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https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

@six-days-after-christmas

from the december demos

scrapes

w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
ya

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
im looking at her 
i told her im ok
i told her im ok 
but im really not 
im taking it slow 
im thinking about those days
im thinking bout those days 
where everything was 
the same and boring 
the raining was pouring down
on my roof 
the stars wouldnt shine as bright as u

me
all i saw
was you at the table
i asked if you're abl
to talk to me again
you said im busy
and to leave u alone
i left feeling sickly
with nobody on my phone

those days

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

skeleton anime opening.mp3

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

heaven

w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
shoutout field medic

haven't seen you guys, or too many people
sorry i cant do what u want im still the same
i know you'll choose
i'll always lose
i hate to remember our last talk
you've been complicating things and it fools my heart
im so confused
what cant you do 
every time u call know i crawl right back
cuz darling u know i love your act
love so construed
you're all i knew

Whenever I make a mistake, I tell myself that I'll start over
But I do, do, do it again, and I cried whenever you left
My friends tell me I got terrible habits
Remember drinking, smoking, laughing
I fell in love again, and I don't want to pretend it didn't happen

all i knew

prod me

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)


i really tried to actually make you fucking happy
but this shitty feeling always tends make me trashy
and i realize everyone and you are just the same
so ill waterboard ur ass into a hydroplane

so

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)

surfs up

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

WDYM?

@2005memories
youre my only dumb obsession
love this girl she came from heaven now
at my crib its half past seven
come here girl i have a question oh
this is true love girl this is true love
only one i love girl my feelings are stuck to you
only one i trust girl the only one i trust
fuck all ts girl im tryna make love to you

@imsinsane
fall away from your own love
you never trusted me with your own heart
and thats what u say when ur so stuck
im sittin here by myself in just the dark
falling for your love
why are you always ina rush
i cant eat no more
you left me here lying on the floor
fall away from your own love
you never trusted me with your own heart
and thats what u say when ur so stuck
im sittin here by myself in just the dark

my new girlfriend w/ sinsa

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

surfs up

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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