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The only season .

RELEVO

This one came from the weight of always trying to hold everything together. The fixer’s curse. These hands tried to carry every fracture, every scar, every fight that was never mine to keep. But there’s a breaking point, the moment you realize you can guide someone, but you can’t drag them through their battles.

The lyrics are about release: stepping back, letting go, and trusting that the strength was always in them, not in you. It’s not weakness, it’s freedom. A lantern lights the path, but it doesn’t walk it.

This track is about turning vulnerability into an anthem. It’s the confession of a weight too heavy to carry, reshaped into empowerment. A festival cry for anyone who’s ever tried to save the world and learned they weren’t supposed to.

Lyrics

These hands tried to hold the storm
But the rain was never mine

I carried every fracture like it was my own
Built a home from splinters, stone and hollow frames
Weight on my back, seams start to tear
I can’t fix the world, I was never meant to bear

Every scar still clings to me
Every soul left fingerprints deep
But I finally see the truth inside
This weight was never mine to keep

Fixer’s hands, they can’t save everyone
I can light the way but I can’t make you run
I was never the savior, just a fleeting light
A lantern in the dark that burns through the night

I wrote my name in silence on the walls you built
Fading in the corners where the light stood still
The thread I wove was never mine to weave
The flame I held was yours to believe

I feel the echoes fading slow
Where your weight once pressed on my soul
Every soul I tried to cradle
Must rise alone, must take control

Fixer’s hands, they can’t save everyone
I can’t make you fight, I can’t force the climb
I was never meant to fight it, only meant to guide
The path is yours, the fire’s inside

I can love you but I can’t make you fight
I can light the way but I can’t give you the drive
Hands were made to lift, not to drag you through
The journey’s yours, it’s always been you

Fixer’s hands, they can’t save everyone
But I believe in all that you’ll become
I was never the hero, and that’s how it should be
The strength you seek was always yours to see

These hands let go
And now the rest belongs to you
Light the fire — it was always you

Fixers Hands

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ヘナ ムフホメ三ネ へタヌタト-†††

I Need You More Than Ever

BLVRE / BLARE (ex. TΣΛRJΣRKΣR)

Solo musical project, based in Moscow, Russia.

WITCH HOUSE LABEL resident.

Witch House / Experimental music production.

TΣΛRJΣRKΣR (15.09.2017 - 30.04.2019)
BLVRE (30.04.2019 - ∞)