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https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

https://open.spotify.com/track/0MlZLsdwVDhJq11c2lJIaf?si=4f162d3b254a47aa

prod me

hes not a pedophile tho

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friend is gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck

oh look stuyah snitched again
do you even have any real friends?
everyone wishes you died to that truck
you arent lying yeah i know ur life fucking sucks

you're not the loser you say you are
ur not a fat jobless incel thats a bluff
and ur label fucking sucks
theyll use you for their stats and then run off

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friends gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck 

ur whole collectives fucking sucks
2 with talent and the rest are fucking buns
you might get what you wish for tho
you might get what you wish for tho

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friend is gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck

oh look stuyah snitched again
do you even have any real friends?
everyone wished you died to that truck
you arent lying yeah i know ur life fucking sucks

and you're not even the problem

you're so pathetic

im just gonna start posting songs on this acc cause i wont ever finish these

i need to stop ghosting all my friends

thank you for listening i love you all, if youre feeling lonely send me a message on discord @ 'guitarbf'

lyrics:
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer and she's coming for me
for me, for me
i begged and plea'd alone

such a pretty girl
you were all my world
i knew you were better than anything i deserved
i could buy you anything, diamonds and all the pearls
but you lit a spark in my heart and it probably burnt

im a lost cause
drinking til im not
drinkin til i cant cause im passed out on your lawn
i know whats wrong girl but i cant make it right
knew it when i seen the way you tear up in your eyes

youre such a queen
we're just some stupid teens
you make me feel complete, and serene, and okay
this feeling goes away
but i pray this time it stays
ill buy you all the world
just dont run away

baby kill me softly
i wanna die in your arms tonight
i want you here in my lows and my highs
i even cry when i should be alright

i could buy you the world, girl

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

heaven

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

WDYM?

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

puking w/ skeleton

https://open.spotify.com/track/5QgNnyBUFjXW2a2SnsR9Mg?si=d61d6702af6a456a
It’s all kinda
Stupid, maybe we can laugh about it?
I’ve been going through it, maybe I can lie around it thugh
Stars up in my drink, now I float just like a drowning dove

See me on the edge, I don’t flinch, I just bounce
Voices in my head think there’s a glitch in the house
Fell out with myself, I’m tryna fix it now
But the mirror cracks back and says, “Figure it out”

you're so pathetic

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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