@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

You lookin real stupid

hit you in your heart
Yea well that’s just how we do it

fw us, elevate we going shooting

youre a bitch and we all already knew it 

make myself bleed thinkin I might die
cause ion rlly give a fuck about my life

off a pill you can see it in my eyes
Blood shot, fucked up til the sunrise

you cant hang with us so keep it down
like fuck that bitch thinkin bout it make me frown

everybody know my name like im the baddest bitch around
you my kids, yeah nobody wanna learn so just sit down

you got me feelin suicidal 
say youre the new wave but bitch you aint no tidal  🌊 😔

Heart (negative.creeper & eczotic)

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

Credits://
@bodygaard
@tekea

Notes://
i don't have much to say its late...
just finished watching Dune 2...
great movie...

Lyrics://
yeah you found me
i get uh too rowdy
too uhh
too loudly
how far i’ve come ohhh

i’ll take you out
whatchu wanna do now
afraid, tune out
i wish i only knew how

been weeks you ain’t come around
when i empty out my house
meet me where we’d go hideout
please don’t leave me upside down

i miss come right now
please don’t leave me upside down

if only i picked up my phone
told me i skipped us like stones
hold me i tripped up i know
slowly i ripped up my wrong

everyday
you’ll still be my everything
you’ll still be my everything
i’d buy you bout anything a wedding ring oh

so even if i cannot weep
will you still be right for me?

she wanna be item
drew a heart round my name when she writing

Upside★Down (prod. tekea)

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

Sample - www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCmgGZbfjmk
i Know Uu Want Me Out
Produced By Me
W/ @hiseph

lyrics;
im not tryna fuk it up
never took me srs like wut u on?
tell me bout the ppl that doing u wrong
i sit&observe, u dont love me at all

i hurt u to get to her
corpse bride, wanna leave ur body in the hearse
tell em about The bitemarks, u make sure it hurts
take u to the mall, tryna cop ur fav skirt

@hiseph;
bands in my hand
we gon throw it on the floor
bad bitch
only want me 4 the dough
my brothas going up
got u mad
thats fashooo
yea i'm only dressing up 4 the camera

that bitch ain't part of the team
yea she cancer
these feds gon piss me off
they ain't getting no answers
that boy gon run his mouth
that's why he makes my head hurt
dump his body
head first
i don't pay it no mind

@uxiexo
you tell me to stay away i know
read this like a suicide note
rip me apart if u leave me alone
focus on the music so i could fill the hole

people in ur life are seasons
watch the page turn, u could see everyone leaving
i get so mad, gimme smth to believe in
id never do this to u, tellme whats the reason? :(

u tell me to calm down
i jst be too prideful
new friends showing real love
fakes repeat the cycle
i say you could stay
you make me regret my title
i been in my lane
the old me wouldnt be mindful

Sit&Observe w/ seph (_ _ ) Zzz #dynasty

prod @mental

they like blx u flakin
sorry guys im shakin
they ask what im takin
i don't feel like sayin
fake it till you make it
i don't think i'll make it
if you hate me say it
i still smell your fragrance 

i need hp baby my heart is so low
i love you so much u dont know 
u miss my face go ahead take a photo
spread my wings and fly away like im ho-oh
and its alright
give me one night
to make u mine
girl it's alright
cus ur mine
tell me that ur mine
do i cross ur mind

do i cross your mind?
i dont know
is this goodbye?
im still not sure
i wanna try
but i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know
grow wings and fly
but not too close
open your eyes
you might see a ghost
keep wasting time
cause i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know

fragrance ft. mental

A Cover for Drake & Partynextdoor’s “Pimmie’s Dilemma”.