Take all this advil but my head it still hurts🤕

Un.less u will not let me go go go go! 🗣️🎶

crying so much, need to hide my face 
from this feeling, try to run away 
dont let them in, tryna close the gates 
shouldve lied when u asked me how i feel 
didnt want u to be sad to what i deal 
but ig it doesnt work
cuz we’re both hurt 
standing in the rain ya by myself 
smoking out my pain, fucking up my health 
messing up my head cuz idk what to do
u cant relate cuz u never been inside my shoes 
when ur hurt, sing my songs
what i say, read along 
everything u do, ya it feels too wrong
but together ya we can be strong

it doesnt work (liliya&yandere)

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

1 purgatory @deathloop @llati
2 Tell Me If U Like It @pyu
3 last december @pyu

%%% EP ㅤㅤ ㅤ「2025」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3iPFJufz7A
My whole life shuttered up
Two worlds at once
falling on my ass but this a tortoise run
Get a  2 week trial thats a taurus dub
U steady going outta style like a 401k
Medi gun spray
Im on Saints Rows cheat codes 
Yeh on the game
Secret pin to get in
20 digits in a case
ID tag in my skin
Issa fresh coat of paint
 
I dont do that codendent race
Run the other way
Fell into a pit of spikes
Got em poking out my face
Lap my wounds love the pain
Whats the roleplay today
Whats the roleplay today
Floating into space

You aint ever been no snake I watch em wrap around yo legs
Couldnt wrangle nothing strong U was ignoring the cage
U was brewing something you Left a trail of decay
3 bonemeal in the plant make it ok
Okay okay okay
They post me on that page
They rave they hate
I been in every rank
Im in her curls
I know thats not ur girl
I got a stylus on the dice
Bouta roll the world 

Im hitting red every time thats the bird table
I prop my hand against the wall thats a curse angle
I slide under the main event pull a Kurt angle
They swear that shit is heaven sent but im under the grid
I was posted on that roof
Bet im making precedent
2028 we locking in a 27 win
I dont wanna kick it withcha if its weird in the crib
I wont ever be a beard I aint itching for a dish
Youll b rubbin on the lamp 2 times for a wish
U aint ever been as bad as when were skin 2 skin
Yea baby let me in
Big bad wolf
Blew that house wooooo Get engulfed in it

Get engulfed innit
Get enfuled innit
If i get exhausted I dig a hole in it
Other end of the earth im in her wechat
She tryna give her gold to me aint even meet yet
I fit the precedent
Im never gonna win again I aint betting mint

page 27 prod Tropes MV IN BIO

Prod @minasxx

Lyrics: 

Letter to my dear
Girl i need you right here
You’re so far but so near
My life’s going nowhere 
I can feel it slip away
And it got me so scared
I know that they don’t care
I hate that I don’t care

Rip my heart out
Ya it’s made of tin girl
I’d give it to you
I want you until the end girl
I can barely breathe 
Living through machines for you
Love me through the screen
Can’t you see my heart
It beats for you baby

What are we waiting for
It’s got me so torn
My whole world hurts
From the stars to my bones
Give you all you deserve 
Bleeding out on the curb
Diamond ring it’s for her
Everything is for her

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letter to my dear @ikari

PROD VIOLET
ART BY ODDY & BLXTY

GOT TOO MUCH ON MY PLATE THATS
HURTING BUT I DONT WANT TO GO GO GO GO
GO GO GO GO
TELL ME IF ITS TRUE IS IT FATE
BABY I FEEL NEW TO THIS PLACE
I DONT WANT MY TIME TO BE WASTED
WE'RE NOT FINE AND I HATE IT
WHEN I SAW YOU IT WAS GRACE
CAN YOU TELL ME IM NOT LATE OH
I CAN FEEL YOUR IMAGE ITS FADING
BLACKOUT WOKE UP ON THE PAVEMENT
TRANSPARENT BAE UR SEE THROUGH
DO YOU SEE ME HOW I SEE YOU
I BE GETTING GREEN BUT I FEEL BLUE
SHAWTY SAID IM COLD SHE SAID IM THE FLU
GO GO
ME OR HIM CANT HAVE US BOTH
GO GO
THIS WONT FLOAT GIRL UR ON A SINKING BOAT
WATCH FROM A DISTANCE I BEEN TAKING NOTES
I CANT SAY A THING ALL I DO IS CHOKE
TAKE ALL THIS ADVIL AND MY HEAD IT STILL HURTS
GOT ME TRAPPED IN YOUR SPELL BUT I SWEAR ITS A CURSE
IF THIS PART OF YOUR PLAN CAN U PLS DO THE WORST
TELL ME ALL UR PETTY LIES
TELL ME WHAT YOU KEEP INSIDE A BALL
AND YOU HIDE DEEP INSIDE
AND I SWEAR
WHEN IM BY YOUR SIDE I FEEL SO ALIVE
ALL I REALLY WANT IS JUST YOU AND I
PROMISE YOU WILL NOT LET ME GO GO GO GO

grace (violet)

cover  (vox r so bad sry)


there was a time once, i thought i could be like you
you should've seen it, all of the meaning, and all of what i can't do anymore
there was a time once, that i believed in you
thought you'd keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you


burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
because i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream


and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settle in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do


burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
'cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me


there was a time once, that i believed in you

bad dream

Produced By @ssoh
Featuring @hiseph
https://open.spotify.com/album/5aBapsNc18ulfMoyj0sTMe?si=qJpdKVkgQ36vklUpZuz75Q

lyrics;
had 2 put on for my team ya
she think im mean ya
its not no ego
i js never wanna see ya
i link up with sean in nyc ya
walk down with that nina, she gon meet yaaa
20 bands in the loft
xtc galore, i give it everything i got :D
everything&more, pick out whatever u want
cant even look me in my eyes, know im the boss yaaa
u say that i won u see me smiling (raacks)
CC hit for 20 now im wylin (ohh)
left me in the back, i was the sidekick (XO)
im in luv with pills, tell em let me tryyy it
tryna take u out of boca
we could hit up nyc
& do the most
hit up germany or france
maybe both
said i need it done
cant take it slow yeaaa

@hiseph
foot up on the gas
yea i’m passing ya 
i can’t love or get attached
i keep acting yea 
my team ball like nfl 
we quarterbacks 
oh yea
that bitch said she love my tag
bring her back 
oh yea

i know why they hate
they do what i do so wrong
they cannot even relate
that’s why they ain’t getting far yea
too much on my plate 
m.i.a it’s been too long
i’m with sam
we out in soho 
we shooting foreign cars

grace (violet)

blxty

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