best time of my life was when this dropped

hope i mean a lot to u, cuz u mean a lot to me

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDebqHSQ1GztmM2y1O0wa?si=L2cUSHRFSNCWJQ9Jd4ZQ0A

close my hands like amen 
i dont pray to god i pray for payments
never-needed demon like satan
sacrifice myself to paimon

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do

im blessed that im nothing left 
i could write it on my chest with no ink it's red
am i ready to fall for them
my darkest truths
inside its you outside i lose
my mind: not bound by time
and the way that i lie 
its a fucking crime
i can only stay true when im splitting in two
cause theres only one glue when im apart its true

taste the rain its like wine
u get urs ill keep mine
cause sumtimes i would cry
itll wash off just like bye

fall has come and gone again
i was left without a friend
paint by number comprehend
the things i draw and recommend cause

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do (x2)

Fall (never Again)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

getawayy feat. wells, blxty, popstarbills, idiot, roxas (taylor+kuru)

cover by @ais_irl on ig

verses in order:
mental - @mental
sonuzi - @sonuzi
blxty - @blxty
twikipedia - @twikipedia
yurms - @yurmsauce
quikksand - @quikksand
afternoon - @afternoon
st jimmy - @jimmydagum
juno - @chiefjuno
chris blair - @yoshi
raegun - @raegun240

sample - https://soundcloud.com/disciple/virtualriot-lunar

2021 CYPHER [+mental, uzi, blxty, delta, yurms, quikk, afternoon, st jimmy, juno, christian, rae]

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

blxty

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