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https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

https://open.spotify.com/track/541AzyhcgrBWmfqGUs7258?si=68ac0d5918a7444a

prod me

something before the album

if you let me know your intentions
i promise i wont be mad
if you just told me what you wanted
i probably wouldnt be sad

ooooo

my room smells like just you tonight
i wanna fucking end my life
cant take this shit dont want to live
i think its getting close to time
my room smells like just you tonight
i wanna fucking end my life
cant take this shit dont want to live
i think its getting close to time

time time time time
i think its getting close to time
time time time time
i think its getting close to time

I WISH THAT YOU WOULD BE
A LITTLE MORE HONEST WITH
THATS ALL I REALLY WANT
IF YOU JUST WANNA FUCK WITH ME
THEN COME AND FUCK WITH ME
BUT JUST TELL ME FROM THE START
I WISH THAT YOU WOULD BE
A LITTLE MORE HONEST WITH
THATS ALL I REALLY WANT
IF YOU JUST WANNA FUCK WITH ME
THEN COME AND FUCK WITH ME
BUT JUST TELL ME FROM THE START

let me know your intentions

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

thank you for listening i love you all, if youre feeling lonely send me a message on discord @ 'guitarbf'

lyrics:
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer and she's coming for me
for me, for me
i begged and plea'd alone

such a pretty girl
you were all my world
i knew you were better than anything i deserved
i could buy you anything, diamonds and all the pearls
but you lit a spark in my heart and it probably burnt

im a lost cause
drinking til im not
drinkin til i cant cause im passed out on your lawn
i know whats wrong girl but i cant make it right
knew it when i seen the way you tear up in your eyes

youre such a queen
we're just some stupid teens
you make me feel complete, and serene, and okay
this feeling goes away
but i pray this time it stays
ill buy you all the world
just dont run away

baby kill me softly
i wanna die in your arms tonight
i want you here in my lows and my highs
i even cry when i should be alright

i could buy you the world, girl

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

lyrics:

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

you dont show me attention
im nervous when youre mentioned
ive seen you in the hallways
its all very depressing

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

why cant we just have a normal teen romance
your eyes are portals to a place where i can relax

the leaves are falling down, i know that halloween is coming up
you could the devil, but that wouldnt count as dressing up

never did a thing wrong
you should get your brain checked
i think youre a psycho and we're probably both sick in the head

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

i wish it was october

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

heaven

w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
shoutout field medic

haven't seen you guys, or too many people
sorry i cant do what u want im still the same
i know you'll choose
i'll always lose
i hate to remember our last talk
you've been complicating things and it fools my heart
im so confused
what cant you do 
every time u call know i crawl right back
cuz darling u know i love your act
love so construed
you're all i knew

Whenever I make a mistake, I tell myself that I'll start over
But I do, do, do it again, and I cried whenever you left
My friends tell me I got terrible habits
Remember drinking, smoking, laughing
I fell in love again, and I don't want to pretend it didn't happen

all i knew

you can hop in your car, im thirty hours away
so you could see me in a little more than over a day
i was 4 years old i had a smile on my face
i know what happened you did something and it caused me to change
i dont like it when they look at me in that kinda way
you can kiss me when you leave but know i want my space
hated hugging for the longest so i pushed you away
but itll never be your fault what really happened that day
these people they all alarm you
i know it feels like they all wanna harm you
but not everyones the same as she was
youre capable and you need love

thats life though you get sick and you die

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

WDYM?

@2005memories
youre my only dumb obsession
love this girl she came from heaven now
at my crib its half past seven
come here girl i have a question oh
this is true love girl this is true love
only one i love girl my feelings are stuck to you
only one i trust girl the only one i trust
fuck all ts girl im tryna make love to you

@imsinsane
fall away from your own love
you never trusted me with your own heart
and thats what u say when ur so stuck
im sittin here by myself in just the dark
falling for your love
why are you always ina rush
i cant eat no more
you left me here lying on the floor
fall away from your own love
you never trusted me with your own heart
and thats what u say when ur so stuck
im sittin here by myself in just the dark

my new girlfriend w/ sinsa

national bf day got me sad as fyck ... i am so god damn pathetic

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

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@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

let me know your intentions

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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