Vails for hopping on this and thank you to mackk for creating a masterpiece beat, Check him out.
https://www.youtube.com/@mackk5764

Last Time w/ Vails (mackk)

lyrics:
You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

and i would die for you
anything i could do, i would do for you
put my body on the line, bleed out for you
put my body on the line, bleed out for you
yeah you know this true

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

but i wont
if you're about to say i should, then don't
i dont ever wanna let you go
you're the only thing i know

You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

and you know me well enough for that
never wanna leave ill want you back
and you know me well enough for that
never wanna leave ill want you back

You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

Fooled Me (prod. cl6udy & 5head)

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown
my fav from the ep tbh
LYRICS VVVV

Woke up late still shovel my driveway
Hit a pot hole n fucked my allignment
Steering wheel shaking when i'm speeding on the highway
Another days another day, im still grinding

Rusted rocker, water leaking thru the passenger side of my car
Im like a grandpa with a walker cause i dont go far
I dont go out, i rather stay at home and figure shit out
Im an inside reptile, cold to the blood
But i got my lady, noah ark when it floods
Big big water im not worried bout a drought
Im always with bottle of water everywhere im bout

Maybe in the morning u might catch without energy
But trust me in an hour, ill get ahold of monster energy
And be all caffeined up, staying up late playing video games, thats my club
Woke up late for my class dont give no fucks, ill still show up
Walk into the tim hortons at the bottom of the school
First floor lurker bought a muffin full of fuel

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

Im a man of repetition, whose content with his position
As life is slowly switching, i got confidence im gifted

Lost my past but i dont want it back now
Remain in my brain but pushed to background
Walking into work, like a battlezone compound
Never miss a shift i could never let my staff down

I be working too hard for barely above minimum wage
Im tryna save n stack paper but barely tearing a page
Been there 5 years and surprised i stayed
A lotta stupid decisions, but in the end im a corporate slave
thats just my position in the company
How do i tell an angry customer that subtly

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

the world still goes around [prod. the sound clown]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
45 minute drive halifax to lunenburg
I had love before i even knew the word
Go there every holiday
Death may come but everybody has their day

Trust me, when times get rough
Life is life dont it give up
Family with lots of love
Drive thru lunenburg now we into blue rocks
Past my family cemetery, where my father grew up
red n white house, nothing ever change
Simple little town it’ll stay that way
But nanny rose always lived a simple life, i adore that
Simple memories, cherished times i store that
in my brain, crayons to colouring books
easter egg hunt thru every nook
dont forget her killer kraft dinner, no one made it better than her
Funeral comes, all my life is flashing by, ill cherish that time until it blurs

Pen to paper, yellow walls n a crossword
Go there every christmas when the clock turn
Time moves on, life proceeds
We all evolve and we foresee
The future as it happens, nothings permanent everlasting
Seen her in the hospital, a final farewell to sight
Cried leaving that place cried that night
I knew when i left it would be the last time i saw her
I love you, thank you for the memories

Trust me, when times get rough
Life is life dont it give up
Family with lots of love
Drive thru lunenburg now we into blue rocks
Past my family cemetery, where my father grew up
red n white house, nothing ever change
Simple little town it’ll stay that way
But nanny rose always lived a simple life, i adore that
Simple memories, cherished times i store that
in my brain, crayons to colouring books
easter egg hunt thru every nook
dont forget her killer kraft dinner, no one made it better than her
Funeral comes, all my life is flashing by, ill cherish that time until it blurs

blue rocks [prod. the sound clown]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown
kind of an interlude i guess?

LYRICS
Running thru my courses, plot my course up on the map
Got no data on my phone so i ill remember where im at

Tryna navigate downtown roads
Swing my wheel left n right avoid potholes
macdonald bridge crossing a dollar 25 to the toll
And im finna roll the stop sign if the cops aint on patrol
RCMP, local mounted police
only thing on me illegal is my lyrical speech
Before i go to sleep, i retainer my teeth
Once a month i buy a joint up at the nslc

I got a radioactive brain, this a doomsday
sweep it under the rug where the broom stay
Might be put off into ruble but i wake up its a new day
And honestly ima worry bout myself fuck what the news say
Seniors discount up at value village its a tuesday
One day imma have the paparazzi on my ass and make a film in blueray
Now what did you say?

That i won't have the passion to stay consistent to that degree, that i see
That i'm currently embarking on, 
i'm in too deep now to quit, and i got no plans on stopping
Blospar til the end, til im famous or in a coffin

potholes [prod. the sound clown]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Jelousy sound clown

In my hands, across the sky
Paper planes, wings spread high

Time flies by, new routes are uncovered
energy drink i need might another
For my sleep to be healed
Paper cuts what i do feel
Cold to the touch got a heart of steel
Unravel my brain n break that seal
Mold n shape til it dont feel real

Civil war battle in my mind n im tryna find a jury for some terms of peace
miniscule thoughts aint a concern for me
I gotta learn to be, like docile cattle, til i burn the beast
And cut this leash, battle for ownership of my brain i wont turn to lease
Even when i'm running on low caffeine

aiming steady to grow
Black ice on the road so im gassing it slow
Shift from drive down to the low
I whip an automatic, so thats the most i control
Tires spinning revving rpm
Confidence is sprouting let the farm begin

[devin’s world]

Tryna have fun but I’m a Gemini 
Tryna differentiate different sides 
Both sides of my mind they are intertwined
Devil on my left shoulder angel on my right

One of these times I will figure it out 
How to take my life on a different route 
Though it may take several days several years
At the very least I’m here

[blospar]

Paper planes can touch the sky
Fold down the centre create separate sides
Civil war inside my mind
Paper planes can fly so high
Paper cuts n bleed my mind
stories recreate a place n time
Keep me close n shut my eyes

Paper planes hit the roof of my head
Strain on my brain til the papers embed
Losin track and im losing my tread
Fake confidence is what im brewing ahead
Save n stack paper im accruing the bread
Civil war inside my mind, please lord spare me some time fold me paper planes instead

[vails]

Flying paper planes
Out my window
Tryna catch ur attention
This an innuendo 
know we fight, we have debacles
Ur my light, fluorescent sparkle
yeah 
I’m tryna see if u would leave this world behind for me
cus this one that I’m living now a bad trip of ecstasy 
Yeah
When I’m not intoxicated I be dreaming for another
Pour a shot of vodka in my cup now u gone see me flutter

[back2chorus]
In my hands, across the sky
Paper planes, wings spread high

Time flies by, new routes are uncovered
energy drink i need might another
For my sleep to be healed
Paper cuts what i do feel
Cold to the touch got a heart of steel
Unravel my brain n break that seal
Mold n shape til it dont feel real

paper planes ft. devin's world & vails [prod. the sound clown x pekarot]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS: 
Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

I used to be nervous stepping into class
Head down, long hair outfit all black
Well the hair i guess i never changed,
consistent with my life and honestly i like it just that way
But back then i was different if problems arose id run away
Now im medicated, in a calmer state
Even when things get hectic i stay focused and conversate
Management position taught me alot and what i know today I owe to that,
out at night flip the camera if the photo black
I remember back in high school, staying late out after dark
I smoked my first bowl for a dollar in the woods behind charles park

A downstem of pen, into a gatorade bottle
I coughed so much god damn it awful
But at that time in my life i wasnt feeling like myself
I had a girlfriend in those days but i dont know if all the fights helped
I made changes to my life to better my health and now im feeling better

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

individuality [prod. the sound clown]

1st track of 2024.

Sorry it took so long, but here we are!

🕯BURN MY TXTS🕯

Produced by BORN HERO (Go check him out!)
https://soundcloud.com/bornhero
https://www.youtube.com/@BornHero

Appreciate everyone still listening and running up my tracks!
plenty more coming now.
Thanks all!
🕯

Cold tonight,
Hope I make things right,
Cold tonight,
Burn my txts, and end my life…

Now you know what I’ve been hiding from you,
Couldn’t trust anything that you do,
Couldn’t care less, now that you know,
See you in the next life, you gotta go.

Someday I’ll be riding for you bby, we had nowhere to go,
I could flip it, but we hide it, we got nothing to show,
2 pac, smokin aces, when we’re out on the road,
Caring less, so burn my txts, anytime that you’re cold.
Phone saying Leave a message, everytime that you call,
I ain’t read it, so forget it, I’m just letting you know,
Overbearing, had you checking, couldn’t leave it alone,
So possessive, I’m regretting, never letting you go…

So cold, bitch, I couldn’t care less,
See you in the next life,
Put you on the guest list,
Front row ticket to my exit,
Sitting with my ex’s,
Burning all my txts, Bitch, Now you know…
🕯

BURN MY TXTS

BURN MY TXTS - Prod Born hero.

prod @yunnygoldz
LYRICSvvvv
Counting all those commas where your love at
I just seen your morals and im judging ur a dumbass
Clearly n it shows, glitter on my nails, 
Hold the lighter as im lightn up my smoke
As i out my blunt in the snow

Canadian cowboy, nova scotia where i been
lil emo swag, the way im silvered up in tin
With a black overtone to match the tattoos on my skin
Used to hit the proskates up on quinpool
Skate around the commons near citadel but didn't go that school
Im finna take care of whos around me
Whether im on top, or if im drowning
selfless to the core, avoid the pain thats compounding

B L O to the S P A and R
Ive been solo from the start i dont need no a&r
Back in highschool i used to play the bass guitar
But i got better motivation than the band so ima make it far 
On my own, fuck most the people that i used to know
Made some friends on discord, them the boys im keeping close
And the ones i met on soundcloud they ones who do the most
Im chronically online im kinda scared playing shows
Walk up on the stage, tryna memorize my lyrics
What exactly did i say, when i sit up in a church pew i aint never come to pray
Only in a church for funerals, im not wasting my sundays

Canadian cowboy, nova scotia where i been
lil emo swag, the way im silvered up in tin
With a black overtone to match the tattoos on my skin
Used to hit the proskates up on quinpool
Skate around the commons near citadel but didn't go that school
Im finna take care of whos around me
Whether im on top, or if im drowning
selfless to the core, avoid the pain thats compounding

Canadian Cowboy [prod. yunny goldz]

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

home safe (prod. afterlife)

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