Pray I Die (prod. st1x51)

Over Again (prod. st1x51)

This Pain (prod. st1x51)

Your Eyes (prod. Aureola)

prod. innerpeace X michael rose

You got a pretty cute face
Cutest thing I ever witnessed
And your scars look great
Baby, I guess that's a compliment

I be throwing compliments 
Right against your chest
Cause I wanna be the guy
To go and capture your heart

You look pretty 
In that dress
I think that I'm bout to sweat
Even tho that it is winter you are warming me like summer

And even tho that I am frozen inside
You are the one to bring me back to my life

My heart is broken
I started choking
Ask my ex girl, she really tried holding on
But I am over her now

You got a pretty cute face
Cutest thing I ever witnessed
And your scars look great
Baby, I guess that's a compliment

I be throwing compliments 
Right against your chest-
Cause I wanna be the guy
To go and capture your heart

You look pretty 
In that dress
I think that I'm bout to sweat
Even tho that it is winter you are warming me like summer

And even tho that I am frozen inside
You are the one to bring me back to my life

My heart got ripped into hundred parts
Maybe you can be the one to fix it
They talk about love on the first sight
Yeah, it was love in the first night

All our stars are aligned
Watch how the universe collide
I can see the moon reflect in your eyes
You are the one that I want

There can't be another girl
Can't get you out of my mind
It's like you are connected with me
We are soulmates I know

And when I dream, it's all about you
Let's make it eternally under a banyan tree
You and me, it's like a perfect tragedy
And I really gotta admit

You got a pretty cute face
Cutest thing I ever witnessed
And your scars look great
Baby, I guess that's a compliment

I be throwing compliments 
Right against your chest
Cause I wanna be the guy
To go and capture your heart

You look pretty 
In that dress
I think that I'm bout to sweat
Even tho that it is winter you are warming me like summer

And even tho that I am frozen inside
You are the one to bring me back to my life

Pretty Scars (prod. innerpeace X michael rose)

Oh, damn
Here I am again
Hanging in my living room
And staring at the ceiling

I got thoughts about our past
Thinking about our love
And how it didn't last

I thought you are the one
But it turns out you're not
Nah, You're just another bitch

Use me for your demands
Till Imma be gone
You won't see me the next months

I be searching for a cure
For the pain inside my chest
It sometimes gets hard to breath
And the puls is getting high up

Your love made me blind
You made me addicted to you 
It feels like a withdrawal
Feels like imma die now

But I need to get through it
I can't let it get to me 
Poison in my veins
I guess imma need to vomit

Feeling like I go insane
But I don't fucking need you, nah
I don't fucking need you

Me and you, that wasn’t love.
You wanted everything, never enough. 

All you did was drown me, every waking moment was fight or flight. Now that you are gone, I know that we were never right.

I be searching for a cure
For the pain inside my chest
It sometimes gets hard to breath
And the puls is getting high up

Your love made me blind
You made me addicted to you 
It feels like a withdrawal
Feels like imma die now

But I need to get through it
I can't let it get to me 
Poison in my veins
I guess imma need to vomit

Feeling like I go insane
But I don't fucking need you, nah
I don't fucking need you

Cure (ft. @Cineraria)

Medicine To Ease The Pain

i made a lil cover :) 

She shines
But for her it's dark and grime
On the inside cries for help but
On the out her eyes are dry
So I said
My, oh my
She's no ordinary mind
The world is one big horror story
But you got me by your side
Oh I said
I said

Sea green is the color of her eyes
And no one knows when she's upset
I find no use in asking why
She won't reveal what's in her head
I count the days since I seen her smile
It's hard to fake but she tries her best
Feeling broken and beaten down
You can see it in her step
You can see the signs like whoa
She used to shine now frozen cold
Used to stand like a daffodil
And now she fold like a broken rose
I just hope this melancholy ends and you come back to me like

She shines
But for her it's dark and grime
On the inside cries for help
But on the out her eyes are dry
So I said
My, oh my
She's no ordinary mind
The world is one big horror story
But you got me by your side
Oh I said
I

horror story (Arden Jones Cover) (prod. jang0)

Bad Drugs and Nicotine w/ilykira & Red Nix (prod. YungxTraps)

Good Times (prod.ogthraxx)

Stick Around (prod. The Soundclown)

Beverly Hills (prod. ogthraxx)

Hurting Me.

Truth.

Obvious.

Can You Hear Me?

rip 🕊🙏
thank you for everything.

Lyrics:
I don't know how to start
Where do I begin 
Just a couple weeks ago 
We've been sitting on the couch
In your living room 
And you were telling stories but your youth
And you were telling me you're proud
About the things that I accomplished
About the path that I have chosen
About the job I work at  
And we've been always laughing
Working on some cars in your barn
Every other afternoon after school
I was spending all my time with you

And you teached me so much things
I am so damn grateful for everything you did for me
You've been there when I was down
And always had an open ear for the things I had to say 
A place to flee when I had struggles back at home
You never judged or talked down on me
You always asked me how I feel and what was going on
And I tried to help you where I could
Mowing lawn, cutting wood or just hanging around
Cause I know you had your own struggles
Even tho you never talked about it once
Fearing that someone could worry
But I felt something was wrong 
You started to forget so fast
And I could feel that you've ain't been yourself

You just stopped to eat, and you just stopped to drink 
And you just lost your smile, but you never ever wanted to go to the hospital
Then one call, blue lights and sirens in a dark night
I could see it from my window and that was the last time
That I ever saw you alive

I wish that I could talk to you one last time
So I could say goodbye
So I could say goodbye

I tried to shed a tear
But they ain't coming out
I'm feeling so damn cold
I'm feeling so damn numb
There's no sadness inside
Cause all of this ain't real
How can you be gone, nah that can't be real
So I just went over to your house
Thought that you'd be there sitting in your chair
But there was nobody
There was nobody
Just darkness

I just hope that you're in a better place now
And you don't have to feel the pain no more
Cancer rotted throughout your whole body
And ain't nobody had seen it coming
We gon' meet again
When I meet my end
When judgement day's coming

04/25 (prod. sorrow bringer)

i was bored, so i did this little cover 😭
i know it's not that good, but i still wanted to share it with y'all 🤧

Lyrics:
My soul aches for you
You belong with me
Yeah, I was made for you
And you were made for me
Why do you still reject me?
i don't know
Bae without me you're empty
all alone

You, I'm calling for
Tearing down the walls in my abode
Lying on the floor in a pit of blood
I still don't know if it's love or lust
But I need her, I will do it all for her
Anything she wants me to

My love, return my love or you'll fall down
I'd cut out my heart if it meant
That you'd hold it close
that you'd hold it close

You, I'm calling for
Tearing down the walls in my abode
Lying on the floor in a pit of blood
I still don't know if it's love or lust
But I need her, I will do it all for her
Anything she wants me to

S U P P O R T
W H A T S A H E A R T :
YouTube:
https://youtube.com/@whatsaheart?si=K...
Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Ry6D...
SoundCloud:
https://soundcloud.com/user-976026475
TikTok:
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Instagram:
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Prod. Grayskies

for her [whatsaheart] (cover)

hopped on Time Goes On for a Part! 
originally it's only @alex-thomas-fox so thx for letting me hop on this one!

prod.
@user-894603221
@whos-that-clown
@yesterdaysfuneral

Vails - Time Goes On (Remix) (ft. Blxde.)

I'm back :)
Lyrics:
Voices screaming in my head
Telling me that I am better off if I just kill myself
I can't bear this burden anymore

I be drowning my sorrows and pain in the liquor and pills and I suffocate
Falling way deeper into this black hole
While I'm locked in my room and the bottles keep stacking
I know that I'm never gon' make it out
Stuck in a circle up on repeat till imma meet my fate
I did never thought that I would be turning that way
Now I sit here alone with a gun at my head
Finger up on the trigger
Oh god, ain't that sad

I don't know how to tell you
But I don't wanna lie straight in your face again
This time I be honest

I don't know how much longer I can take this
Slowly losing my mind, I be losing my sanity
Smoke in my lungs, that is a helpless attempt to distract myself from the mess-up in my brain
Every day, I be feeling so alone, Only Demons are around

Decaying alive
I am rotting inside
I am doomed to be waiting here till I be meeting my bitter end
Name me a reason to stay for some longer
There is no point
It's a waste of time
I'm ready to die

Voices screaming in my head
Telling me that I am better off if I just kill myself
I can't bear this burden anymore

I be drowning my sorrows and pain in the liquor and pills and I suffocate
Falling way deeper into this black hole
While I'm locked in my room and the bottles keep stacking
I know that I'm never gon' make it out
Stuck in a circle up on repeat till imma meet my fate
I did never thought that I would be turning that way
Now I sit here alone with a gun at my head
Finger up on the trigger
Oh god, ain't that sad

Liquor and Pills (prod. Syreeni)

Lyrics: 
Thoughts of you invading my head
And I think of you all night, Wish you'd be in my bed
But you're so wide away, wish I could see you all day 
But I got work to do, and I got bills to pay

But girl I know
Yeah, girl I know
That one day it be "I'll see you later at home"
Imma gonna make it work, I'll make sure we make it out
Gonna get a nice apartment 
Like wherever you want 

And all the things that you wanna do
All the dreams you have
Imma make 'em come true
It's a promise that I give you cause I love you so 
We gon' make it work, we gon' make it true

You're my Lifeline. 
My angel
My medicine
Yeah, you cured me from being depressed again 

And I do think that I do owe you like everything I've got
I'd give you all of my love if you'd open up your heart 

I hate that we are stuck in between 
Cause we both know that somehow we are meant to be 
And we did make it work once, so why don't we make it work twice 
Imma wait here for you, girl I'd wait till I die

Thoughts of you invading my head
And I think of you all night, Wish you'd be in my bed
But you're so wide away, wish I could see you all day 
But I got work to do, and I got bills to pay

But girl I know
Yeah, girl I know
That one day it be "I'll see you later at home"
Imma gonna make it work, I'll make sure we make it out
Gonna get a nice apartment 
Like wherever you want

bills to pay (prod. @The Ushanka Boy)

prod. 6astard <3

Lyrics:
Girl I own you nothing that's for sure
I am never ever gonna open the Door
Ain't no calls and ain't no texting
You are just another Ex I'm trynna forget and

I hate that shit, I do regret 
Nothing except, trying to be the perfect man 
Changing myself to someone I ain't 

Cutted the strings to the friends I had
Just because you wanted me all to yourself 
"It is me or them", I was such a fool 
But I was so addicted to you 

I couldn't leave, Could never go
Made you a part of my longing soul
I turned myself against em all
And gave you even more control

Girl I own you nothing that's for sure
I am never ever gonna open the Door
Ain't no calls and ain't no texting
You are just another ex I'm trynna forget and

I hate that shit, I do regret 
Nothing except, trying to be the perfect man 
Changing myself to someone I ain't 

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own you nothing (prod. 6astard)

SoundCloud exclusive for the time being...

Lyrics:

Blood in the sink
Something ain't right with me 
I rot away 
Decay so silently 

Screaming for help
But no one responds to me
Imma collapse 
Fall deep in the hole I digged 

I barely recognize the man that starres back at me inside the mirror
I'm just a fragment of the person I've been before I met her 

The devil herself made me spiraling down
She left heavy scratches on my fragile soul
Broke my heart into little pieces 
Speared me down to leave me for the insects

A Terminal sickness
Has spreaded inside
The voices get louder 
It feels like I'm dying

The castle is empty 
I'll leave this behind 
Surrounded by darkness 
No chance of return 

Blood in the sink
Something ain't right with me 
I rot away 
Decay so silently 

Screaming for help
But no one responds to me
Imma collapse 
Fall deep in the hole I digged

blood in the sink (prod. kinsei)

this song is very important to me. I wrote this, when I felt like my last relationship was coming to a bitter end. 

Ever since I left your home
You've been acting so strange
You've been acting so cold

And I got the feeling that you don't care bout me no more
Just a few days ago, we've been so close
But now I guess that

You don't love me anymore
You don't feel a thing for me, no more
No you don't

And how fast you replace me
With someone that you barely know
I don't fucking get it
I did everything, Everything for you

You told me that I don't need to worry
That he's just a friend of yours
But now I wake up and see his Bio
Your initial with a heart and lock

And you don't text me like you used to
That situation's driving me insane
And I just don't know what I should do
So I break down in tears and pain

Maybe I'm just overthinking and it ain't how it seems
But I swear to god if you replace me with that guy
this will probably be the last time that I'll ever fucking write about you
gave you my all 

FUCK 

You don't love me anymore
You don't feel a thing for me, no more
No you don't

And how fast you replace me
With someone that you barely know
I don't fucking get it
I did everything, Everything for you

replace me (prod. taymxru)

ascend to oblivion. 

w/ MAEVE (@maevee44)

Lyrics:

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

No matter what I try
These thoughts won't leave my mind
I keep running myself out dry
Oh woah
My gaze upon your eyes
Don't let me leave your light
I worry you won't fly
Bae, will you leave tonight?

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

I'm Floating in oblivion
Toxic like its poison
Breathing is my only burden
Ill wait for you dear, I'm yearning

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

Oblivion w/ MAEVE (prod. devilmaycry?)

i was bored, so I made this little track.
enjoy :)

Lyrics:

I'm so sick and tired of breathing 
I don't see a fucking reason
Why I should hang onto this life 

The whole world's already burning
Up in flames but they don't care and
My will's just a flicker in the dust 

Maybe in a alternate universe 
The heaven gates do open up for me 
Until then I'm doomed to suffer
Eternally in sickning agony 

You can see it too, don't you 
The battle is over, we lost the war 
Shadow figures all around us 
Poisoning right to the core 

Ain't no way to escape it
It's over and out
Someone stop the suffering 
Make me come undone

I'm so sick and tired of breathing 
I don't see a fucking reason
Why I should hang onto this life 

The whole world's already burning
Up in flames but they don't care and
My will's just a flicker in the dust 

I'm so sick and tired of breathing 
I don't see a fucking reason
Why I should hang onto this life 

The whole world's already burning
Up in flames but they don't care and
My will's just a flicker in the dust 




sick and tired (prod.Faidenn)

I've been bored today, so I made a little cover of one of my favorite songs of all time. Hope y'all like it. 

Original by Silverstein <3
Lyrics:
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer

You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else

Your face arrives again
A hope I had become surreal
But under your covers
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter

Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

But I will save myself!

My Heroine [Silverstein] (Acoustic Cover)

original by @diveliner <3

F150 on Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/diveliner/f-150
F150 on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/3GkQlGWapGOmQf6hEqWWIt?si=c997c5f422b04296
diveliner on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/diveliner/

lyrics: 
I'm teary-eyed looking back
I wouldn't change anything
If I could because I learned from love
I learned from pain, and let it change me
I'm teary-eyed, teary-eyed, teary-eyed

And I was at a trailer park
Double wide, I was ten
But was out there smokin' reds
With the pain stapled in our ink
I see in myself now

And I been thinkin' 'bout aliens
All the lives I've probably lived
And all of my friends who died
Wonderin' the when and where I go when I die now

I used to have a broken down, busted out F150
That shit would barely run
But I'ma buy myself another one before I die now, yeah
And I wish I could turn that truck into a time machine
And go see Valerie one more time
And live a couple moments twice
We can't now
I'm teary-eyed, teary-eyed, teary-eyed

And I'm teary-eyed, teary-eyed, teary-eyed
But I learned from love, learned from pain
And let it change me

F150 [diveliner] (Cover)

a little snack for y'all while I'm preparing the next two EP's

Lyrics: 
Girl I've heard it all before
Could you just shut your fucking mouth up
You always lie straight into my face
Oh, What a disgrace 

All your talk is so damn cheap 
So why do you expect from me to 
Give you all of me

You said that I'm such an asshole
You'd like me to fall apart 
Beat me black and blue, paint my white shirt red and leave a stain on the wall next to the double bed 

You're the devil in person but I'm always the black sheep
I don't know why I can't leave, I am trapped with a serpent 
Call it love but it's torture in the heaviest way 
Still I crave every wound like it is keeping me sane

Girl I've heard it all before
Could you just shut your fucking mouth up
You always lie straight into my face
Oh, What a disgrace 

All your talk is so damn cheap 
So why do you expect from me to 
Give you all of me

Girl I've heard it all before
Could you just shut your fucking mouth up
You always lie straight into my face
Oh, What a disgrace

heard it all before (prod. devilmaycry?)

Lyrics: 

On and On 
I can't Find no sleep
Staring eyes looking sharp at me 
I'm trynna hide but they see right through it 
Noise up in my head, keep on smiling through it 

I don't want nobody to notice
That I'm not doing good, that I might gon do it
Lampposts looking dope for a drop top wrapped round it
Mentally unstable, cannot fight the evil inside me

Steady I keep pulling teeth out of my mouth I feel so dead
Rotten flesh is what is left from me, the pieces of my self-esteem burn
Read me my rights, I know it's time to leave here 
I'm so fucked up I'm just a wreck of life, uh

Nothing left inside, It's my final ride
Tell me who would cry, If I'm gone forever 

Steady I keep pulling teeth out of my mouth I feel so dead
Rotten flesh is what is left from me, the pieces of my self-esteem burn
Read me my rights, I know it's time to leave here 
I'm so fucked up I'm just a wreck of life, uh

Pulling Teeth (prod. DOREII)

♤♡ 21 ◇♧

☆ music for the lost souls ☆

Blxde.

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