I can never hate u it doesn't matter what u dooooo

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

kick the bucket w/ dolly & bixby #SILLYTEAM

@prodgreentop
@k4rson

lyricz:

[arid]
they only know me from my title
we goin crazy like a vine w goin viral!
always wanna pull me back jus like a rifle
i aint doin nuthin else im not entitled
yea u say u want me back u call me up again
yea i always feel attacked the way u comin in
yea im always runnin laps around inside my head
takin everythin i had and tear it into shreds

always wastin all my time
i was way too blind
flippin thru tha pages but i never found tha sign
always stay in tha center
i could never do better
im too sad but i let her
always loosin my temper but im gettin this baaaaag
everywhere i hide im always keepin a staaaaack
ye im always lost i never know where im aaaaat
dont know wher im goin never makin it back
yeah im always taking damage always under attack

[k4rson]
they only know me for my title
hit your vitals 
bring a bible 
going viral 
this is final
i'm entitled 
keep a rifle 
it's a cycle 

and i'm burning all my bridges 
she say can i get yor digits 
what i do is not your buisness 

she asked if i wanna hit it?
i said quit it 
know i had to get my bag and then i flip it

title w/ karson (greentop)

[kite]
faded in black dissappear out of sight
left it all behind it makes the day too bright 
u were the last u were the first 
made it all worst this is the life i chose
no one can make it right
can someone put me out my life
i cannot even make a scene
i cannot even see thru this screen

just like that im in my head
i-i
just like that im in my head

sticky in my veins
everything turned horrible
4 no reason u took me for the worse
blood just drips 
ion wanna hear
ill never change i took it for a steer

感情なんてどこにもないの

in my head ft. tropes (prod. 6houl x guami)

@prodsoma
@carna007
im at the barrel of a gun.

lyrics
(ruby)
im at the barrel of a gun
my life be hangin from a ribbon like i don kno wut i won
u can meet me at the finsh line, call me when ur done
i said winnings not enough 
im tryna get out of the rough 

my ride it jus gets rougher 
high tide i sink i blunder
don cry realize don wonder
does all the fun hurt?
i couldnt help but wonder
midnight rlly burns but i swer i think the suns worse
it still rlly hurts i swear i can feel my lungs burst
u still wanna heart ur still gonna hav to gimme 1 first
memory in parts, fuk im srry im still made of numbers

(carna) 
close the curtains
close the curtains
sick nd tired of ppl tellin me that im worthless
say that u luv me but ur the reason im hurting
thoughts of u wrap around my head like a turban
go to sleep wake up nd i still feel like shit
i...cant, keep livin like dis
i...cant, keep on fightin

i cant do this alone im losin my grip i think im losing control
(i don want u to go)
u don care bout me only care bout urself
wouldve been better off right by myself
i hope that u burn in hell

stream⚠

huntress ✰carna007 (soma)

#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

Cantfeelnun (naurmi)

@blackwinterwells @sanriorose 
prod @1savestate

blackwinterwells & dolly - bad4me (savestate)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

after you feat blxty

mental

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