Name: the feelin (prod. king theta & iof) by Blossom Reynolds in ⁂ DOKI DOKI VIBES ⁂
Duration: 2 min 21 s
Description: video by new england boy OUT NOW!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypmviIUkOdE

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⁂ DOKI DOKI VIBES ⁂

misery

Dead

oxygen w/ Jackie Platinum (johnnyfriend)

video by new england boy OUT NOW!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypmviIUkOdE

the feelin (prod. king theta & iof)

What's The Point ? (prod. sorrow bringer)

Stuck in your mind 
You can’t be there for everyone 
Drugs you should try 
We can fiend them together, love 
Once upon a time we both had things to do everyday 
The we almost died when we wrecked your sister’s Chevrolet 

XANAX IS A TERRIBLE MIX WITH ALCOHOL 
I
WISH I COULD ADMIT YOUR DAD WAS WRONG 
And 
His stolen prescription; adderall 
How
Could I ever fix this after all?

The times when 
We were just 
Survivin 
You’re alive, 
Guess I did some
Thing right then 
Touch the sky
Whenev the sun is shinin
I’m just surprised 
We were too young to die then 

Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
Oblong oxycada 
Watched a lot of friends die 
Damagin medulla oblongata inside 
Heart breaking my mama she wish god was in mine 
Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
I rock gosha, Prada
And a lot of N9
No moonlight sonata 
Have u got up this high?
I can’t talk about it 
Not if god is implied 
Implied

drugs you should try (prod. suni vega)

This song is a reimagining of "My Heroine" by Silverstein. 
Featuring @killingartmusic
Produced by @jolst
Remixed by @carlby
Engineered, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS (Written by Silverstein/ Shane Told)
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

(Killing Art)
Heroine
Poisoning my veins
You’re the reason
That I’m going insane 

I get like this every single time
Fiending for your love like every night
Am I gonna overdose and waste my life
I’d feel less pain with a fucking knife

Like you tore my heart again
You’re just like heroine

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Heroine w/ Killing Art (Prod. Jolst)

Shut My Mouth

Shut My Mouth (prod. frevel & Jolst)

victim to my habits
[yungspoiler x dercept)

hazenova: 

i fall victim to my habits
every night im such an addict

hit you with the blade like chivalry
ion got time for a fake fuck dissing me
ion got time for a fake fuck dissing me
ion really know why my ex bitch missing me
ima useless piece of shit 
im a junkie
real bad bitch ion why she fuck me
real bad bitch ion why she love me
im going nowhere and im almost 20

emptychest:
yeah its always storming
the words i cannot make it out
its always raining
oh its fucking pouring now
my heart
yea i cant take it
always gotta fake it
this house has gone vacant
book a flight out this town, yea
la.
ill be happy.
but when..?
but when..?
when will i be set free
will i be happy

victim w/emptychest + [yungspoiler x dercept]

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

Basically I consider myself part of a crew of outcasts who have bad habits which really make them appear ugly. In reality we’re cool people but don’t always think like that due to depression, drugs and other self made choices. We only got ourselves to blame 🤷‍♂️.

The Ugly (Outcast)

Burn Tonight

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by snorkatje @snorroo
Mixed & mastered by @horoshavibes
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
I feel better when the sun goes down
I feel better when no one’s around me
I feel better when I’m by myself
So get out get out
I think it’s ‘bout time you

Leave me be
I fuck with nobody
And it’s not my fault I’m so introverted
Got a lot of fake friends so I keep on swervin’ 

I just keep on swervin’
Ride or die fans
But I still feel worthless
Gotta lotta shit I should work through
I’m doing better but I don't think I deserve to

Been a couple years
Haven't quite felt myself
Thinking ‘bout the ways
I’ve neglected my health
Seems I got nobody left to turn to
But a half ounce in the dresser I could burn through

(decks)
I keep swervin’ on my own time
Got a couple bands inside the bank
And yeah I got ‘em on my own time
‘Bout to flatline
I been wasting the days inside my room
And yeah I know the fault is all mine

I know everything ain't looking great for me
Antisocial and I’ve got anxiety
Fuck a job I wanna make it out happy
Feels like this life ain't meant for me

Leave Me Be w/ decks (Prod. snorkatje)

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew



terrified
i can never hide
my minds sanitized
broken wide
open eyes
just to see my own demise
i wanna whip in a audi
i wanna house with my dudes
and a doggy
maybe a cat
maybe its that
my indecisiveness
holding me back

ive got a feeling my feelings are whack
but ill never know
im too scared to ask
what if its that
what if its that

what if its that
what if its that

what if its that

what if its 

my head is tearing apart at me
self sabotage is a part of me
this is the art in me
the is the feeling i get
whenever i think im depressed
whenever i think im the best
cause theres not a difference
that is my genuine inference
i am not special or different
i am not special or different
but that's no excuse to be average

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew


used to think i knew

old u (p. splashgvng x saint tommorow)

Thanks for listening!
Prod by luvgrip @luvgrip

brandnewheart/coldbrickwall

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