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this is reality

@mental
@jjaholics
@miguelisaneko

[blxty]
wanna see u hop onto the next plane ride
girl how u love and hate me at the same time
she like my songs, baby i'm having a bad time
i'm always open baby u can always be mine
(be mine be mine be mine)
and i'm done
drugs r what i'm on (inhaler)
they help me stay strong
and i'm tired of her singing my songs
but don't get me wrong...

i still love her voice
i still love the thought of
her in my head i'm
getting so nauseous
i fell in the void i
didn't take caution
is my head the problem
i think that i lost it

and now i'm up again
am i my only friend
am i yo only friend... 
i wanna feel ag- 
i wanna feel ugh
u can take off my trueys my g star my ksubis
swear my life a movie she take off ha 2 piece
she feelin my body
shirt off like oddy
her boy tryna stop me
while she tryna top me
heh
if she tryna top me i say na beep sorry

[mental]
ill buy u prada and dolce gabana
she put my fit on and look like a model
step into saks n i left with some bottles
srt go too fast yea it go on full throttle yea
hoppin on a flight
ill see u tonight
ima take this chance
i could take it slow
but i just love living fast
doin magic i turn money to designer pants
ksubi jeans and helmut lang i love to mix the brands up
i kno when they hear this song they gon put their hands up
people love to lie but its never u i cant trust
benji never lies ima just keep counting bands up
thought id never fall for u but i did
stole my heart i cant find it
look at ur face n im blinded
swear ur beauty is the brightest
if u want it ima buy it
if u want to we can try it
anything u want bae
i rly dont mind it

model ft. mental (jj x miguel)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

(～o￣3￣)～ <-- youtube on ipod

@pray4solo
@ripwarheart

polaroid º❍｡ prod. solo + warheart

i love my gf as per usual
cover by https://www.instagram.com/everyymomentt/

how i rly feel (bmud)

@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

fuck shit!

j'ai 20 piges mais j'ai détruit 25 vies,
j'fais du mal à des personnes qui m'envient,
j'ai le cœur en mille morceaux ça c'est dit,
mélancolique comme Casca dans l'anime,
sauf que moi j'souris quand les gens meurent,
avec toutes ces tombes j'ai juste envie d'en faire ma vie,
fuck cette vida j'veux pas vivre dans les codes,
au final j'suis le seul et j'm'enterre,

j'ai des deaths dans ma team j'en ai rien à foutre,
j'fuis le blizzard dans ma tête c'est trop la lose,
j'suis comme le tonnerre j'arrive après la foudre,
j'regarde les enfers et moi j'saute pas de la tour,

t'as des questions dans tes songes que t'aimerais ranger,
j'fais des dons de mon sang j'sais même pas si j'vois le danger,
fuck shit j'suis trop bizarre j'vois mes grands fumer,
donc moi j'inhale, donc moi j'inhale,
j'finis par la consumer,

elle m'a dit "je t'aime" moi j'ai rigolé,
j'ai regardé les stars et j'lui ai ri au nez,
tirer dans ma gueule avec un gun bam,
c'est-ce-que t'aurais du faire quand t'avais le gun fire,

j'ai des deaths dans ma team j'en ai rien à foutre,
j'fuis le blizzard dans ma tête c'est trop la lose,
j'suis comme le tonnerre j'arrive après la foudre,
j'regarde les enfers et moi j'saute pas de la tour,

fuck snor! (clip dispo sur youtube)

lyrics: 

bae, whatchu really see?
is it really me?
i tried to cover up
everything that makes me hate myself
y cant u luv someone else?
i can feel it start 2 melt
under canopies of fake facades
i cant bleed another drop
pls just leave, im not ur god
i can feel the squeeze of ur jaws

(from ur jaws)
(beauty in the open seas)
(from the jaws of a enemy)
(feel the teeth bury deep in me)

u ask me what is wrong between u and i
where do i begin?
inside the belly of a monster
let me in
no way 2 stop her
theres no innocence
desolation of a human
this rotten skin

(let me in)

bae, whatchu really see?
is it really me?
i tried to cover up
everything that makes me hate myself
y cant u luv someone else?
i can feel it start 2 melt
under canopies of fake facades
i cant bleed another drop
pls just leave im not ur god
i can feel the squeeze of ur jaws

(from ur jaws)
(from ur jaws)
(from ur jaws)

prod me
ty @pay for the help on this song

humandesolation

@cloudbxy1

#VLM
I wish, I could love you the way that you wanted me to
I wish, you could mean to me as much as I mean to you
It breaks my heart, not giving you enough, never know what to do
Got a few loose screws in the back of my mind, always thinking of you
(Like I got somethin to prove)

Uh, yeah, nothing never feels right
I'm always stuck in the dark without an ounce of light
Uh, yeah, my grip on you is so tight
Feels like I'm holding you back when all I do is cry
Uh, yeah, you deserve better and I know that
If I love you, then I got to, let you go...

I wish, I could love you the way that you wanted me to
I wish, you could mean to me as much as I mean to you
It breaks my heart, not giving you enough, never know what to do
Got a few loose screws in the back of my mind, always thinking of you

wishes

APPLE MUSIC/SPOTIFY

wishes (prod. cloudbxy)

hold it against me (flash og)

Peace

prod @mental

they like blx u flakin
sorry guys im shakin
they ask what im takin
i don't feel like sayin
fake it till you make it
i don't think i'll make it
if you hate me say it
i still smell your fragrance 

i need hp baby my heart is so low
i love you so much u dont know 
u miss my face go ahead take a photo
spread my wings and fly away like im ho-oh
and its alright
give me one night
to make u mine
girl it's alright
cus ur mine
tell me that ur mine
do i cross ur mind

do i cross your mind?
i dont know
is this goodbye?
im still not sure
i wanna try
but i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know
grow wings and fly
but not too close
open your eyes
you might see a ghost
keep wasting time
cause i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know

fragrance ft. mental

blxty

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