(produce by akkiru1, greyrock, 05alagen)
Mix by MORTEM GHOST

LYRIC:

Ненависть к себе похожа на закон и
Я чувствую тебя от тебя исходит боль
Страдаю постоянно и я знаю передоз
Меня не исправить, ведь я снова ледяной

Ожоги на руках, я пытался их найти
В заброшенном сознании, куда больше не дойти
И мне страшно вспоминать, каким я тогда был
Мне хотелось умереть от тебя и наркоты

Ты мне пишешь отвали и я нюхаю опять
Я скурю травы побольше чем я мог себе достать
По еще одной дороге, а на утро возьму зан
Я не наркоман, но хочу рассыпаться опять

Ненависть к себе похожа на закон и
Я чувствую тебя от тебя исходит боль


Self Hate (produce by akkiru1, greyrock, 05alagen) - tg: mortemghost

this song is very important to me. I wrote this, when I felt like my last relationship was coming to a bitter end. 

Ever since I left your home
You've been acting so strange
You've been acting so cold

And I got the feeling that you don't care bout me no more
Just a few days ago, we've been so close
But now I guess that

You don't love me anymore
You don't feel a thing for me, no more
No you don't

And how fast you replace me
With someone that you barely know
I don't fucking get it
I did everything, Everything for you

You told me that I don't need to worry
That he's just a friend of yours
But now I wake up and see his Bio
Your initial with a heart and lock

And you don't text me like you used to
That situation's driving me insane
And I just don't know what I should do
So I break down in tears and pain

Maybe I'm just overthinking and it ain't how it seems
But I swear to god if you replace me with that guy
this will probably be the last time that I'll ever fucking write about you
gave you my all 

FUCK 

You don't love me anymore
You don't feel a thing for me, no more
No you don't

And how fast you replace me
With someone that you barely know
I don't fucking get it
I did everything, Everything for you

replace me (prod. taymxru)

faded

my will

Remix of https://soundcloud.com/user-976026475/for-her

BLEED

I like it when you're rough
I like it don't hold back 
Just tell me where to put it 
I under your command

I like it when you're rough
No please don't hold back
I need it right now
Just tell me where it's at
Oh baby does it feel good
What if I move it over here
What if you whisper in your ear
Can you hear

I like it when you're rough
I like it don't hold back 
Just tell me where to put it 
I under your command

Paranoid

drifted away (demo)

produced by injury 

lyrics:
i saw you in the end
i thought we'd never meet again
if i put one through my head, would anyone care?
i am beyond repair, i cant breathe air

i need a cure, i feel so betrayed
the way you threw me away
you said you'd stay, yet here you're fading away

i, i, i

i met you at the end, i thought we'd never meet again
if i put it through my head
would anyone care, care enough to even bare?
i am beyond repair

dont even bother my dear, it'll only show fear
i'm not deserving, of one's emotions
im not worth your time, i need to say goodbye


beyond repair

zurvyy talked abt shoegaze and i flashbacks to when i use to make this kind of music so i made another

for you  - prod. xhaji x maestro wons

Thank you for listening to my music

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DOUBLE HOMICIDE

for you my true love

And they came...

Got the call from the gods
I'm to be taken from here and back to earth
With happiness gone, i'm in despair
Looking at the glass, that i want to break

I've taken the fall, but i'm not at fault
And no one wouldn't know, no one's forgiving
I've lost my head i'm not myself
Just forget it all and leave it all be

You said i won't matter, no matter the conflict
You said i'm a bother, that wanted to be taken out
I want to be loved here, but not to be pampered
With ever lie told, the shellshock was real
I'm to be abandoned by my very peers
I walked out the valley with not many tears
So long as i suffer, you'll feel so happy
I hope that its worth it, no i hope that its worth it

Shellshock [+ injury]

practicing layering and mixing :p 
i really like this song so i'll try and make something with this genre next i think, lmk how it sounds :)

whatsaheart
original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xYRzt57AMA

lyrics: 

My soul aches for you
You belong with me
Yeah, I was made for you
And you were made for me
Why do you still reject me? (I don't know)
Bae, without me, you're empty (all alone)
You, I'm calling for
Tearing down the walls in my abode
Lying on the floor in a pit of blood
I still don't know if it's love or lust
But I need her
I will do it all for her
Anything she wants me to
My love, return my love or you'll fall down
I'd cut out my heart if it meant that you'd hold it close
(That you'd hold it close)
You, I'm calling for
Tearing down the walls in my abode
Lying on the floor in a pit of blood
I still don't know if it's love or lust
But I need her
I will do it all for her
Anything she wants me to

whatsaheart - for her (lowlifelain cover)

perto do fim (i'm calling for you)

ascend to oblivion. 

w/ MAEVE (@yatsu-226109685)

Lyrics:

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

No matter what I try
These thoughts won't leave my mind
I keep running myself out dry
Oh woah
My gaze upon your eyes
Don't let me leave your light
I worry you won't fly
Bae, will you leave tonight?

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

I'm Floating in oblivion
Toxic like its poison
Breathing is my only burden
Ill wait for you dear, I'm yearning

Blood running out my eyes
Might end it all tonight
I hate my fucking life
Will I ever be alright
Cocaine upon the knife
Chopped up in pretty lines 
Get high to pass the time
What a beautiful night to die

Oblvion w/ MAEVE (prod. devilmaycry?)

Долгий путь (prod. narxi)

rihu on all plats 
Also follow my tiktok "rihuisfr"

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Thank you for listening to my music

Business: prod.chaos34@gmail.com

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founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

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