your journey

Soul

I'm not a narcissist//
I like to hear myself talk and I'm not proud of it//
And you're mistaken if you tell me that I'm toxic//
I'm just too smart for you, my darling, you're exhausted, you're exhausted//
I'm not neglectful//
I give you more space than you wanted, I'm respectful //
If you confront me understand that I'm direct, girl//
So it's your fault if your emotions are in shambles, end in shambles//

why'd you leave me so confused
my soul that's left it's bruised
abandoned me to chose 
i should, should have just refused

i thought i knew you, but i was wrong
i should have know it was you all along
i thought i knew you, but you prolonged
going back to where you belong

I am a narcissist//
I love to hear myself talk, and I'm proud if it//
You're not mistaken when you tell me that I'm toxic//
I've drained your happiness, my darling, you're exhausted, you're exhausted//
I am neglectful//
I lie without a second thought, I'm disrespectful//
I try to hurt you then say, "It's 'cause I'm direct, girl."
So it's my fault that your emotions are in shambles, end in shambles//

why'd you leave me so confused
my soul that's left it's bruised
abandoned me to chose 
i should, should have just refused

i thought i knew you, but i was wrong
i should have know it was you all along
i thought i knew you, but you prolonged
going back to where you belong

you are nothing without me
thats what you want me to believe
you cant escape from me 
i wont let you do what you please 

i thought i knew you, but i was wrong
i should have know it was you all along
i thought i knew you, but you prolonged 
going back to where you belong

Thought I Knew You Ft. n16thekid

New demo I've been working on! I've been testing bandlab. It's actually decent. HUGE learning curve from Audacity.

Beat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5w-QCSVScA

Lyrics
You tell me you're sorry, I say that I'm sorry/
You tell me you're sorry I'm sorry/
I say that I'm sorry, you tell me you're sorry/
I tell you you shouldn't be sorry/
We're going in circles, we're squaring apologies/
But we fall short at expression/
Although we try angles we're bad at the game/
We cannot play on the PlayStation/

I tell you I'm sorry, you say "It's okay,"/
And that you do not want me to worry./
But why are you crying with tears so large/
That it got your vision so blurry?/
And I'm not a baller, I shoot and I miss/
I wish I could be Stephen Curry/
But I am annoying and I am the reason you are perpetually hurting/
You say that you're sorry, I said, "It's okay"/
That you hadn't done anything wrong/
How can you believe me when I'm always joking?/
I don't have Pinocchio's nose./
This topic is flowing, this topic is going/
I don't see a capstone/
We're spinning, we're twirling/
We're trapped in this apology cyclone/

You tell me you're sorry, I say that I'm sorry/
You tell me you're sorry I'm sorry/
I say that I'm sorry, you tell me you're sorry/
I tell you you shouldn't be sorry/
We're going in circles, we're squaring apologies/
But we fall short at expression/
Although we try angles we're bad at the game/
We cannot play on the PlayStation/

The dialogue options aren't good enough/
The quicktime events, I am missing them/
I'm out of skill points, I can't level up/
But I've gotta win, win for the both of us/
No checkpoints, I can't load a save/
If I fail it's the end of the game/
We own our shortcomings, we own our mistakes/
And yet we don't know what to say/
Someone fire the developers/
This AAA is so embarrassing/
"Apology after apology"/
This game will not end, it's Monopoly/
We're insecure, need a bungee/
Cable, our destiny's turning/
But I didn't buy the season pass/
So I don't have the answers when you ask:/
"You said you were sorry, I said, 'It's okay'/
That you haven't done anything wrong/
Why don't you believe me? I know that I'm crying,/
It's not your fault my heart is cold."/
This topic is flowing, this topic is growing/
I don't see a capstone/
We're twisting, we're twirling/
We're trapped in this apology cyclone/

You tell me you're sorry, I say that I'm sorry/
You tell me you're sorry I'm sorry/
I say that I'm sorry, you tell me you're sorry/
I tell you you shouldn't be sorry/
We're going in circles, we're squaring apologies/
But we fall short at expression/
Although we try angles we're bad at the game/
We cannot play on the PlayStation/

PlayStation (Prod by Prezzy) [DEMO]

CARDI

Beat by Venuser 
YT- https://www.youtube.com/@Venuser/videos
Beat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBph8mfDKEA

Lyrics and better artwork will be posted later lmfaoooo

n16thekid - Whipping Boy (Prod Venuser)

Was listening to beat when I found this BANGER by Wezzy Beatz, and had to drop a verse on it lmaooo. It's definitely not Spotify-ready, but I wasn't really planning on releasing it there anyway...unless- 👀
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Lyrics:
[Intro]
Hey, Slacker! We’re getting tired of these sad emo
Songs that you’re putting out. All of this love music.
You don’t even have a girlfriend! When are you gonna
Drop another banger like “Generic Twitter Rap”?
Like “‘99 Lexus,” like “Pumpkin Spice Latte”?
Yeah, Pumpkin Spice Latte! That’s what we
Want to hear! When is it coming out? We 
Want to hear it! I just want to hear something 
Different. Yes, something different! What do
You have?!

[Verse]
Call me Jamal with the 9 the way that I Mark Philips
Electronics patent trolling ass niggas
The “I did it first!” but did it worst niggas
Gatekeeping what they don’t deserve niggas
If the birds talk they’ll say I’m a fossil
But if the bird told it means I’m colossal
Though I’m not the one who’s causing your problems
Your boys be the “I” in “friend,” the end follows
Niggas talk shit on my crew
Then skip on the Brawl like Mewtwo
My crew’s 2 pi, small sine
Gotta keep the circle tight ‘cause
I’d rather have hating ass opposite niggas
Over adjacent niggas
Tangent niggas, friendly but only when in
Your face, them niggas
Always need a hand, but can’t lend a hand niggas
Never paying back, but can stab a back niggas
Summoned like Jinzo, I shut down your trap
Move in my white friends, we gentrify that
You ride for your hood but now where is it at?
Urban development’s changing the map
Property taxes increasing quickly
New regulations, you can’t pay the fee
Eminent Domain, we don’t need a lien
Now your granny’s homeless ‘cause you messed with me
That may sound mean, but it’s ‘cause I am average
I work a 9 to 5 but I am still savage
Potential energy, you do not have motion
This game is over and you’ve run out of tokens
You can subtract me, you’ll notice the difference
You call me a “loser” but that means I’m winning
You’re following trends ‘cause your courage is missing
I couldn’t care less but I guess I’m just different

[Hook]
I guess I am just different
I said I am just different
Yeah, I am just different
I- I am just different 

[Outro]
Ayo T-Pain, T-Pain! “Booty Wurk” was genius!
We need to bring back women in crop tops and cargo shorts!!
I don’t know why that was relevant…
I just felt like saying it, I’m different! AYE
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

Thought I Knew You Ft. n16thekid

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