these are songs from my archive, circa: 2018 and 2020.

i got bored and was highly fixated on re-recording the tracks. 

yes, the feminine rage is palpable.

last train

no rest

just learned this song. i love it so much.

love ya! Hyukoh

Overshadow

journal entry; 2am

nada yang tenang [draft]

third track on my Life/Time EP

here he comes, my love

when it began
i saw the light
a dawning of new age romance
in a strange land
away from familiar hands

here he comes, my love

i know you've cried for me
and i will do anything for you
for the nights we spent
under the cosmic alignment

chances that we'd lose
but i'd die for you
we've opened the box
i'll go to the ends with you

here he comes, my love

first shingle shangle about lonely days and the sad sad things i tell myself. this is one of the tracks that will be in my next EP, mayBE

lyrics:
let it out, let me in
jump off if you are lonely
i don't want to pretend, there's no temptation
call me if you need a friend
i could lend this broken shoulder
there is no need to fear the end

"no one would be,
no one would be there for you"

stop it now
i can see the darkness around
your eyes
the light is gone

"no one would be,
no one would be there for you"

lonely hearts club

ah, the sample is from an interview with Vampire Weekend um.
i thoroughly enjoyed laughing while making this shit post for an hour.

fAstfashUn_HousE

anothER meME trACK
I don't put a lot of thought on my music 
i made this minutes ago, and now i gotta go to work

JUSTACT_NATURAL

true love will find you in the end

ILOVENOISECALMNESSEVERYTHINGWHATEVERIDKIMNOTOKAYBUTIMTRYING

alrite

about
early2019idc
lyrics
someday i'll be there when it counts
i won't stop trying to mess around

i know you won't stay
i won't hold onto you today

*tambourine oh yeah*

can you stop messing with my head?
you know you are driving me insane?

i know you won't stay
i won't hold onto you today

someday
someday i'll be there

04 Someday

bitteraug2019
lyrics
sweetheart—
can’t say you’re bitter
thinking critically—rationally
to this irrational fear

when was it
that you’ve decided
to let this thing pass?
oh, alone again

honeybee—
can’t say it hurt
thinking metaphorically
to this poetry

when was it
that you’ve decided
our fun has ended?
oh, not again

*amAZING guiTAR soLO lol*

when was it
that you've decided
to let this thing pass?
oh, not again

when was it
that you've decided
to leave me alone?
again?
alone again
alone

03 Lemon Bitters

nov2019
lyrics
coming across where you've been
you were behind the room
then you went and sat beside me
i'm such a fool

you say
"hey, do you wanna go out-outside for a bit"
i do
"hey, we can talk about anything we want to;
we don't have to try so hard
oh we're kool"

you say
"hey, do you wanna go out-outside for a bit"
i do
"hey, drag a cigarette and maybe..."

OkaY

we don't have to try so hard
oh we're kool
we're kool

02 We're Kool

knuckles bruised
punched a wall
cause i thought it'd be cool
validated by you

i was crossed eyed
in this phase of our lives
don't know which way to go
but i'm trying

i can change
but honestly i can't be bothered
by the external factors
of our material world

can you show me a sign
i'm running out of songs to write
can you try?

*GRADE A WHISTLING*

i'm not one to beg
bcs i'm too proud to ask for help
but i'm running out of will to live
but i'm trying :(

give me a couple of reasons
yknow validation is secondary
i just wanna find somebody to sing about

i was crossed eyed
in this phase of our lives
don't know which way to go
but i'm trying!!!

01 Untitled

i'll think of something - chlorine (ft. bluemoongirl)

wrote this today:

Driving through the highway to the moon
I cannot believe that I got you
Swerving against the grain of someone else
Elevation from an intentional solitary confinement 

set by the rules of men who run this world

Building blocks of wall separating me from you
Isolated from an infectious mind

set by the rules of men who run this world
 
I wouldn’t think I’d still be in this 
shitload of mess
I will confess
to the sun and moon
and you

I’m not getting better
but i’ll try to hold on

I’m not getting better
but i’ll try to hold on

I’m not getting better
but i’ll try to hold on
i’ll try to hold on
...

my word is my bond

01/09/2020

my word is my bond (live recording)

drown is a song that's close to my heart.

drown (short cover of smashing pumpkins)

☽

hi, these are tracks from the present and past (when i was 15).

i'm no longer active, but feel free to listen.

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