beat & vocals done by myself

jumping from the top of the roof
im looking back at you
back at you

jumping from the top of the roof

beat & vocals done by me



lyrics:

you're so pretty
you're always inside my head
wish u were in my city
so i could cradle u in my arms 

instead

ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you instead

i'll be watching you

everybody wants to be a loser

im not slacking off / compilation of unfinished songs

God You Fucking Suck

gone

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

prod me

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off

have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell
have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off (x2)

annoying

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

puking w/ skeleton

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

spotify

counting lies

prod me 


we got a problem here (ohhh)
we'll talk about it in the morning 
all those things you've been hearing 
oh the're just made up stories (ohhh)
with all these that are going on 
i wanna take her down to the corner shop
i lost everything ive used all my luck
on a girl that doesn't really give a fuck (ohh)

corner shop

prod. dsktkg

lyrics:

i was sittin with colours in the back of my head
i was searching for a girl and at last i had
i was picking up a flower on the ground for you
i just wanna see you just to be all right, what happened to being alright with you 
oh god i love my life but im scissored right through, dont know what to do
why was i only happy when i was around you
dont know what to do, dont know what to do
im stuck all on you and i thought we were through
and i guess im still stuck on all of the things that we couldnt move on

i was wishing for awhile for someone like you and i got my chance and then i threw
whyd you get so stubborn, whyd you get so stubborn when i asked a question
was it really so hard to let me in, was it really so hard to keep me around
was it really so hard to do anything that would make me happier than ever
ill cherish you forever, ill love you until im dead on the floor, im bleedin out for you
so was the love really true, im sitting here in my room, episodes about you
the clowns just laugh at me, i nearly fell for you, i almost scraped my knee
youre drowning me in nothing but it feels like the sea, put my body in a bag and flee
im better off alone, im better off alone

confusion about her

gonna take this down when i feel like it 

Lyrics

I got these parasocial feelings 
yeah they talk to me

i finally found i girl around me 
that is just like me 

she did my hair and then she told me
il be everything

and then we went on with our movie
that was fine by me 

what is she talkin about 
yes im a stalker 

what is she talking about 
yes ima stalk her


all credits go to @helenimsorry and @menthol100s

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

what do u think i think u look like an angel
what do u think i think ur so fucking special
she’s hiding her face no one can see her perfections 
and i really like you but im hiding my affections
we’re so deranged but the universe likes us
we’re getting closer and we flirt in the school bus
she’s pretty crazy but i want her love
i still remember the day where she asked for a hug

i'll be watching you

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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