reminiscing on a past journey I've overcome. lyrics below*

Beautiful butterfly do you wonder why?
The thorns are prettier than the pedals that they slumber by,
surrounded by sirens not the type that sing da lullaby
& Venus fly traps stay serene till the thunder cry.

stumbling, grumbling, bumble on bitter bumble bee
& when i sting no die in the spring cause there’s still summer see
Sunny d sipping, sipping 1000 sunny d as I moonwalk in the dark to where the money be.

I was upset,
Life filled of regret.
Crossed swords with creatures I’m happy you haven’t met,
when did I stop hearing all the voices in my head
When did I become the monster under the bed.

Cops put a 9 to my head when I was 7.
11 years later I chose the same weapon,
Put it to my head & I took a deep breath in
Self harm how we work things out, go get your reps in.

False hope may follow, don’t let it break your conscious X2
So honestly !
Things have been going so marry
Admit that shit ain’t going wrong
It’s okay to see yourself
It’s okay to see the truth...




Back to the story.
I think this is the part where I apologize to Nori
for not being as focused on the mission brother sorry
I left you alone suicidal no Hari-kiri. 
Now I’m working on myself to be a king that’s benevolent
I know to this day you might have a sour sentiment
but I’m glad you’re alive & that I don’t have to reminisce
On memories we have while your physical remnants
Our buried underground decomposing into sediments.

looking at my girl as I write this
the apple of my eye eat your heart out through your iris
A feminine entities, energy
Refused to let me be
The stone cold nigga my family said I was meant to be
I’m no Neji know that I can change my destiny
Stopped listening to niggas who thought they knew what was best for me.
False hope may follow, don’t let it break your conscious X2
So honestly !
Things have been going so marry
Admit that shit ain’t going wrong
It’s okay to see yourself
It’s okay to see the truth.

1000 Sunny ft. Hannah Ro$e

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