fallout ft flesh (p. bloodcryy + ryan kelly)

ascend to oblivion. 

w/ MAEVE (@maevee44)

Lyrics:

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

No matter what I try
These thoughts won't leave my mind
I keep running myself out dry
Oh woah
My gaze upon your eyes
Don't let me leave your light
I worry you won't fly
Bae, will you leave tonight?

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

I'm Floating in oblivion
Toxic like its poison
Breathing is my only burden
Ill wait for you dear, I'm yearning

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

Oblivion w/ MAEVE (prod. devilmaycry?)

cut my skin till my limbs dismember
rope burnt neck but ik it’s for the better
soul bound girl know i will not forget her
suicide bound boy not to be remembered 
leave her widowed really feel like raye penber 
suicide note and my brothers got a mention
worn out souls birds of the same feather 
worn out throat tryna yell for attention 
personality split i can’t put it back together 
but they twist my tale so my name got tethered 
i admit it as a kid i was none the wiser 
but i got a little older and im still no better

soulbound

Under The Veil (Wisssery)

Empty space - dead by dawn
From vails & silent storm

Hope you guys enjoy <3

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Empty Space

Tell me why my songs nonprofit 
They’ll talk shit about my sound but they’ll still jock it 
If you mock it then you gotta stop it 
Me and deadends just dropped another project 

And I’m still sitting all alone 
Paychecks on my phone 
New York is still cold 
But this blunt warms my bones 

Bitch I am over you 
My girl does stuff that you could never do 

Natalie
taught me to breathe 
Myself is free
Cause myself is peace 

Imagining
a better me 
Is new to me 
But its worth it now 

Fuck Snapchat, come kiss me thru the speaker phone 
Black flat cap 
I got gold on my pinkie tho 
Racks on racks 
New York is still freezing cold 
I’ll text back when this feeling starts to get old 

Fuck Snapchat, come kiss me thru the speakerphone 
Black flat cap 
I got gold on my pinkie tho 
Racks on racks 
New York is still freezing cold 
I’ll text back when this feeling starts to get old

New York (prod.tothegood)

lyrics ⬇️ 
thought that you would like that
you just want a price tag
i feel like a lit match i dont wanna fight
back
but if i gotta ima scream right where the mic stand
if you talkin trauma then u speakin with the right man
hes right in front of you holdin on your cold hands
and i can feel ur attitude when givin u an eye exam
but i dont wanna lose i dont wanna kick the can
i got a lot to prove
guess i got a lot to tell
i wish that i could change 
toss it in a wishing well
i couldnt take the blame
oh my gosh im givin hell
and thats what they gon say everytime i tell my tale
ever since i was a little kid i felt like ima fail
ima try and do it again and then ill double fail
i was just a youngin skippin rocks and now im skippin meals
it might come as a shock ik there’s no appeal 

i dont eat no veggies i aint eatin on no kale
thats why they hate the sight of me im lookin way too frail
i got no one thats proud of me so ima leave a trail
my father said it readily but i know what he fears
he dont want his son to drive 100 off the rails
he dont want his son to be smokin with his peers
he dont his son to be all focused on em cheers
he just want his son to thank the lord for all his years
and now theres only one that ima fear and ima fear that
the most high and when im high i really feel bad
smoke to cope but then i cry when i relapse
and if theres hope i pray to god he help find that

cuz i been trying really hard and i get nothin back
got me rippin out my heart and now im going mad
i dont think that theres a single thing that i could do to make you glad
doing what i can
and you said that i cant stand up like a man
i dont want a life change i would rather scram
think i got no gratitude but look at where i am
but i know i need something to change to fees the fam
and

if you talkin trauma then u speakin with the right man
hes right in front of you holdin on your cold hands
and i can feel ur attitude when givin u an eye exam
but i dont wanna lose i dont wanna kick the can
i got a lot to prove
guess i got a lot to tell
i wish that i could change 
toss it in a wishing well
i couldnt take the blame
oh my gosh im givin hell
and thats what they gon say everytime i tell my tale
ever since i was a little kid i felt like ima fail
ima try and do it again and then ill double fail
i was just a youngin skippin rocks and now im skippin meals
it might come as a shock ik there’s no appeal

no appeal

s/o @avxid for the insane verse <3

(me)
and no matter how much time has passed
there's enough of it
will i finally do it better
and try to get a hold again
take the bullets by their grip
and make them disappear in neverland
save the photos up like memories
just to act as if they never left

every day is still a mess
its up to me if i accept it
will i finally get a grip
or take the shot
like whats the message
every day its still the same
its about my selfish ways
will this
be in vain
take the leap or just remain in place

(avxid)
it got too loud
can u turn it down
stomp my head
cuz in you i drown
rip my heart from out my chest
you'd do perfect in my death

it takes time
i lose sight
of what you deserved
same old
bullshit
you spew out
in words

(me)
and when it’s all over
drops of blood will dye the water red
lying down in peace
and leave my body in this sunken mess
feed the flame
and let it smolder through these walls within
let it rise and flood my eyes
see what i’m up against

remain +avxid (homesick)

Lyrics : 

Are you doing well ? 
It’s been so hard to tell 
Going through our hell 
Feeling all we’ve felt 

I care about you 
I hope we’ll be okay 
I’ll care always 
I hope we’ll find the way 

To be okay with ourselves 
And make it day by day 
Don’t try to be anyone else 
Let’s be ourselves okay ? 

Are you doing well ? 
It’s been so hard to tell 
Going through our hell 
Feeling all we’ve felt

All We’ve Felt (prod. funeral service)

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



nauseous

FIT prod. tonto

♤♡ 20 ◇♧

☆ music for the lost souls ☆

Oblivion w/ MAEVE (prod. devilmaycry?)

Blxde.

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