veezuh - arms around me (skunc & rippo) #us

produced by odel & jolst

[blxty]
talk about being awful
i got all eyes on me like a model
left it all in the past like a fossil
i was thinking about you when i’m thoughtful
yeah i’m the bad guy and i’m awful
keep it all inside in a bottle
moving too fast, full throttle
man i guess that’s what i get for being thoughtful

i can’t even see right now messed up
something in my heads telling me to shut up
tired of this pressure imma do what i want
go where i want
get what i want

ugh want ugh
i just want you
want- one two
watchu want
wanna do
i just want something new
something cool
something rational
i’m the bad guy
say that shit so casual

[mental]
bad guy i’m a terrible person
try to help me i don’t feel like it’s working
make a new song ‘cause it’s hurting
passed out i still feel like a burden
talk out loud no one heard it
look at old wounds they still feel like they’re current
what’s it like thinking you’re perfect?
i’d never relate all i’ve felt like is worthless
felt like is garbage, it’s been the hardest
they don’t relate to my words but they heart it
faking a smile but my heart’s staying guarded
like i’m joeyy i think that i’m ‘bout to go
put on a shirt sing a song ‘til i feel okay
i wish that i’d never feel that way
love songs heart breaks that’s just fate
something’s wrong i’m out of place

[blxty]
talk about being awful
i got all eyes on me like a model
left it all in the past like a fossil
i was thinking about you when i’m thoughtful
yeah i’m the bad guy and i’m awful
keep it all inside in a bottle
moving too fast, full throttle
man i guess that’s what i get for being thoughtful

awful 2 +mental

produced by lilac

[mental]
you should follow your heart
i should follow my dreams
take a shot in the dark
now you’re following me
it’s not easy to try
but i’ll always believe
‘til the day that i die
hope you’re proud of me

i lay awake in the sun
at least i know that i helped you grow
together it was just us
things changed in ways i could never know
i miss the way that we loved
i miss the person i was before
i miss the warmth of your touch
i hope you know that i love you more

[blxty]
i’m maybe selfish
i can’t help it
rip my heart to pieces
you try to help me
but i’m helpless
sorry girl i’m speechless
said you don’t want me no more
girl you make me so sore
you got me passed on the floor
crying asking for more

warmth +mental

produced by lovbug

[blxty]
you should think before you start this
there’s no need for us to argue
why do you treat me so heartless
i don’t want this to continue
you should think before you start this
there’s no need for us to argue
why do you treat me so heartless
i don’t want this to continue

[mental]
i don’t care about the money baby yeah i only care about the time
i don’t care about my feelings baby you’re the only one that’s on my mind
if you love me baby tell me, if you don’t then it’s cool if you lie
i don’t think you wanna start this, i know it’s gonna end in a fire
i’mma keep fanning the flame though
you’re an angel with no halo
cool but i gotta be careful
know that i’m probably unable
cause,
i got a lot on my brain
i got a lot of these things i can’t say
what would you do if it’s you in my place
i can see right through that shit
i know you’re lying but i’d do the same
i don’t get why you’re fake
i don’t get how i spend my money then i make it back in a day
i don’t get how you switched, like i’d never switch up on my day ones
conversations got me anxious, i can’t handle being famous

[blxty]
you should think before you start this
there’s no need for us to argue
why do you treat me so heartless
i don’t want this to continue
you should think before you start this
there’s no need for us to argue
why do you treat me so heartless
i don’t want this to continue

continue +mental

produced by powerdoll

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

[mental]
i hate all these memories
don’t wanna relive what i felt
and if you’re my remedy
then baby why can’t i tell?
tell
baby why can’t i tell?
tell
notice your fragrance, i can’t complain
it’s nothing too bad but it hurts when you say it
love me or not, i don’t know what i’m taking
if i forgot, would you care to explain it?
don’t be mad when i fall
take me wherever you want
give my trust, hold your arms
i can’t bear to be a(lone)
sacrifice
in the end we’ll all be by the fire
won’t you stay and just wait for a while
promise that i’ll give you my smile
is it not enough?
is it not that special?
thought i had your trust
do you not remember

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

sacrifice +mental

produced by taylor morgan & jolst

[mental]
i think that i messed up bad this time
i don’t wanna say what’s on my mind
even if i tried it won’t go right
i told her i hate the thought of silence
afraid of life
but i’m forced to embrace that side
yeah it hurts like you break my spine
watch it fade into black i’m fine

can you pick me up?
tell me lies again
i think i’m giving up
i’ll be there in a bit
i’m good with what i’ve got
i know it’ll never stop
you put the pain inside my brain so i just let it rot
but that’s okay it’s just some feelings that i get a lot
you make me have the worst thoughts that i’ve ever thought
and you knew the whole time that it’s never gone
it don’t mean i’m better off

[blxty]
i got scars
i can’t hide anymore
i messed up
calling you mi amor
and i’m done all your comments make me so sick
how much more can i cry until you notice me, me
why can't you see, see
you’re all i need, ne- ugh
so come to me so i can feel complete

ur fault +blxty

produced by mental and tda

[lyrics]

yeah they want me to run, want me to break away from it
yeah it makes me hate the world but i'm okay with it

but is it okay if i'm just in some pain a bit
say it to my face i never learned to take a hint
looking at myself i starve until it makes me sick
and you hate my heart i love the things i make with it
looking out in the distance trying to see clear
your voice brings me back i know that you're not near
i wake up all alone i wish that you were here
but if you started blushing i would disappear
i would disappear

okay with this i'm not so sure bout that
i break away i run real far from all my past
and when i tell them how i feel they all just laugh
i never thought that it would be like all that bad
well have it your way, whatever makes you smile
i just got comfy so i'll be for a while
and please just do not text me baby
i'd rather you dial
i'd sing you a song if this would just last for a while
just last for a while

okay with it +blxty

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine is where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to


maybe they got me thinking way too strong
ive been gone too long
causing thunderstorms head to the concrete
how can i save her when i can't save myself
its funny when u start saying no
they start acting different
im a egoist i just act this way
i do this all the same
tell me all these drugs the same
i dont want nobody, nobody
its all the samee

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine its where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to

egoist (prod. augury + sunrisess)

Hunnid Banz (ft.LonƐlyst✭r)prod. Ga$hak

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