hyperpop

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

kick the bucket w/ dolly & bixby #SILLYTEAM

prod @odel007 @shinjinv
featuring @jujuglocks

art by jiji ty jiji

ive been thinking bout this shit 4 a long time
you feel more distant every time that you come by
i cant keep myself away from those damn eyes (dang this line cringe asf)
ive been tryna forget but i cant clear my mind

mindset ft. yuju (odel & shinjin)

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

@lb66

im falling down i cant get up
ive been so sad i need your love
like an angel you look like you came from above
but its ok you make me feel like im someone
(x2)

run away
i just wanna run away
dont feel great
tell me how to feel ok
i cant lie
i dont deal too well with hate
i cant think
too many thoughts inside my head

so just tell me
whats the meaning
laying in my bed im staring at the ceiling
girl you broke my heart and im still healing
why do i feel so alone i hate this feeling

you broke my heart and then you tore it in two
im not liking what im turning into
i'd do anything to be with you
so tell me what i gotta do for you

spotify

run away (lb66)

stream <3

it gets lonely

@kggn
@recyclexbin
@curtainss

[blx]
i been restless
tell me what you’re doing down in texas 
every time you call my name it leaves me breathless 
wanna go i’ll put your name up on the guest list
down in texas 
she’s down in texas 
ur down in texas
I’ll put u on the guest list

I don’t wanna look at you right now 
i don’t wanna talk to you right now
How can you smile at me right now ugh
Look at my face girl turn around
why do you yell at me so loud
Do you want me here around or not

ur gonna play me then tell all ur frnds about it
and u know what I ain’t even mad about it
hop on a jet and forget about it
and u messed with the team now ur lookin so stupid
7 and lastplace and helix stay suited 
Joined the vc and you just went muted 
Went offline like you just got booted

[ku]
i dont wna talk bout that shit how u lied2 my face
talkin bout it im impatient
i dont want u in my station
hop onnat plane i aint playin
im in newyork im js waitin
4u
2come 2ur senses
and i cant handle the constant offenses
yr up in texas im on my defenses
u say u luv me ur constant pretendin
idk wat to do when im steady on these fences bout u

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

Peligrosa

go stream it

peroxide

BONErr [prod. vvspipes + kimj]

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

@twikipedia

@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

awful ft. orchid (odel)

blxty

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