performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@prodgreentop
@k4rson

lyricz:

[arid]
they only know me from my title
we goin crazy like a vine w goin viral!
always wanna pull me back jus like a rifle
i aint doin nuthin else im not entitled
yea u say u want me back u call me up again
yea i always feel attacked the way u comin in
yea im always runnin laps around inside my head
takin everythin i had and tear it into shreds

always wastin all my time
i was way too blind
flippin thru tha pages but i never found tha sign
always stay in tha center
i could never do better
im too sad but i let her
always loosin my temper but im gettin this baaaaag
everywhere i hide im always keepin a staaaaack
ye im always lost i never know where im aaaaat
dont know wher im goin never makin it back
yeah im always taking damage always under attack

[k4rson]
they only know me for my title
hit your vitals 
bring a bible 
going viral 
this is final
i'm entitled 
keep a rifle 
it's a cycle 

and i'm burning all my bridges 
she say can i get yor digits 
what i do is not your buisness 

she asked if i wanna hit it?
i said quit it 
know i had to get my bag and then i flip it

title w/ karson (greentop)

hi :3 w/ arnoe, carna007, pichu (ddertbag)

#us x boystars real
this song is really loud and

verse order:
@ogpichu
@tropes777
@veezuh
@peplep
@kkyprxo

prod:
@heroinsick
@kyur0
@viinssoo

u know it w/ tropes, veezuh, peplep, kkypr (heroinsick, kyuro & vinso)

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
and its too easy to see 
what you wanted from me
can't get you out of my head
just wanna go right asleep
i know she want me to stay
yeah she begging me please
but i just think about you
kissing you in my dreams

[venusiann]
maybe i'm crazy
you couldn't save me
this feeling deep down
it hurts but i wont speak out
kiss me slow, oh
i sing you these notes, oh
did you know, oh
i love you the most, oh

spotify

dreams ft. venusiann (k4nji)

step in they all stare
ima cross a nigga up n ima leave him there
i can tell that he a bum wtf u wearin
bad milf bitch ya her name karen

really based living this shit not a trend
im ridin round Quahog wit a mac10
it get lonely at the top but i dont need friends

no i dont need u

feel bad energy ur so see through
n u werent there 4 me so i would i b there 4 u ?

energy (alex x isa)

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDebqHSQ1GztmM2y1O0wa?si=L2cUSHRFSNCWJQ9Jd4ZQ0A

close my hands like amen 
i dont pray to god i pray for payments
never-needed demon like satan
sacrifice myself to paimon

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do

im blessed that im nothing left 
i could write it on my chest with no ink it's red
am i ready to fall for them
my darkest truths
inside its you outside i lose
my mind: not bound by time
and the way that i lie 
its a fucking crime
i can only stay true when im splitting in two
cause theres only one glue when im apart its true

taste the rain its like wine
u get urs ill keep mine
cause sumtimes i would cry
itll wash off just like bye

fall has come and gone again
i was left without a friend
paint by number comprehend
the things i draw and recommend cause

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do (x2)

Fall (never Again)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

instagram

best of me (sense)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

after you feat blxty

mental

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