thank you for listening <3 

i can’t let it get to me 
tell me why i feel empty
i’m insecure about everything 
i try so hard 
but in the end 
i’m stuck beneath my sheets 
lately life has got me so far down 
i’m stuck and i can’t seem to find my way out 
life sucks 
i’ve said it all before 
sometimes i just wanna leave my body on the floor 
i don’t really care what you think of me 
imma make it work 
i just want to live my dreams 
everything inside of me 
is telling me i’m wrong 
i don’t know if it evens worth it making these songs 
i know that you don’t care about them 
all the effort that i put in feels so wasted 
you tell me that you love my songs 
but you never ever listen when you’re all alone 
you tell me that you love my songs
you never listen to my songs
don’t tell me i’m wrong 
no
don't tell me i'm wrong

i lied when i said that i’m fine 
i sit alone in my room and i want to cry 
nowadays i feel so empty all the time 
i don’t know what’s going 
it feels like i’m blind 
i’m blind
i’m stuck 
and i’m lost in this big world 
so many decisions got me feeling overwhelmed 
should i do this 
or should i do that 
why can’t i just die and leave it at that 
every song i make says the same thing 
that i had myself and i wish that i could change things 
honestly i wish i could escape my feelings lately 
nothings matters in the end 
i don’t think you can help me

Spotify ♥

don't tell me i'm wrong (prod. morxk)

My Debut Album.
I love you all. 
A big fuck you to everyone who's broken my heart.
Especially you (;
you know who you are.
Bitch.

SAVE ME (PRELUDE) FT LIL SORROW

1000 followers, love you all (: Thank you for everything

KUBOTA

OBLIVION (TXCKA X KEITH CALI)

take me away interlude

Jasmine The Plug (Prod. Young Taylor) (Re-Upload)

Single

On My Own (prod. Born Hero)

something to prove (prod. wxrst)

Original: https://soundcloud.com/kides/rope-burn-prod-matthew-may
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Artist: https://soundcloud.com/kides
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Prod. Matthew May (https://soundcloud.com/matthewmaymusic)
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Slowed By Me (Theo)
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Lyrics:
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Her blue eyes like summer sky
I'm too high and she don't know that
I take pills to cope and I smoke too much dope
Till my throat burn
My neck got rope burn, the rope broke
I'm feelin' helpless, no one to help this time

You gave them blue, but you bring me piece
I want another dose, need one more at least, huh
I'm feelin' crazy, my life fallin' into pieces
But you wouldn't believe it, no
ADHD, vibin' on my tongue
And she cryin' on the phone, got her tellin' me she numb
I got demons on my own, but I wanna see your hat beat, tap me
Think I'm not around, snap mad at me
Walk with, talkin' down, gettin' dropped quick
Big gas, when I'm smokin' anxiety, hate me
But my wrist still plus an AP, lately, I've been feelin' fine
I know it's crazy
Seein' things, I hope I don't DO
On the wall so many eyes lookin' at me, oh
Take a trip, I see you wanna flip flop
Time stop, I don't even hear the tick tock

Her blue eyes like summer sky
I'm too high and she don't know that
I take pills to cope and I smoke too much dope
Till my throat burn
My neck got rope burn, the rope broke
I'm feelin' helpless, no one to help this time
Are you hearin' this? I know you're hearin' this

She walk by and didn't stop, I feel invisible
Maybe when I'm on top, I feel invincible
I won't go to heaven 'cause I've broken every principle
She look at my snapchat, but that's too digital
Get the bags and then I bag that
I'm just an individual
Makin' tracks in my basement
Lately been feelin' amazin', lately been feelin' amazingly bad
I'm chasin' the big bag, oh, friends a bit mad
Need to get my bread up, something like a Big Mac
Bit mad, all my haters gettin', I can't fix that
Girl, I got some problems on my own, I can't fix that
I hear that you're trouble, you're Jessie, I'm James
The rockin' was double, my feet in the rubble
My head in the clouds
I should be throwin' it down, she should be throwin' it back
Lately my songs never lack, lately my plays been up
No one be hittin' my phone, I won't replay when I'm up
Delete all of my contacts
If you gon' be textin' me, know you a no name
I'm off with the propane
I'm bleacin' my hair and you gotta use rope gang
I'm racin' ahead of you, while you stuck in last, while I'm up in first place
I hope that I'm better than you
I'm not movin' fast, I'm keepin' the slow pace

Her blue eyes like summer sky
I'm too high and she don't know that
I take pills to cope and I smoke too much dope
Till my throat burn
My neck got rope burn, the rope broke
I'm feelin' helpless, no one to help this time
Are you hearin this? I know you're hearin' this
Are you hearin' this? I know you're hearin' this, no
Are you hearin' this? I know you're hearin' this

KID E$S - Rope Burn (Slowed)

@luvseff & @killgill713 - Obsessed (prod. nextlane)

LIL P.o.H. Ft. LilHeartbreaker - What's Still Wrong? (Prod. Young Taylor)

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